talents

is being and doing everything in a manor of average standard really not a talent ma? i mean.....doesn't it depend on what you wanna do with your life?....hm.....

my head!!!

freaking ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!! my head hurts like a an utter biotch....this extreme isn't n e thing that is helping me either=.= args....and my freaking ac is freaking busted=.= we turned it it on so that inside it would feel like 15 degrees...which should be nice and cool in the house....but guess what??!?!?! the house still remains at 25 degrees=.= args.....i wonder how the people in africa do it=.= ahhhh...

i think i'm gonna be sleeping early tonight...my head hurts way toooo muchie....i've been way tooo freaking exhausted....sighs.....

even in my dreams...you freaking haunt me=.= sighs sighs....

why won't all these feelings just go away already=.= sighs sighs. my head hurts really bad....sleep doesn't help....i am going crazy...sighs sighs.

ahhhhh....apparently....i missed a call today?!?!?! sighs sigh....it sucks that my cell has no money and that every 1 and a half weeks i haveta refill.....it's more than 20 dollars a month...and my daddy still doesn't get it=.= sighs sighs.

i am feeling really really sick.....i can't tell if it's the heat that's causing my body temp to be really high....or if i'm actually getting sick and burning because i am fighting something=.= ahhhhh......sighs sighs......

tired....

i am sooo tired...i am sooo fed up with my own life....args....i am fed up with this weather....i liked spring=.= meh...shall i go swimming tomorrow? hm....we'll see....depends on my mood....feeling fat......