sighs sighs......can't stop thinking....but all i'm thinking can't be said in words...it's one of those states where you've been there and felt that....args args...

wow......i'm tired....so velly tired. sighs sighs......gonna go sleep now....missie you all muchie much...l8a l8a....

giv me a hug or show me some love?!?!?

feeling more single everyday. feeling more and more like i hate the world. args args tired tired...tired....args args.....

love you sooo bad......miss you soo bad. but at the same time...i hate you sooo bad.

i have mastered the art of letting go, but also holding on without being hurt too badly. args args. annoyed.....

let's say this, many people do understand the struggle i go through when i'm going to places. maybe it's because i'm tired, maybe it's because i'm stressed. sighs sighs. the days come closer, it's almsot a year. it sux sooo bad. args args. missie the feeling of a company more passionate then just friends. hm...or should i say just more supportive than normal friends.

you let me go becaus eyou dodn't want to try. you let go becuase you didn't understand. sighs

i feel old in the only 16 years that i've lived.

hm....some people say i look like i'm 10, others say i look like i'm 20. others say i speak as if i'm 20, others say i speak like i'm 10....sighs sighs