no one really reads my thoughts n e more...actually no one read em in da beginning........oh wellz.....good for em to not pass by my depressing thoughts

yo bri boi.....u come and read my thoughts frequently.....now here goes a shout for ya...........
i can't say i noe u well.....cause i dun.....i dun really noe n e one well. All i noe is dat GOD gave meh a great friend like u. One who is there to sympathize for meh and with meh whenever i need it. But also there to cause sight in areas which i am unwilling or unable to see. u say we live similar lives, this i know not being true, but then again.....no one can be exactly tha same. I want you to know, i am here.....even in my times of sorrow, i will be here. i know u prolly dun wanna share more problems into my already aimless life, but i say, i dun care......i'd rather hear ur problems den sit around and do nothing......which i noe....da same for u. i also know that there are times which u cannot share ur thoughts, i dun mind, thinkers need space. Just remember....when all the space in the world can only create a greater gap unless ur willing to fill it up. As a christian, i know that God is always there for u, U noe dat too. The thing i'm trying to say is....if one day when da path seems extremely dark, or ur just falling into a bottomless pit, (which i hope u dun) i hope u'll not see only the space of ur exsistance, but of which what fills it. u say i'm one side to ur hand, and in da same way.....u are to mine. interconnected souls. well just noe sabby'll try to be here like u were dere for her. it's the funniest thing, i've prayed to GOD bout stuff like this. it's the funniest thing. if u never mentioned how great a friend i wuz to u, i would have never seen it for myself. ur da answer to my prayer. u noe what i prayed for??? i prayed for someone to be there for me, someone to not only listen, not only to be there, but someone who is willing to share the effort. someone to be the bakbone of support on earth. a sign, a miracle that GOD still has many like him. I needed a constant friend to see meh through the storm......he provided meh a friend......an everlasting friend.......thank you.....and greatly of all.....THANK YOU LORD.

muhaha....took all dose quizzies....
i guess for dose dat mage thingy....i could have been three results....
meh=split person.....not two faced....just split up all da time....
i could be a time mage, a water mage, a spirit mage.
wierd aye??? but den again....everyone could be every result. its hard to say.....but when things are down....things are diff....

i've noticed the funniest things......everyone has split personalities. it really just depends on how extreme they are. Don't try to deny this fact, cause u can't. each mood u can poses lives in u a new view, a new life.
for example, i'll take myself.......
when i'm.....
1)sad......i see everything as hopeless and aimless
2)frustrated.....almost in the same light of which i view things through sad feelings.....but ontop of that....i feel aimless....
3)anger......hatred.....
4)happy.....everything is good, nothing is wrong

the point of this is, normally these feeling are basically how one may also feel. the difference is if you allow ur feelings of such views take hold in ur life. Yes, there are times when angry people can do very well in life. normally those who are angry with the world can go just as far or even further than one who is happy. don't get meh wrong, i'm not encouraging anger, but living life in certain ways affect you and everyone in your life....or maybe those you don't even noe.

My opinion.......everyone should live happily, myself, i am unable to do this no matter how i try. Everyone gets frustrated over the fact that i'm a hypocrite. i try not to be so hypocritical, but dat ain't da point. I really have quit trying. i hate the world, but i love it at the same time, i'm angry, sad, frustrated, happy all at the same time. i need a reason to live, and less motives for dying. Actually the truth is i already have my reason to live, Through FAITH, one can see almost everything. Change goes a long way, but if there is nothing wrong wit me that i can fix, then what is there to change??? everyone wants to change into something they are not. it's kinda frustrating. the mentality of everyone even if it's not ur first thought would be to help someone. through helping someone, there is always a motive......
a) ur helping cause u really care, which is a motive
b) u really wanna get something outta ur action
c) it helps u achieve something....such as acknowledgement......
d) u wanna change em through what u think would be best for em...not taking into consideration what is actually best for em

no matta what ur motive may be.....sometimes it is betta to not help at all. through experience, i've learned that many times, *helping* can make a situation worst. U mite still have one's best interest in mind, but not every advice u give can help everyone. so yeah......BUT....there are also those peeps dat still need da bs u can give em. unless dey tell u to actually shut up, dun. dose peeps mite actually need da support....even in bs form. if dese types of peeps tell u to shut up on ur advice.....actually shut up....dun persuade da matta......it can make it worst...

well dat's it.....kinda funnay...but dat's it la.....too much digging into peeps or at least my thoughts....well lil meh hasta go now.....hahaha=>:d

well with all these thoughts tonite....i leave u here......love ya'll.....i'll be waiting......

muhahaha....i've been doing quizzies cause meh bored.....took some of dese quizzies before....man....kinda funnay with the results....






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