hm......don't know....just stressed....

hm.......bored......hm...gotsta start doing my hmwk soon....but oh wellz...my parents think i'm doing my hmwk for a while now...sighs sighs...just that i know my own progress...sighs sighs...

there's nothing i can do....nothing i can hope for...sighs sighs....i really miss....but what do i miss? do i miss a life?

some pain never goes away......and well....it's just the truth...it will never for me...somethings come and some things go....but not everything does. time cannot mend everything even though we wish it would. sighs sighs. no matter what...when i look into your face....i'd start to cry....just thinking about the times i had....and wondering why i was sucha fool. i wonder if the times i had would ever happen to me again. and i suppose it's why i'm afraid to be alone now...and the reason behind why i'm also afraid to get to close to anyone. i just end up getting burnt. for my willing heart to care.....everyone hurts me. yeah...betrayal....it hurts. but betrayal comes in many forms. you were a fox in sheeps clothing...you used me of what i had....and so did many people. why am i such a fool and was unable to see behind the fake front you showed me? why? WHY am i so pathetic that i'm still thinking in the past yet again?

it's not that i don't answer my phone....but it's rather that i'm not home cause well....i just don't want to be at home anymore....my house makes me like depressed...i don't know why...and i don't think i should care.......so yeah....

i am upset...but what can i do? oh wellz.....all i can do is sit in a corner hoping that everything'll go away...but of course...nothing is ever so easy...args args....

args...daddy's vaccumming and it's so very annoying...but i suppose it must happen in order to clean housie...

humans are too predictable...humans are too wanting...sighs sighs...