it's the saddest song that i have. it's the saddest song i sing.
these tears endlessly flow because my mind is not at ease.
it's the saddest song i know. it's the saddest song i sing.
the pain, the emptiness, it doesn't go away.
it's the saddest thing i know. it's the saddest song i sing.
the hurt that's been caused, i will never know why.
it's the saddest thing that can be asked. it's the saddes song i sing.
well i don't know....just was listening to some song. and then well.....i suck at writing and when i'm reading that thing up above...most of that stuff just doesn't flow. meh.....it just sounds kool in my head...not sooo much when i read it out loud>.<
keke^^:D:P i think tooo muchie. hm.....
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Thursday, November 25, 2004
bad sleeping habbits
muhahaha.
i've become noctornal. that is sooo bad when you really think about it. boooo. so yeah. =.=
i sleep late at night. and then am super tired when the afternoon comes by.
i'll take jo's advice, i'll sleep early tonight. and then......i will stay awake as muchie as possible tomorrow. muhahaha...
but firstly....gotsta watch csi first......yupz yupz. my fave show in the world. muhahaha.
well hm.....tooo late to change grad note....but you know what people?!?!? YOSHI LIVES~!!!!!!~
i've become noctornal. that is sooo bad when you really think about it. boooo. so yeah. =.=
i sleep late at night. and then am super tired when the afternoon comes by.
i'll take jo's advice, i'll sleep early tonight. and then......i will stay awake as muchie as possible tomorrow. muhahaha...
but firstly....gotsta watch csi first......yupz yupz. my fave show in the world. muhahaha.
well hm.....tooo late to change grad note....but you know what people?!?!? YOSHI LIVES~!!!!!!~
sick and tired
i'm sick and tired of hearing all these people talk about. what's the deal with this drama and when is it gonna fade out? i think you got to realize what you're doing's not a trend. it's hurting more people than you got figured out....now when is it gonna end?
i'm glad to be of a lending ear. but reading it just goes a bit extreme. there are misunderstandings here, there and everywhere. when does it not happen? we all interpret things differently. this world is an individualistic place, what can you expect?
there's nothing we can do to stop it. there's nothing we can do to avoid it. what has happened has happened. if distance is what keeps us all sane, then so be it. if distance is what is driving us all angry, then why don't we keep the rift between us smaller?
there is no possible explaination to keep getting angry at everyone just because it seems like they want to distance themselves away. in a healthy relationship, space, privacy, and company should all be balanced equaly. it causes more problems when one thinks they are doing something for the good, and the other thinks it's an invasion of privacy.
we can't expect that all our intentions will always understood. people misinterpret them all differently. what may genuinely be care and affection can be turned to usery and strife.....
nothing in this world seems to be what it is. we can't change that fact.
in order to live it is essential that we love and hate. for hate is of human and love is of above.....
i'm glad to be of a lending ear. but reading it just goes a bit extreme. there are misunderstandings here, there and everywhere. when does it not happen? we all interpret things differently. this world is an individualistic place, what can you expect?
there's nothing we can do to stop it. there's nothing we can do to avoid it. what has happened has happened. if distance is what keeps us all sane, then so be it. if distance is what is driving us all angry, then why don't we keep the rift between us smaller?
there is no possible explaination to keep getting angry at everyone just because it seems like they want to distance themselves away. in a healthy relationship, space, privacy, and company should all be balanced equaly. it causes more problems when one thinks they are doing something for the good, and the other thinks it's an invasion of privacy.
we can't expect that all our intentions will always understood. people misinterpret them all differently. what may genuinely be care and affection can be turned to usery and strife.....
nothing in this world seems to be what it is. we can't change that fact.
in order to live it is essential that we love and hate. for hate is of human and love is of above.....
happiness
happiness is not brought on by the things that we have. happiness is not brought on by the people we have around us. happiness is not simply a smile on your face.
happiness is a state of mind that causes us to have a better outlook on the grim side of life. happiness is what allows us to move on and be strong and pray for better times. happiness is something we can't avoid.
but on the same spectrum. what is sadness and depair?
if happiness is a state of mind, then simply sadness is too. then if happiness causes us to have a better outlook, then sadness would cause a grimmer outlook then. if happiness allows us to move on be strong and pray, then sadness would just cause the different effect. sadness would cause weakness and we will can't move on because we don't have the energy or whatnot. but, like happiness, sadness is something we can't avoid.
meh.....it doesn't matter. nothing matters. by simply saying it doesn't matter, it's just another excuse to try and not care. and that's the conflict between me everyday. i want to care for those that don't seem to deserve it. i want to care for those that don't seem to care for me. and really....but now, it's rather hard.
i'm starting to distance myself away again because i'm hurt. i'm tired. being happy takes tooo much energy.
simply putting on a mask to hide things doesn't mean that they are okay. it's not being selfish if you need to get things off your chest because things hit you hard once in a while. people deal with everything differently. if your method works for one thing, it may not work for the next. are you trying to deny the fact that you want someone to care?
happiness is a state of mind that causes us to have a better outlook on the grim side of life. happiness is what allows us to move on and be strong and pray for better times. happiness is something we can't avoid.
but on the same spectrum. what is sadness and depair?
if happiness is a state of mind, then simply sadness is too. then if happiness causes us to have a better outlook, then sadness would cause a grimmer outlook then. if happiness allows us to move on be strong and pray, then sadness would just cause the different effect. sadness would cause weakness and we will can't move on because we don't have the energy or whatnot. but, like happiness, sadness is something we can't avoid.
meh.....it doesn't matter. nothing matters. by simply saying it doesn't matter, it's just another excuse to try and not care. and that's the conflict between me everyday. i want to care for those that don't seem to deserve it. i want to care for those that don't seem to care for me. and really....but now, it's rather hard.
i'm starting to distance myself away again because i'm hurt. i'm tired. being happy takes tooo much energy.
simply putting on a mask to hide things doesn't mean that they are okay. it's not being selfish if you need to get things off your chest because things hit you hard once in a while. people deal with everything differently. if your method works for one thing, it may not work for the next. are you trying to deny the fact that you want someone to care?
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