Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Sunday, November 23, 2003
i don't know......i know GOD said to never be unforgiving. how can you be forgiven if you do not forgive? The truth is, i don't know. What is letting go? is it not just another situation where it's just a state of mind? is simply letting go when you are able to laugh at your bad experiences? hahah. I don't know. have you ever had the time when you were really sick of doing something of the ordinary? i don't know. i have. i always feel sick of forgiving, but i always do because i don't like to be angry at people. but....people may still be angry at you even though you have forgiven them and forgiven yourself. hm. yeah, i've never really been the kind to take jokes lighty. i'm one of those types of people that take things really seriously. i mean, i'm very gulible too....and people know that too. i am easily taken advantage of, but i put no shield in defending myself. you may say it's wrong, and i know it somewhat is....but i always say feeling pain is better than not feeling anything at all. i've also never been a very mellow person, i mean, i was, but i always wanted to express myself, just that i never really had much of a chance to express. but now that i do, i somewhat misuse the fact that i am able to express myself. hm....it's not really the term abandon. but it's more like they don't like to be around when i'm down. there are only a rare few that stick with meh when i am down, you being one of them, pat, willy, and like a bunch of guy friends at skool. that's bout it. there's only about two handfuls. most realistic/ pessimistic people like to have friends or find friends that are optimistics and dreamers. it's kinda like a cycle of lyphe. well, little things only mean alot because they have great impact in my lyphe. it's not that i'm afraid of buying new things, but more like i'm upset that i lost such great sentimental valued stuff. but the fact is, how will i ever make new memories if i only ever stick to what i know. heheh=>:D:P it's funny in the sense that i can think both sides at the same time that i only have one mind. hahah=>:D:P neither good nor bad is bad. remember.....the bible states it....but whatever.....i am a devoutee.....yeah.... maybe i scare people with the knowledge that i hold in a body that seems to be soo young, but maybe.....maybe i'm just old through what i've experienced. i do not know.
what makes you mature is different that what makes you old. you can be old, but never age ever in your life, but you can be very young in age and be old. i suppose what i'm basing oldness on is wisdom. hm....oh yeah.....
something from the sermon that i heard today. having an open mind between what morality is is no morality at all. i understand where it is coming from, but do you? hahah=>:D:P you see, if everything was sooo flexible, it's like having no guidelines and no rules at all. so yeah....it's somewhat funnay ba. hehehe=>:D:P yupz yupz. hehehe=>:D:P
what makes you mature is different that what makes you old. you can be old, but never age ever in your life, but you can be very young in age and be old. i suppose what i'm basing oldness on is wisdom. hm....oh yeah.....
something from the sermon that i heard today. having an open mind between what morality is is no morality at all. i understand where it is coming from, but do you? hahah=>:D:P you see, if everything was sooo flexible, it's like having no guidelines and no rules at all. so yeah....it's somewhat funnay ba. hehehe=>:D:P yupz yupz. hehehe=>:D:P
hm.....what i see is not what you always get. i have no clue. i'm tired. very tired. i'm actually exhausted. i never feel like eating any more. and i think my body is starting to slowly starve because i do not give my body enough minerals. sighs sighs. i miss you boi. sighs sighs. yet i still can not describe or understand or figure out what is inside my head. sighs sighs. i miss you....but i don't even know who i'm saying it to. i could be saying this to brian, and then again, i know i am in ways.....or it could be jenny, but she's sooo close she's less than five minutes away. sighs sighs. whateva. no big problems. hehehe=>:D:P and then there's all those friends that used to be my best friend. hm....
i miss everyone that's in my lyphe. i miss every one that used to be in my lyphe, i miss those that i will meet in my lyphe. sighs sighs.
everyone tells meh to forget. they always tell meh to forget. but the truth is, hm....the past always repeats itself. yeah, some people are fortunate to never come across racism at young ages. like meh, yeah, i went through that crap alot when i was young. it wasn't very pleasant. i suppose that's what makes me see things so realistically now. yeah, maybe it's an excuse, but maybe that is the reason why i take most things for more than face value. sighs sighs.
i miss everyone that's in my lyphe. i miss every one that used to be in my lyphe, i miss those that i will meet in my lyphe. sighs sighs.
everyone tells meh to forget. they always tell meh to forget. but the truth is, hm....the past always repeats itself. yeah, some people are fortunate to never come across racism at young ages. like meh, yeah, i went through that crap alot when i was young. it wasn't very pleasant. i suppose that's what makes me see things so realistically now. yeah, maybe it's an excuse, but maybe that is the reason why i take most things for more than face value. sighs sighs.
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