on a september afternoon...in19...... args.....need songs...want that song....forgot the title?!?!?
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
When You Believe
Many nights we pray
With no proof anyone could hear
And our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understoodNow we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains longBefore we know we could
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
And now I am standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking wordsI never thought I'd say
There can be miracles
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fear
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way safe through the rain
Thought of a still resilient voice
Says love is very near
There can be miracles (miracles)
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will, Now you will
You will when you believe
You will when you believe
You will when you believe
Just believe
You will when you believe
love is a choice
hm.....i don't know how much this can make sense to n e one. i mean.....by saying love is a choice...it's basically saying that it's either out of logical perspective or not. but by saying love is a choice, you can either agree with it or disagree with it. i mean.....saying that love is a choice...there are many rationales for it....but if you don't want to listen or understand, you never will understand and comprehend.
in life, to me...everything is a choice. and to me, love will be like everything else man has made life to become. one may think that i'm referring love only in the sense of romance, but that's not what i'm taking about. i'm talking about it in one general sense. remember...to me....love is love no matter what. one very general statement of something that seems way tooo complexed. but men like to complicate things in order to simply it.....yeah, just look at chemistry.....it could be sooo easy if scientist stopped using big terms, big notations, and terms only other scientists would understand.
not justifying n e thing....just read some person's entry of the past...and i ain't too sure if they took my thought too literally or not. but meh....people tend to do that...heck...i do. so yeah. :P
well n e whoo.....love is very simple. you either love or you don't. it's simply the same thing as either you do or you don't. nothing will kill you to love, and nothing will kill you to not love. simply it's a choice that you decide. plus....everything to me relates back to love one way or another. so yeah.....love is important.
many people cast love aside thinking only about in the sense of romance, but they don't see that they become negative in every aspect concerning romantic relationships. you become hostile in one way or another.....you just don't notice it....but many people will notice that you've changed...but it's normally not for the bad nor the good...you just changed...like a maturing type of change....
wow.....i can't explain what the hell i'm trying to say like this...my thoughts jump from one end to the other.....blah.....
i'm not good at explaining things that are important to me. i've never been good at explaining myself. i've never really found a need for it......but then again...maybe that mentality comes because i'm the youngest in my family with the least responsibilities only because i'm a lazy ass that chooses to do nothing....sighs sighs.
well n e whoo...signing off....wrote tooo many entries today....=.=
in life, to me...everything is a choice. and to me, love will be like everything else man has made life to become. one may think that i'm referring love only in the sense of romance, but that's not what i'm taking about. i'm talking about it in one general sense. remember...to me....love is love no matter what. one very general statement of something that seems way tooo complexed. but men like to complicate things in order to simply it.....yeah, just look at chemistry.....it could be sooo easy if scientist stopped using big terms, big notations, and terms only other scientists would understand.
not justifying n e thing....just read some person's entry of the past...and i ain't too sure if they took my thought too literally or not. but meh....people tend to do that...heck...i do. so yeah. :P
well n e whoo.....love is very simple. you either love or you don't. it's simply the same thing as either you do or you don't. nothing will kill you to love, and nothing will kill you to not love. simply it's a choice that you decide. plus....everything to me relates back to love one way or another. so yeah.....love is important.
many people cast love aside thinking only about in the sense of romance, but they don't see that they become negative in every aspect concerning romantic relationships. you become hostile in one way or another.....you just don't notice it....but many people will notice that you've changed...but it's normally not for the bad nor the good...you just changed...like a maturing type of change....
wow.....i can't explain what the hell i'm trying to say like this...my thoughts jump from one end to the other.....blah.....
i'm not good at explaining things that are important to me. i've never been good at explaining myself. i've never really found a need for it......but then again...maybe that mentality comes because i'm the youngest in my family with the least responsibilities only because i'm a lazy ass that chooses to do nothing....sighs sighs.
well n e whoo...signing off....wrote tooo many entries today....=.=
bbting...
holy crap....jo is addicted to bbt. or well she calls herself spontaneous. keke^^:D:P she's a spur of the moment kind a gal. keke^^:D:P
well n e whoo.... this was my day
okie...
first period....was supposed to be a spare...didn't happen....went to school to study and blog some more and do hmwk. oh how great of a way to use my time wisely...=.= grrr....
second period...calculus....oh yippee...my fave teacher, but my most dreaded course of this semester. but really....i still like the course...i just don't like it as much as i do other courses. keke^^:D:P
third period.....diversity.....ewww...did jack all. yeah....we watched the wedding singer. holy crap....that would be like the 5th time i've watched that movie aye?!?! totally boring now...and it's just not funny. bleh.....plus....i don't really laugh at funny movies.....but i do get scared while watching horror flicks. so yeah
fourth period...lunch...how yummy aye?!?! went to br for lunch.....all the way from oakville to sauga in egh....less than 40 mins there and back. impressive ma?!?! keke^^:D:P well it's not as good as val of course cause she got us back from erin mills in like ehg...9 or was it 11 mins, or was it even less than that?!?! keke^^:D:P yup yup. but fun n e ways.
fifth period.....sighs....should have studied more. failed that test. would be happy to get a 70....but i know i only have a 60. i haven't really tried really hard for that course......i should try harder. grrrr on me....shame shame shame. this is kinda one of my dreaded courses too......only because of the teacher...not because of the course. the teacher scares me even though she is a very nice lady i'm sure. i just don't get jokes...and most times....i take jokes to heart....and i'll be offended. so yeah....
after school....well went to sobeys and stocked up on like pepsi cause of val....man...that pepsi fiend known as the pepsi queen.....sighs.....sooo bad for health...but oh wellz....
out of all the asian's i know...i'm like the heaviest and fattest and broadest of them all. sighs sighs. oh wellz....it's alrights....i have spare tom.....so i think i'm gonna tell my mommy to pick me up and drop me off at the gym. really don't feel like going at night. tooo many people....
well n e whoo.... this was my day
okie...
first period....was supposed to be a spare...didn't happen....went to school to study and blog some more and do hmwk. oh how great of a way to use my time wisely...=.= grrr....
second period...calculus....oh yippee...my fave teacher, but my most dreaded course of this semester. but really....i still like the course...i just don't like it as much as i do other courses. keke^^:D:P
third period.....diversity.....ewww...did jack all. yeah....we watched the wedding singer. holy crap....that would be like the 5th time i've watched that movie aye?!?! totally boring now...and it's just not funny. bleh.....plus....i don't really laugh at funny movies.....but i do get scared while watching horror flicks. so yeah
fourth period...lunch...how yummy aye?!?! went to br for lunch.....all the way from oakville to sauga in egh....less than 40 mins there and back. impressive ma?!?! keke^^:D:P well it's not as good as val of course cause she got us back from erin mills in like ehg...9 or was it 11 mins, or was it even less than that?!?! keke^^:D:P yup yup. but fun n e ways.
fifth period.....sighs....should have studied more. failed that test. would be happy to get a 70....but i know i only have a 60. i haven't really tried really hard for that course......i should try harder. grrrr on me....shame shame shame. this is kinda one of my dreaded courses too......only because of the teacher...not because of the course. the teacher scares me even though she is a very nice lady i'm sure. i just don't get jokes...and most times....i take jokes to heart....and i'll be offended. so yeah....
after school....well went to sobeys and stocked up on like pepsi cause of val....man...that pepsi fiend known as the pepsi queen.....sighs.....sooo bad for health...but oh wellz....
out of all the asian's i know...i'm like the heaviest and fattest and broadest of them all. sighs sighs. oh wellz....it's alrights....i have spare tom.....so i think i'm gonna tell my mommy to pick me up and drop me off at the gym. really don't feel like going at night. tooo many people....
blogging
wow.....i write alot of stuff on here aye?
i'm trying to keep this one just for today's events and happy thoughts. no need to put more unhappy thoughts in here. i already have tooo many....trying to start fresh. won't work because i know i'm gonna fail at that....but then again.....i could really care less....
blah......i started this blog like quite a long long time ago actually. rather sad.
oh yeah....did you know that people that like to wear black are normally those people that feel that they ahve something to hide? some people may totally disagree with that.....but it's like saying you are what you eat......it's almost the same thing....you are what you wear.
but then again......meh.....not all surveys and stats are correct. meh.
i love to wear black...but then again.....i used to love to wear happy colours too....just "gun pai" all i feel like wearing are dark colours so i just won't be seen and i can hide in the corner..... among the shadows....
i'm trying to keep this one just for today's events and happy thoughts. no need to put more unhappy thoughts in here. i already have tooo many....trying to start fresh. won't work because i know i'm gonna fail at that....but then again.....i could really care less....
blah......i started this blog like quite a long long time ago actually. rather sad.
oh yeah....did you know that people that like to wear black are normally those people that feel that they ahve something to hide? some people may totally disagree with that.....but it's like saying you are what you eat......it's almost the same thing....you are what you wear.
but then again......meh.....not all surveys and stats are correct. meh.
i love to wear black...but then again.....i used to love to wear happy colours too....just "gun pai" all i feel like wearing are dark colours so i just won't be seen and i can hide in the corner..... among the shadows....
bbt
holy shit....i've created a bbt fiend!!!!
yupz yupz. i got jo totally addicted to bbt now!
hey cat.....i tried your oreo black milk tea......keke^^:d:P it's yum yum good!!! keke^^:D:P i think i have a new favourite to add to my collection....so far, the count is three....>.<
green apple green tea with green apple jelly
taro milk tea with tapioca bubbles
orea black milk tea
keke^^:D:P
oh my goodness.....jo told me to work at br cause they're hiring....keke^^:D:P sooooo ain't gonna happen. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. so yeah.....i may love bbt......but i don't really love all the people that go to br. so yeah....you get the pic.
from now on.....i'm trying to post happy thoughts on this pagie......unless i really want someone to know something like total honesty. i don't know......i have separate pages for my thoughts....
plus, i spend most of my time typing away on my blog n e ways. yeah...what happened to the not daily updates i ask myself? blah....that only lasted about like 3 days if n e. keke^^:D:P >.< man.....i suck.....oh wellz....keke^^:D:P
yupz yupz. i got jo totally addicted to bbt now!
hey cat.....i tried your oreo black milk tea......keke^^:d:P it's yum yum good!!! keke^^:D:P i think i have a new favourite to add to my collection....so far, the count is three....>.<
green apple green tea with green apple jelly
taro milk tea with tapioca bubbles
orea black milk tea
keke^^:D:P
oh my goodness.....jo told me to work at br cause they're hiring....keke^^:D:P sooooo ain't gonna happen. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. so yeah.....i may love bbt......but i don't really love all the people that go to br. so yeah....you get the pic.
from now on.....i'm trying to post happy thoughts on this pagie......unless i really want someone to know something like total honesty. i don't know......i have separate pages for my thoughts....
plus, i spend most of my time typing away on my blog n e ways. yeah...what happened to the not daily updates i ask myself? blah....that only lasted about like 3 days if n e. keke^^:D:P >.< man.....i suck.....oh wellz....keke^^:D:P
my one true beloved blogging system
keke^^:D:P well i suppose i'll give a suggestion to the people who maintain blogger to add a function on privacy i suppose. i mean, i'm too lazy to update on all three of my on-line internet thingies. i mean, i may type alot on this one blog cause it's my favourite and orignal one of them all. but meh no. i may not be completely satisfied with this one, but then again, there's always room to grow and show improvement. keke^^:D:P
well back the to issue of love, well you see, i don't know, these days, i see people view love as such a difficult thing. everyone says that there are different types of love....yes i know, even the greek philosophers said so. but i mean, i disagree.....love is love no matter what. no matter if it's friendship love, romantic love or what not......love is love. no matter what "type" of love your relationship is.....the characterstics of love are still all the same. it makes no difference what type of love it is.....but then again, that's just me and my bubble just hasn't popped yet i suppose.
well n e whoo....should be going back to doing my hmwk....so yeah...how fun aye?!?! woke up early because my mommy couldn't drive me to school....but then again, i shouldn't be mad....and i'm actually glad and happy that i aint. i may have been a bit annoyed about waking up earlier than i had to in order to go on the bus, but all in all....i would have still woke up at the same time n e ways. the reason being.....i still have hmwk to do.
blah.....tutoring today. how fun aye? well yipidee dooo daaaaa day to me too...keke^^:D:P >.< oh wellz. awfully tired......think i'll take a break and then go back to hmwk....and this is my break.
crap.....see....i'm one of those people that sign up for everything.....isn't this just sad? i mean....i have multiple email accounts that i have even lost track of......the last time i checked....i had like egh.....bleh.....12 accounts on different survers....and now, i only like check about 6 of those...keke^^:D:P
university info username pin number thingies have been coming in. sighs....i don't know which uni's i wanna go to.
well....here are the choices i haveta pic....
mac: known for medicince.......=.=
guelph: known for agriculture and animal sciences...=.=
and....so far....i don't have a clue what i want as my last choice to be.....i mean.....i want to stay close enough to home that i can come home n e which weekend i choose.
waterloo?!?! yeah......if i did choose that uni,.....it be one of the steepest in the budget......queens would be nice....but holy crap...have you looked at the amount you'd haveta be paying? i would be in debt after all that....plus....i could buy a really nice house if i spent all that money besides education......
if i go to guelph, the funds i have in my university investment, i can last two years.....in any other uni......i either last one year....or just one semester....so yeah.....and if i went to queens......the amount will only be like 1/5 of it......well maybe more like 1/4....but still....=.=
well back the to issue of love, well you see, i don't know, these days, i see people view love as such a difficult thing. everyone says that there are different types of love....yes i know, even the greek philosophers said so. but i mean, i disagree.....love is love no matter what. no matter if it's friendship love, romantic love or what not......love is love. no matter what "type" of love your relationship is.....the characterstics of love are still all the same. it makes no difference what type of love it is.....but then again, that's just me and my bubble just hasn't popped yet i suppose.
well n e whoo....should be going back to doing my hmwk....so yeah...how fun aye?!?! woke up early because my mommy couldn't drive me to school....but then again, i shouldn't be mad....and i'm actually glad and happy that i aint. i may have been a bit annoyed about waking up earlier than i had to in order to go on the bus, but all in all....i would have still woke up at the same time n e ways. the reason being.....i still have hmwk to do.
blah.....tutoring today. how fun aye? well yipidee dooo daaaaa day to me too...keke^^:D:P >.< oh wellz. awfully tired......think i'll take a break and then go back to hmwk....and this is my break.
crap.....see....i'm one of those people that sign up for everything.....isn't this just sad? i mean....i have multiple email accounts that i have even lost track of......the last time i checked....i had like egh.....bleh.....12 accounts on different survers....and now, i only like check about 6 of those...keke^^:D:P
university info username pin number thingies have been coming in. sighs....i don't know which uni's i wanna go to.
well....here are the choices i haveta pic....
mac: known for medicince.......=.=
guelph: known for agriculture and animal sciences...=.=
and....so far....i don't have a clue what i want as my last choice to be.....i mean.....i want to stay close enough to home that i can come home n e which weekend i choose.
waterloo?!?! yeah......if i did choose that uni,.....it be one of the steepest in the budget......queens would be nice....but holy crap...have you looked at the amount you'd haveta be paying? i would be in debt after all that....plus....i could buy a really nice house if i spent all that money besides education......
if i go to guelph, the funds i have in my university investment, i can last two years.....in any other uni......i either last one year....or just one semester....so yeah.....and if i went to queens......the amount will only be like 1/5 of it......well maybe more like 1/4....but still....=.=
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