sighs. i'm in class today. and all i have to do is everything for every class, but i have nothing to do that i can do because basically, my mind isn't even in the class. i'm not thinking of anyone, or anything, i'm just tired. args. i'm like medicated, and i'm woozy. sighs sighs. i am sooo going downtown on friday, so i better become better. grrrr....hehehe=>:D:P oh wellz. it's all good. mommy wants me to stay home, but she's still giving me 20 dollars to like go downtown, ain't my mommy nice? hehehe=>:D:P

have you ever been afraid of yourself? have you been afraid that life would end so very soon or too late? are there times that you wish to turn back the hands of times? i have no clue. let's just say that there are times in my life when i've thought about too much. there are times in everyone's life when they regret, or at least don't want things to be a certain way. i have no clue.

hm....some people say i'm pretty, some people say i'm ugly. some people just say i'm Sabina. yeah. i suppose i miss you, but really? do i? i'll just say that i do because at this present moment, i'm not really thinking about anything. i just wish that life would stop just in the moment that it is now. it's funny how things that you want to happen never really hapen the way you want it to happen. it's funny how when you work hard you get disappointed, but when you don't work at all, you feel no disappointment at all. it's funny how things work out to be the way they do.

i suppose my anger is set off by annoyance and that little things make me peeved. let's just say that i have low patience. this i just might be. i wish i were a more patient person. i wish i were able to endure more. sihs sighs oh wellz. no problems though, because i suppose change can occur. let's say that today my class is extremely quiet, not even a mouse is peeping. weird and awkward if you ask me. hm

let's just say that the hands of time are ticking. nothing in this world would make it stop. hm....head spinning. thoughts not coherent....args args........i'm sick during the time that i shouldn't be. args args. all i ned is sleep. args args. want rest, but rest won't come. burning up with fever, but no one knows until the final touch. the smiles hide my pain. i am the girl in the corner always smiling even in pain. sighs sighs. love you all, rest in peace.......l8a