Monday, December 08, 2003

Season = Spring
You're Most Like The Season Spring ...

Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.

Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)


?? Which Season Are You ??
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You Are Romans
You are Romans.


Which book of the Bible are you?
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Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The
Pure.

"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."


The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.

As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Rhiakath is your Vampire name.
You are an image of the Vampire Lestat. You love
yourself, and rightly so, because you are
clever, witty, sexy, and very cunning.
To use your new Vampire name and become a Vampire,
go here:
www.life-blood.vze.com


What is your Vampire name?
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You represent... loneliness.
You represent... loneliness.
Always alone and always sad about it... unlike
angst, you don't have to look for a reason to
be miserable. You want to be in the company of
people but aren't sure how to act when you're
with them. Sometimes you have to make an
effort. You can't always wait for others to
come to you.


What feeling do you represent?
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My inner child is sixteen years old today

My inner child is sixteen years old!


Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Dark
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you smell like butt
congratulations. you are the "you smell like
butt" bunny. your brutally honest and
always say whats on your mind.


which happy bunny are you?
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Mystery
You are the mystery woman


Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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bitch
your bitch.


What swear word are you?
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GAME BOY - Born to Play
A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.
EXTRA: Your personality type is the only one on
this quiz that would enjoy www.life-
blood.vze.com Check it out!


What kind of girl are you?
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Aquarius
You should be dating an Aquarius.
20 January - 18 February
Your mate is communicative, thoughtful and caring.
Though he/she can be tactless and rude and
sometimes self-interested, he/she enjoys the
intellectual experience of sex.


What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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HASH(0x86ee6bc)
borderline


Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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muhahahah.....it's funny how a heart changes. it's funny how lies backstab. it's funny how stories never come true. it's funny how jokes can spread like wild flowers on line, but yet christianly messages are dispised and rejected. it's funny how you say you love a person one minute and talk behind their back the next. it's funny how i write soo many thoughts but when it comes to homework, i can't even type one single word...sighs sighs
hm. smoking, drinking and swearing. hm. let's see....i never have smoked, nor will i ever want to smoke. drinking, i don't like the taste, and yet people say the taste will grow on me, nor will it ever because i choose to rarely ever drink it, if at all ever. swearing, i can't help it. i get frustrated tooo easily. i have too little of patience. patience is something that comes from love. without love, there will be no patience, without love, there will be no willingness to do anything. without love, no one and nothing would survive.

hm.....yeah, for some reason, the thought......the survival of the fittest comes into mind. i don't know. this must be the influence of brian.....grrrr you brian...grrrr....-_-. but i actually do know why the survival of the fittest comes into mind. our school is having our own little survivor game. so then i think about it. it just so happens that matt oh is one of my better friends.....and therefore....i actually get hyper and want to help cheer. args....see in this world.....people don't understand being a friend of the opposite sex without liking them, it's kind of funny if you ask me. now, why survival comes into mind is for this reason.....i don't want him kicked off, but of course, he's made sooo many enemies in our skool for some reason that everyone is trying to kick him off. whacked. oh wellz. i spend the better of my days trying to save people's asses, whereas the people i no could care less.

this caring less business drives me insane. yeah, call me sensitive, but when people tell me that they could care less, i really actually get offended. i get hurt....it's as if someone drives a stake through my heart and they take it out to let me bleed for hours on end....then my lungs collapse and then all goes dark..... near death experiences can drive people into two categories....one....insane to the point that they are paranoid about every little thing that they do.....or two.....insane to the point that they try to enjoy everything, thinking that it's a second chance in life. the truth is.....we have only got one life to live, and spiritually, maybe two if we even choose to believe in Christ. the fact is....i'm a major church junkie.....i'm a Jesus freak....but i'm such a horrible christian. people couldn't pick me out of a crowd as to being christian to begin with. sighs sighs.
i'm reading my past thoughts. and over and over again, i notice the same thing. never have i not writen in long long periods of time. there are times when i am happy, yet those times, those are not recorded in as much detail as when i am said. man, my vocab level is sooo low. args args. i missie the fact that i don't have anyone. but i don't know why i should fret. if it is meant to be, so it shall. hm. i dont understand why i worry about my friendships between people, it's obvious that they don't care as much as i do.

it's very typical that i get called the perfect friend. it's very typical for people to call meh a snob. it's very typical for people to call meh a fob....it's even more typical for someone to call me a cbc. yeah. go kiss my ass. i am very judgemental. i am very critical. i am filled with bitterness. towards what i am bitter against, i do not know.

you see, as i sit here and think about all that i'm missing, i come to notice that i'm not missing anything at all. i notice that my life has not been deprived of any experience nor has it been filled with nonsense. i've come to notice that life does have a purpose, sometimes, not as clear as other times, but the purpose always remains the same. no matter what happens, all will end. no matter what happens, you are still you, rather only you decide to change or not, you are still who i would call as being you. i sit here and think again, in circle my mind turns. the mission of life, simply to life, and for no means at all, end it besides that of accident or of old age. simply living the best you can and fulfilling whatever GOD has planned in your life. but knowing that life is not mine for the taking or giving, for no reason my i use GOD as my excuse for my exsistance. Humans are humans. no human is perfect, rather life is like a drawer full of mismatched socks. no two socks are alike, and even when there are, they somehow never seem to look the same in shape or size. There is no excuse for a person's actions. what one does is what one chooses to do. another person can only advise and warn, but the choice is ultimately up to yourself. if you do not take one's heeding words, then you shall only fall and stumble, all due to your own misguidings.

life is solely what you make out of it. what people choose to do to you is what they choose to do, but it's rather up to how you want to absorb what they've done that will hurt you in the end. i'm not telling people to be cold. but i'm rather telling people that they should watch out how people are.