args args.....why the heck is there a drinking age n e ways?!?!?!
args args....
how much have i really grown up since i was a kid. how come i don't feel n e older and yet i feel as if i'm becoming more immature every day. why why?!?!?
blah.....not hungee n e ore....but i'm having a major headache. yeah, my blood sugar is low, yeah i know....blah...so sue me. i just imply don't want to eat.
args args.....i feel like crying......blah......
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Saturday, October 02, 2004
missie ley lor....
i don't know why, but i have this feeling in my heart that i'm starting to miss alot of people.
sighs sighs. i mean, i have those people that i chill with at school, and then there are still those that i would like love to chill with, but i just find that there is nothing for me to chill with them about.
blah......jordan, i don't care.....i'm going to that party......just that i need a ride home. i don't care if i come home all wasted and crap.....i just really need to get away!!!! i don't care if everyone there is older than me. age is just another stupid thing in this world. blah......
feeling a bit crappy. don't know why.
but i don't know....everyone of my friends out side of school is giving me the impression that i'm forcing them to do stuff. everyone outside of school seems to feel that i'm pressuring them to think the way i do. everyone outside of school seems to feel that i'm rushing everything. args.
do i really need to grow up?!?!
val.....where are you?!?!?! sighs....you're sick, i know that. sighs sighs. missie ley ar....sighs sighs. hope you feel better soon. and i really hope i'll get outta this horrible mood before you get better!!!! keke^^:D:P
args args.....someone just swoop me away from all this and take me away!!!!!
sighs sighs. i mean, i have those people that i chill with at school, and then there are still those that i would like love to chill with, but i just find that there is nothing for me to chill with them about.
blah......jordan, i don't care.....i'm going to that party......just that i need a ride home. i don't care if i come home all wasted and crap.....i just really need to get away!!!! i don't care if everyone there is older than me. age is just another stupid thing in this world. blah......
feeling a bit crappy. don't know why.
but i don't know....everyone of my friends out side of school is giving me the impression that i'm forcing them to do stuff. everyone outside of school seems to feel that i'm pressuring them to think the way i do. everyone outside of school seems to feel that i'm rushing everything. args.
do i really need to grow up?!?!
val.....where are you?!?!?! sighs....you're sick, i know that. sighs sighs. missie ley ar....sighs sighs. hope you feel better soon. and i really hope i'll get outta this horrible mood before you get better!!!! keke^^:D:P
args args.....someone just swoop me away from all this and take me away!!!!!
growing up
am i rather mature for my age or am i just simply immature playing the role of being mature?
am i simply just weak or am i just playing the strong one as a weak character?
do i really need to grow up? are my morals wrong? is all that i believe wrong?!?! is nothing i do appreciated? am i not loved? args args.
going through my thoughts through the past two years and a half....and nothing has changed. is it simply because i really know how it feels to be treated like shit your whole life?!?!? is this the reason i love everyone even if they treat me like crap??? is this why i believe that love solves most problems?!?!? but you know what? the bible even says so. the bible says that love solves most problems. and i believe this with all my heart. but it's rather sad, because the rest of the world doesn't see it this way. most people only treat others the way that people treat them.
i lived a sad exsistance. i dwell on the past alot. and dwelling in the past makes me think of ways of how i can avoid certain situations and stuff.
maybe i treat problems differently than most people. maybe i love people a bit more than most people. maybe i simply just care to take that one extra step with you. but people don't see that. they just see the negative sides. they see me as being annoying and bratty. they feel as if i think i know it all and i'm not listening to them. they feel as if i'm forcing them to think the way i do. sighs. do i make you feel like that when i'm stating my opinion? do i make you feel like that you ask for my advice? does it make you feel like that when i simply want to know what's going on?!?!?
is it all my fault that i've started to dig another hole again?!?!?! sighs sighs.
am i simply just weak or am i just playing the strong one as a weak character?
do i really need to grow up? are my morals wrong? is all that i believe wrong?!?! is nothing i do appreciated? am i not loved? args args.
going through my thoughts through the past two years and a half....and nothing has changed. is it simply because i really know how it feels to be treated like shit your whole life?!?!? is this the reason i love everyone even if they treat me like crap??? is this why i believe that love solves most problems?!?!? but you know what? the bible even says so. the bible says that love solves most problems. and i believe this with all my heart. but it's rather sad, because the rest of the world doesn't see it this way. most people only treat others the way that people treat them.
i lived a sad exsistance. i dwell on the past alot. and dwelling in the past makes me think of ways of how i can avoid certain situations and stuff.
maybe i treat problems differently than most people. maybe i love people a bit more than most people. maybe i simply just care to take that one extra step with you. but people don't see that. they just see the negative sides. they see me as being annoying and bratty. they feel as if i think i know it all and i'm not listening to them. they feel as if i'm forcing them to think the way i do. sighs. do i make you feel like that when i'm stating my opinion? do i make you feel like that you ask for my advice? does it make you feel like that when i simply want to know what's going on?!?!?
is it all my fault that i've started to dig another hole again?!?!?! sighs sighs.
hungee
sighs sighs. i'm awfully hungee. ate lunch today though. but i'm trying to eat less proportions because i eat toooo muchi. most times when i'm hungree i like just drink water cause it's not meal times. blah.
yeah......basically starved myself for like two days......well not really starving myself cause i'd actually eat. but yeah.
lost two pounds, but i'll prolly gain them all back from din din i suppose.
but then again, i've been constantly scared for my weight. i'm like rather unhealthy cause i can gain and drop sooo much weight. it's not very healthy. the doctor says there's nothing wrong. but i feel like there is sumthing wrong.
like after one meal no matter how much or how little i eat, i gain like 5 pounds....and thoughout the day, it stays there. and by the next morning, i don't loose that weight! args args. so very very horrible.
yeah......basically starved myself for like two days......well not really starving myself cause i'd actually eat. but yeah.
lost two pounds, but i'll prolly gain them all back from din din i suppose.
but then again, i've been constantly scared for my weight. i'm like rather unhealthy cause i can gain and drop sooo much weight. it's not very healthy. the doctor says there's nothing wrong. but i feel like there is sumthing wrong.
like after one meal no matter how much or how little i eat, i gain like 5 pounds....and thoughout the day, it stays there. and by the next morning, i don't loose that weight! args args. so very very horrible.
soaring above the clouds
you want to fly. you want to reach the heavens above. you can't on borrowed wings.
you jump, wanting someone to catch you. but better yet, you hope that you can soar. but you won't on borrowed wings.
you're lonely. you're scared. you lost all your strength.
don't ask why.....just those lines are in my head......
oh wellz...it's lunch time.....i'm kinda hungee....should i go eat sumthing? or should i not?!?!?
you jump, wanting someone to catch you. but better yet, you hope that you can soar. but you won't on borrowed wings.
you're lonely. you're scared. you lost all your strength.
don't ask why.....just those lines are in my head......
oh wellz...it's lunch time.....i'm kinda hungee....should i go eat sumthing? or should i not?!?!?
next friday?
well i don't have school.....don't have plans yet....but of course i'm chilling with val the coming week....unless val wants to do sumthing else and i am wanted else where. i'm not planning to meet up with like that guy. i don't think he even remembers. but i don't really want to make a new enemy though.
oh wellz.
so yeah....next friday.....i hope i get to go out since my parents think i have school n e ways....keke^^:D:P
yo jo....is the party on friday or is it on saturday?!?!? if it's saturday i don't think i can come....args.....cause i have church the next day.....
oh wellz.
so yeah....next friday.....i hope i get to go out since my parents think i have school n e ways....keke^^:D:P
yo jo....is the party on friday or is it on saturday?!?!? if it's saturday i don't think i can come....args.....cause i have church the next day.....
last night
keke^^:D:P i think all those uni people are still sleeping now. hope cat wakes up soon!!!! keke^^:D:P
yupz yupz. rather fun yesterday. let's see......i finished school at like 12:10....and i just missed the 12:05 bus!!!! args args....so very very evil. and then well when i got to clarkson i missed another bus.....i thought that cat would be mad....but well it was bus problems....keke^^:D:P and i suppose i wasn't that late....just like about like 15 mins...cause of stupid bus. =.= i hate busses. args.
well yes....we were at forever tea house for like a long time...and we were talking for sucha a long time there. keke^^:D:P then i saw cat....another cat...caterina leung. holy crap, she got sooo much bigger....oh my goodness, a fob called me fobby........shit....do i look like a fob now?!?!? args....oh wellz.....keke^^:D:P
then after we took the bus back to like sq1 and like met up with rob, hitomi and two other people that i don't remember their names. i just remember that one of the people didn't sleep for like 5 days straight!!!! keke^^:D:P yupz yupz.....rather funnay ga la! but she like passed out in the food court of sq1. she was studying for test/ exam stuff. wow.....hope i ain't like that in uni....zombie like cause of lack of sleep.
yes....then rob, hitomi, cat and i went to like eat din din. keke^^:D:P the first real meal i ate in like a day cause i skipped breakfast and lunch.....plus.....i normally eat din din at 5...so i hadn't eaten for more than 25 hours...and at like the 25th hour.....we went to the japanese restuarent by br.....keke^^:D:P sushi tei....keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. as i said...had a chicken teriyaki like thing with "chung and dan". sighs....my english is sooo limited....blah..... oh wellz. yeah....was yummi....got to eat like tempura....keke^^:d:P love that stuff.....sooo fattening though...but sooo yummy. keke^^:D:P hitomi ordered the biggest thing of all....and the rest of us only had like a bowl of food....but we were all sooo very full...keke^^:D:P she had teriyaki salmon, tempura, salad, Nigiri, and Gunkan i suppose. keke^^:D:P she was sooo full that she hadda like feed the rest of her already full friends. keke^^:D:P
then well it was about 7ish almost 8....and we were like...what the heck should we do?!?!? and then we decided to go to markham. keke^^:D:P sooo great ain't it?!?!? yeah.....went to like markham and met up with a gal named amy. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz....when amy and hitomi are together...they are sooo funny. but either way, hitomi is funny because she just is. prolly the same with amy. keke^^:D:P so let's see.....cat the singaporean, hitomi the japanese, rob/robert the mainland chinese, then there's amy that i don't know where she's from (but i know she speaks canto) keke^^:D:P prolly hong kong.....meh...
amy works at baskin robins. keke^^:D:P and yupz.....you guessed it...she gave us free ice-cream. but then again, i was sooo full that i couldn't eat n e of it even though i wanted to get a chocolate chip cookie dough. oh wellz......i'll buy one next time in the name of amy then. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. rob got this mango tango thing and a scoop of egh...piriles sumthing....hitomi got that rasberry cheesecake thing. oh how yummy that looked. and then there was cat who got that almond thingy that was from the lighter choice. keke^^:D:P and then there's me who wanted chocolate chip cookie dough but didn't get it cause i didn't wanna feel n e more bloated. keke^^:D:P
after that.....when amy closed shop we were debating where we shoud go again. then we ended up going to first markham place......only to decide to go to some like bbt place somewhere else. rob was the driver. i felt sooo bad.....he hadda pay for gas. args....i didn't even pay him my gas share.....gas is sooo expensive....i feel bad. but n e ways......at that bbt place, hitomi had a strawberry thingy i think....cat as usual had her original bbt and drank it sooo fast!!! then rob had like a mango ice thingy.....smelt like mango "bo deen" keke^^:D:P and yeah....i didn't order n e thing cause i was still feeling bloated, halfly i couldn't spend n e more money....instead of 80 i have 60 left.....blah.....another 20 is coming this week i think. oh yeah, amy had this like mango cow piss....oops sorry....calpis. keke^^:D:P sorry, i just thought it was sooo funny cause when you say calpis, it sounds like cow piss no matter how you say it. keke^^:D:P but really it's, carapisu....it's japanese or sumthing. it's like made with cow juice (milk) fruit juice, and like egg i think. so yeah....keke^^:D:P oh yeah can't forget ice and water. keke^^:D:P
talked till like 11....since i had a curfew at like 12.....we headed back keke^^:D:P mad driving skills.....130 on the highway on over drive! keke^^:D:P made it back in less than 30 mins!!!! and i was home before 12...like 5 mins before!!!! keke^^:D:P how hot is that?!?!?!?
yups.....that's my whole night....minus the details of what i did at night like shower and everything...keke^^:D:P
yupz yupz. rather fun yesterday. let's see......i finished school at like 12:10....and i just missed the 12:05 bus!!!! args args....so very very evil. and then well when i got to clarkson i missed another bus.....i thought that cat would be mad....but well it was bus problems....keke^^:D:P and i suppose i wasn't that late....just like about like 15 mins...cause of stupid bus. =.= i hate busses. args.
well yes....we were at forever tea house for like a long time...and we were talking for sucha a long time there. keke^^:D:P then i saw cat....another cat...caterina leung. holy crap, she got sooo much bigger....oh my goodness, a fob called me fobby........shit....do i look like a fob now?!?!? args....oh wellz.....keke^^:D:P
then after we took the bus back to like sq1 and like met up with rob, hitomi and two other people that i don't remember their names. i just remember that one of the people didn't sleep for like 5 days straight!!!! keke^^:D:P yupz yupz.....rather funnay ga la! but she like passed out in the food court of sq1. she was studying for test/ exam stuff. wow.....hope i ain't like that in uni....zombie like cause of lack of sleep.
yes....then rob, hitomi, cat and i went to like eat din din. keke^^:D:P the first real meal i ate in like a day cause i skipped breakfast and lunch.....plus.....i normally eat din din at 5...so i hadn't eaten for more than 25 hours...and at like the 25th hour.....we went to the japanese restuarent by br.....keke^^:D:P sushi tei....keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. as i said...had a chicken teriyaki like thing with "chung and dan". sighs....my english is sooo limited....blah..... oh wellz. yeah....was yummi....got to eat like tempura....keke^^:d:P love that stuff.....sooo fattening though...but sooo yummy. keke^^:D:P hitomi ordered the biggest thing of all....and the rest of us only had like a bowl of food....but we were all sooo very full...keke^^:D:P she had teriyaki salmon, tempura, salad, Nigiri, and Gunkan i suppose. keke^^:D:P she was sooo full that she hadda like feed the rest of her already full friends. keke^^:D:P
then well it was about 7ish almost 8....and we were like...what the heck should we do?!?!? and then we decided to go to markham. keke^^:D:P sooo great ain't it?!?!? yeah.....went to like markham and met up with a gal named amy. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz....when amy and hitomi are together...they are sooo funny. but either way, hitomi is funny because she just is. prolly the same with amy. keke^^:D:P so let's see.....cat the singaporean, hitomi the japanese, rob/robert the mainland chinese, then there's amy that i don't know where she's from (but i know she speaks canto) keke^^:D:P prolly hong kong.....meh...
amy works at baskin robins. keke^^:D:P and yupz.....you guessed it...she gave us free ice-cream. but then again, i was sooo full that i couldn't eat n e of it even though i wanted to get a chocolate chip cookie dough. oh wellz......i'll buy one next time in the name of amy then. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. rob got this mango tango thing and a scoop of egh...piriles sumthing....hitomi got that rasberry cheesecake thing. oh how yummy that looked. and then there was cat who got that almond thingy that was from the lighter choice. keke^^:D:P and then there's me who wanted chocolate chip cookie dough but didn't get it cause i didn't wanna feel n e more bloated. keke^^:D:P
after that.....when amy closed shop we were debating where we shoud go again. then we ended up going to first markham place......only to decide to go to some like bbt place somewhere else. rob was the driver. i felt sooo bad.....he hadda pay for gas. args....i didn't even pay him my gas share.....gas is sooo expensive....i feel bad. but n e ways......at that bbt place, hitomi had a strawberry thingy i think....cat as usual had her original bbt and drank it sooo fast!!! then rob had like a mango ice thingy.....smelt like mango "bo deen" keke^^:D:P and yeah....i didn't order n e thing cause i was still feeling bloated, halfly i couldn't spend n e more money....instead of 80 i have 60 left.....blah.....another 20 is coming this week i think. oh yeah, amy had this like mango cow piss....oops sorry....calpis. keke^^:D:P sorry, i just thought it was sooo funny cause when you say calpis, it sounds like cow piss no matter how you say it. keke^^:D:P but really it's, carapisu....it's japanese or sumthing. it's like made with cow juice (milk) fruit juice, and like egg i think. so yeah....keke^^:D:P oh yeah can't forget ice and water. keke^^:D:P
talked till like 11....since i had a curfew at like 12.....we headed back keke^^:D:P mad driving skills.....130 on the highway on over drive! keke^^:D:P made it back in less than 30 mins!!!! and i was home before 12...like 5 mins before!!!! keke^^:D:P how hot is that?!?!?!?
yups.....that's my whole night....minus the details of what i did at night like shower and everything...keke^^:D:P
more boredom
keke^^:D:P well briboi here took out some of those q's in the quizzie...and added sum. i'll just do the ones he added...keke^^:D:P
Why are your nicknames what they are? sabbygurl, made it up for myself....then made up briboi...keke^^:D:P sabby, sabi, sabz....cause people like to keep things short and they lazy to say all of my three sylable name...keke^^:D:P but love em n e ways! de_deatn_angel....for a guy i once dated when his nn/screen name was deathbeam. that's bout it i think....
What do you check every time you are at the computer? check my email if i have ne....Cat's Xanga, Brian's Livejournal, Brian's DeviantART, and the rest of those on my like link list.....and plus....the three i have listed are the ones i always check even though i know that they may or may not update often.....
If you could say anything to anyone at any past time, what would you say? i really don't know this one......i really don't look back or take back things i've done or said....i may question why i did it or said it....but i don't necessarily mean i would say it or not say something
What have you always wanted to do, but havent having think of the consequences? don't really know, cause i've done alot of crap...and i don't wanna do every detestible thing in the world....so i really don't know....
Vice versa of previous question: does that mean regret doing?!?!? i regret going out with someone....cause now i really question my morals...cause i can't help but love that person and love my friend who is physically constantly getting attacked....sighs.... i love both and one is love because of moral righteousness....and the other is because of a physical emotion
Do you consider yourself a 'good' person: no person is good actually. every human comes after adam and eve...and even adam and eve like sinned...therefore....we would not be perfect. the only "good" person will be JESUS, but none of us will ever be like him.....love you all, but i really don't think any one is a "good" person in this sense. but if you were to say in a earthly matter, i would think that everyone is a possible candidate as being a "good" person because GOD ain't bad and so therefore, even the most detestible person has that need for giving and recieving love to a certain degree
What is a quirk about you that can slightly make others percieve you as 'awkward'? awkward as in strange right?!?!? there isn't.....basically, i suppose it's that whatever they can't describe and don't see in many other people.....they'll just say, "man, that's just sooo you, SABINA!!" i suppose that has it's ups and it's down i suppose. oh yeah.....strange....how i can finish like a 1000 peice puzzle in a matter of days and 100 peice in a matter of hours if not hour. egh.....making a scarf about as long, or if not as long as i am tall in a matter of days, not weeks. keke^^:D:P
Why are your nicknames what they are? sabbygurl, made it up for myself....then made up briboi...keke^^:D:P sabby, sabi, sabz....cause people like to keep things short and they lazy to say all of my three sylable name...keke^^:D:P but love em n e ways! de_deatn_angel....for a guy i once dated when his nn/screen name was deathbeam. that's bout it i think....
What do you check every time you are at the computer? check my email if i have ne....Cat's Xanga, Brian's Livejournal, Brian's DeviantART, and the rest of those on my like link list.....and plus....the three i have listed are the ones i always check even though i know that they may or may not update often.....
If you could say anything to anyone at any past time, what would you say? i really don't know this one......i really don't look back or take back things i've done or said....i may question why i did it or said it....but i don't necessarily mean i would say it or not say something
What have you always wanted to do, but havent having think of the consequences? don't really know, cause i've done alot of crap...and i don't wanna do every detestible thing in the world....so i really don't know....
Vice versa of previous question: does that mean regret doing?!?!? i regret going out with someone....cause now i really question my morals...cause i can't help but love that person and love my friend who is physically constantly getting attacked....sighs.... i love both and one is love because of moral righteousness....and the other is because of a physical emotion
Do you consider yourself a 'good' person: no person is good actually. every human comes after adam and eve...and even adam and eve like sinned...therefore....we would not be perfect. the only "good" person will be JESUS, but none of us will ever be like him.....love you all, but i really don't think any one is a "good" person in this sense. but if you were to say in a earthly matter, i would think that everyone is a possible candidate as being a "good" person because GOD ain't bad and so therefore, even the most detestible person has that need for giving and recieving love to a certain degree
What is a quirk about you that can slightly make others percieve you as 'awkward'? awkward as in strange right?!?!? there isn't.....basically, i suppose it's that whatever they can't describe and don't see in many other people.....they'll just say, "man, that's just sooo you, SABINA!!" i suppose that has it's ups and it's down i suppose. oh yeah.....strange....how i can finish like a 1000 peice puzzle in a matter of days and 100 peice in a matter of hours if not hour. egh.....making a scarf about as long, or if not as long as i am tall in a matter of days, not weeks. keke^^:D:P
stolen from tommy....again....
before i start this quiz.....i really wanna ask why tommy fills out soooo many quizes.....oh wellz......
FIRSTS:
First best friend: dunno, but my best friend now is bri.... and it has been like that for a long long time now....
First date: first date as a friend or first date wiff bf?!?!? be more specific!!!!
First kiss: egh......you'll know who you are...keke^^:D:P
First break-up: the summer before grade 9
First screen name: egh....first screen name....args args....was egh....de_bomb (aa)
First self purchased album: chea....never have....always burnt...keke^^:D:P
First funeral: dunno, it was like someone's parent that i had no clue who it was....
First pets: egh...don't really know...either my frog, my four guppies, or my rabbit....i dunno...
First piercing/tattoo: egh...a henna...keke^^:D:P grade 7....args....bad memories of it though...sighs...
First credit card: dun have one....don't want one...at least not now, i'm still a big spender....so i rather be broke with 60 dollars/80 dollars a month than to spend everything in my bank account
First true love: egh.....i'd tell you, but then i'd haveta kill you....j/ks j/ks....i'll tell you if you ask me personally. keke^^:D:P
First enemy: sighs....i don't know.....
First musician you remember hearing in your house: i don't know....just some asian artist....keke^^:D:P
LASTS:
Last cigarette: don't smoke first hand...but second hand....yesterday waiting for the bus.....stupid people.....wish that cigarettes were never invented....
Last car ride: last night wiff rob....
Last kiss: oh wow.....don't even know how long.....longer than i've been singo though...keke^^:D:P
Last good cry: holy crap....good cry as in crying over something that is important?!?!? never.....i cry over trivial stupid things.
Last library book checked out: i don't check out books...oh wait....i check out like how to draw books.....like the cute animal stuff...keke^^:D:P just like the past wednesday...keke^^:D:P
Last movie seen: egh.....bu zhi dao la ba.....wo wang gi le....dui bu qi
Last beverage drank: some great tasting h2o!!!
Last food consumed: keke^^:D:P last night....egh...some chicken teriyaki like thing with "chung hun dan" sollie....don't ever know how to say foods in english...sollie...
Last crush: i don't crush....i love....so yeah....i don't really have a crush since grade 5....
Last phone call: to val.....gotsta apologize to her cause i feel kinda bad...
Last time showered: oh wow...last night of course!
Last shoes worn: my pink fubu's.....seriously?!?!? fubu stands for "for you buy us?!?!??"
Last cd played: keke^^:D:P dunno.....last night in rob's car i suppose.....egh....what is it??? egh.....oh yeah...jay chou fantasy...my fave ja chou cd...keke^^:D:P
Last item bought: dinner last night. keke^^:D:P
Last annoyance: dunno.....had tooo great a time last night to remember annoyances...keke^^:D:P
Last disappointment: aw....sighs....my stupid calc test...but the one that just came back was sooo much higher that i really question if it was my test mark i was looking at.....
Last shirt worn: the one i'm wearing now....my home t-shirt.....it has a pic of peckle duck on it....
Last website visited: tommy's....that's how i stole this quiz off his...keke^^:D:P
Last word you said: egh...dunno??? typing to bri "you should make sum green eggs and ham"?
Last song you sang: last night in my head, egh......first love....
What is in your cd player?: i don't have a cd player....i have an md...kekek^^:D:P just say all asian music besides one song...keke^^:D:P
What color socks are you wearing: none at the present moment...
What color of underwear are you wearing?: well if you really wanna know that bad.....why don't u just check for yourself...keke^^:D:P j/ks j/ks...keke^^:D:P
What's under your bed?: literally, clothes.....cause under my bed, i have drawers...keke^^:D:P
What time did you wake up today?: 9:55....see.....i don't wake up past 10! blah...hum bug!
FUTURE:
Where do you want to go?: HK ALL THE WAY!!!! oh yeah, can't forget japan, singapore and malasia...keke^^:D:P
What is your career going to be?: prolly councilling.....
Where are you going to live?: egh....wherever my husband wants to live?!?!?! but for now, i'll be moving to brampton next year....
How many kids do you want?: i want 2 or 4.....depending on financials....
What kind of car(s): something with an engine....
CURRENT:
Current mood: calm, happy, hyper, egh.....dunno...
Current music: none
Current taste: none
Current hair: messed up!
Current clothes: typical pj wear.....t-shirt and sweats...
Current longing: egh....not be singo....but i'm still young...i know i know...keke^^:D:P
Current desktop picture: a pick with ah! my goddess on it.
Current favorite artist: don't have one......basically it really depends on their songs
Current time-wasting wish: not time wasting....just time consuming.....i should have bought to yarn today!!!! blah....
Current hate: none.....i don't hate.....
MORE:
My name is: SABINA KAM YAM TSANG....or in mando....CENG JING XIN
I may seem: as crazy, stupid, young, immature....
But I'm really: mature, nice, caring, loving, and smart at some things...
Sometimes I feel: lonely and worthless
In the morning I: open my eyes, wake up, get out of bed, go to the washroom, brush my teeth, wash my face, apply lotion, go to my room, change, lie down for a bit if i have the time, then apply make up if i like.....and then watch arthur and then leave my door at 8:53 to catch the bus...keke^^:D:P
Money is: tooo muchie for me.....but i never have enough of it....blah...
One thing I wish I have is: i am not singo for the rest of my life.....
One thing I have that I wish I didn't have: huh??? i don't know.....
All I need is: GOD...and then everything else will fall into place
Love is: GOD.....
If an angel flew into my window at night I would: be afraid at first...and then admire it's beauty i suppose...
If a demon crashed into my window I would: say..."IN THE NAME OF JESUS THE SON OF GOD, BE GONE AND LEAVE MY HOUSE!"
If you could see one person right now, it would be: prolly brian...haven't seen him since like august 30th....
Something I want but I don't really need is: at the present moment....don't know...
Something I need but I don't really want is: egh...don't really know this either...
I live for: egh...GOD? i don't know....
I am afraid of: heights, certain spiders, being abandoned and alone
It makes me angry when: i don't know....when i've been neglected for reasons that they won't tell me...or neglected or ignored for tooo long and the person doesn't even know it. but meh...takes alot for me to loose my temperature....
FIRSTS:
First best friend: dunno, but my best friend now is bri.... and it has been like that for a long long time now....
First date: first date as a friend or first date wiff bf?!?!? be more specific!!!!
First kiss: egh......you'll know who you are...keke^^:D:P
First break-up: the summer before grade 9
First screen name: egh....first screen name....args args....was egh....de_bomb (aa)
First self purchased album: chea....never have....always burnt...keke^^:D:P
First funeral: dunno, it was like someone's parent that i had no clue who it was....
First pets: egh...don't really know...either my frog, my four guppies, or my rabbit....i dunno...
First piercing/tattoo: egh...a henna...keke^^:D:P grade 7....args....bad memories of it though...sighs...
First credit card: dun have one....don't want one...at least not now, i'm still a big spender....so i rather be broke with 60 dollars/80 dollars a month than to spend everything in my bank account
First true love: egh.....i'd tell you, but then i'd haveta kill you....j/ks j/ks....i'll tell you if you ask me personally. keke^^:D:P
First enemy: sighs....i don't know.....
First musician you remember hearing in your house: i don't know....just some asian artist....keke^^:D:P
LASTS:
Last cigarette: don't smoke first hand...but second hand....yesterday waiting for the bus.....stupid people.....wish that cigarettes were never invented....
Last car ride: last night wiff rob....
Last kiss: oh wow.....don't even know how long.....longer than i've been singo though...keke^^:D:P
Last good cry: holy crap....good cry as in crying over something that is important?!?!? never.....i cry over trivial stupid things.
Last library book checked out: i don't check out books...oh wait....i check out like how to draw books.....like the cute animal stuff...keke^^:D:P just like the past wednesday...keke^^:D:P
Last movie seen: egh.....bu zhi dao la ba.....wo wang gi le....dui bu qi
Last beverage drank: some great tasting h2o!!!
Last food consumed: keke^^:D:P last night....egh...some chicken teriyaki like thing with "chung hun dan" sollie....don't ever know how to say foods in english...sollie...
Last crush: i don't crush....i love....so yeah....i don't really have a crush since grade 5....
Last phone call: to val.....gotsta apologize to her cause i feel kinda bad...
Last time showered: oh wow...last night of course!
Last shoes worn: my pink fubu's.....seriously?!?!? fubu stands for "for you buy us?!?!??"
Last cd played: keke^^:D:P dunno.....last night in rob's car i suppose.....egh....what is it??? egh.....oh yeah...jay chou fantasy...my fave ja chou cd...keke^^:D:P
Last item bought: dinner last night. keke^^:D:P
Last annoyance: dunno.....had tooo great a time last night to remember annoyances...keke^^:D:P
Last disappointment: aw....sighs....my stupid calc test...but the one that just came back was sooo much higher that i really question if it was my test mark i was looking at.....
Last shirt worn: the one i'm wearing now....my home t-shirt.....it has a pic of peckle duck on it....
Last website visited: tommy's....that's how i stole this quiz off his...keke^^:D:P
Last word you said: egh...dunno??? typing to bri "you should make sum green eggs and ham"?
Last song you sang: last night in my head, egh......first love....
What is in your cd player?: i don't have a cd player....i have an md...kekek^^:D:P just say all asian music besides one song...keke^^:D:P
What color socks are you wearing: none at the present moment...
What color of underwear are you wearing?: well if you really wanna know that bad.....why don't u just check for yourself...keke^^:D:P j/ks j/ks...keke^^:D:P
What's under your bed?: literally, clothes.....cause under my bed, i have drawers...keke^^:D:P
What time did you wake up today?: 9:55....see.....i don't wake up past 10! blah...hum bug!
FUTURE:
Where do you want to go?: HK ALL THE WAY!!!! oh yeah, can't forget japan, singapore and malasia...keke^^:D:P
What is your career going to be?: prolly councilling.....
Where are you going to live?: egh....wherever my husband wants to live?!?!?! but for now, i'll be moving to brampton next year....
How many kids do you want?: i want 2 or 4.....depending on financials....
What kind of car(s): something with an engine....
CURRENT:
Current mood: calm, happy, hyper, egh.....dunno...
Current music: none
Current taste: none
Current hair: messed up!
Current clothes: typical pj wear.....t-shirt and sweats...
Current longing: egh....not be singo....but i'm still young...i know i know...keke^^:D:P
Current desktop picture: a pick with ah! my goddess on it.
Current favorite artist: don't have one......basically it really depends on their songs
Current time-wasting wish: not time wasting....just time consuming.....i should have bought to yarn today!!!! blah....
Current hate: none.....i don't hate.....
MORE:
My name is: SABINA KAM YAM TSANG....or in mando....CENG JING XIN
I may seem: as crazy, stupid, young, immature....
But I'm really: mature, nice, caring, loving, and smart at some things...
Sometimes I feel: lonely and worthless
In the morning I: open my eyes, wake up, get out of bed, go to the washroom, brush my teeth, wash my face, apply lotion, go to my room, change, lie down for a bit if i have the time, then apply make up if i like.....and then watch arthur and then leave my door at 8:53 to catch the bus...keke^^:D:P
Money is: tooo muchie for me.....but i never have enough of it....blah...
One thing I wish I have is: i am not singo for the rest of my life.....
One thing I have that I wish I didn't have: huh??? i don't know.....
All I need is: GOD...and then everything else will fall into place
Love is: GOD.....
If an angel flew into my window at night I would: be afraid at first...and then admire it's beauty i suppose...
If a demon crashed into my window I would: say..."IN THE NAME OF JESUS THE SON OF GOD, BE GONE AND LEAVE MY HOUSE!"
If you could see one person right now, it would be: prolly brian...haven't seen him since like august 30th....
Something I want but I don't really need is: at the present moment....don't know...
Something I need but I don't really want is: egh...don't really know this either...
I live for: egh...GOD? i don't know....
I am afraid of: heights, certain spiders, being abandoned and alone
It makes me angry when: i don't know....when i've been neglected for reasons that they won't tell me...or neglected or ignored for tooo long and the person doesn't even know it. but meh...takes alot for me to loose my temperature....
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