hm. i woke up and i had los on my mind, but as i sit here, my head is starting to spin again. and my head hurts more and more as i type. i haveta like go through the manual thingy to take my g1. soooo seeeeedoopid if you ask me. it's not like i don't know how to drive or anything. args. oh wellz. no biggie. keke^^ sharron prolly won't read dis but, hey, you put a seeeemile on my face even thought you prolly weren't trying too.

oh yes, i remember one of my thoughts for the day. let's see. here goes. okayz. you see, there are many misconceptions out there in the world. and some of them, they are taught to us as little children. for instance, racism, it is not something that we have a preferance for, it's your parents having a preferance then falling on you to either continue the cycle or not. but as a little child, it's really hard to not follow the cycle our parents have brought us up in. so therefore, the blame goes totally onto your parents when you are at a young age. but being racist is only an accepted fact, it should not be used for treating others unfairly. being racist is fine, i mean, it's not right, but it happens in this world. even if you like the truth or not, racism will always exsist. people as humans have inflicted fear and hatred into many hearts of every nation. for example, one given one is korean and chinese people. for many historic reasons, those of older generation koreans find that being aquainted with a chinese person is somewhat bad. maybe it's the fact that chinese people have continually invaded korea over and over again through many generations, many centuries and such. but even today, racism exsists. why? it's useless, no one gender, no one race, no one person can stand alone. and unless this world unites itself, we will never come to full potential. but then again, as one big happy family, there will still be times of hate, scorn, and anger.

now on to another thought. another misconception. people that do good only wish for something back. i mean, it may be true for many people out there that treat others really well. but you know, some other people, really just like to do the good for others and help them. and if others really can't come to accept that people want to help, then there should be no need in helping. i mean, many times when people say they are alright, most times, they are either hiding something from you, or they just don't want to tell you. the truth is, many people if not all are like that. they don't like to tell everything in their heart and mind. my thoughts get somewhat repetitive. there is nothing new under the sun. as humans, we love less and hate more. args, what good does that bring us? those that love are hated by those that hate. but those that hate, are loved by those who love. but yet only those who care get hurt. i somewhat do not agree with the saying, "what doesn't kill us makes us stronger." okay, that goes for emotionally, because physically, that just isn't going to happen. for example for the physical, if you got shot in the head, but if you survived, you'd prolly either be a vegetable or a semi-paralytic. you are therefore weaker and accomplish less if you do not have the right goals. now for as of emotional. what means stronger? okayz, some people say that being able to accept more and not actually feeling the certain situation is being stronger. but i ask you, is not becoming insensitive a bad thing? you only reap what you sow, and if you have more, then you've probably stolen by accident that bit that doesn't belong to you.