Tuesday, April 19, 2005

daddy ruined my already bad mood=.=

args...i swear...my dad is going through some spermopause or something=.= he's super irritable. args. he thinks i'm a bad daughter. he's been yelling at me every single day this week so far=.= args. in a bad mood.

oh yeah.....what is something a guy can say to a girl and either leave them feeling happy or mad? sighs sighs. i really don't know...i really don't want to know. that one thing ruined my day today...and then my dad, makes my mood even worst because in the car all he did was give me evil looks for picking him up late....halfly, my mother didn't even tell me to pick up my father so i just assumed that she was picking him up. yeah...because of that...he's all moody on me and says i'm an ungrateful lazy child that doesn't have any compassion or sympathy for anyone. he knows shit about me. he's never spent daughter father time with me....so yeah...he has no right to blame me for traits that he doesn't see...he hasn't spent enough time with me to see em.

sighs...someone just sweep me off my feet and take me away from here! aHHHHHHHH

stolen from cat's site.....

When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure.
But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher.
In thee game of love, it doesnt really matter who won or who lost.
What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go!

you know you really love someone when
you want him or her to be happy
even if his or her happiness means that you are not part of it.

Everything happens for the best.

If the person u love doesnt love thu back,
don't be afraid to love someone else again,
for you will never know unless you give it a try.
you will never love a person you love unless you risk for love.

Love strikes in hurting.
If you dont get hurt,
you dont learn how to love. Love doesnt hurt all the time.

Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you
grow. Dont find love, let love find you. That is why
it is
called falling in love because you dont force urself to
fall. you just fall.

you cannot finish a book without closing its chapters.
If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you
turn the pages.

Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by
a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we
are always learning, discovering and growing.

the greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to
hold on and holding on when you need to let go.

We lose someone we love only when we are
destined to find someone else who can love us
even more than we can love ourselves.

On falling out of love, take some time to heal and
then get back on the horse. But dont ever make the
same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the
first time.

To love is to risk rejection; to live is to risk
dying, to
hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken
because the greatest hazard in life is risking nothing!

To reach for another is to risk involvement, to
expose ur feelings is to expose true self. To love is
to risk not to be loved in return.

How to define love; fall but not stumble, be
constant but not too persistent, share and never be
unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but
never keep the pain.

Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can
carve wonderful images into the soul that always last
for a lifetime.

Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling.
It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But
sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt
you in the end.

Loving people means giving them the freedom that
they choose to be and where they choose to be.
Loving someone means giving him or her the freedom
to find his or her way, whether it lead towards you or
away from you.

Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be
taken, no matter how scary or painful, for only then
you will experience the fullness of humanity and that is
love.

Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and
tear you apart. Only love can make you cry and only
love knows why.

If you are not ready to cry, if you are not ready to
take the
risk, if you are not ready to feel the pain, then you
are not
ready to fall in love.

There was a time in our lives when we became
afraid to fall in love because every time we do, we
get hurt, then I figured that is why it is called falling in love.

Whatever happened, dont give up! It is just a trial.
Have faith in yourself and cheer up. When you decide to
love, allow it to grow. When you promise to love,
refuse it to die!