a bit disappointed

sighs sighs. i wanted to go out today. yeah i know, it's a sunday, but i still wanted to go out none the less. i wanted to spend time away from my house and somewhere else. but...that didn't happen. no one's free. everyone's doing hmwk.

some people just aren't home. some people's cells just aren't on. ahhhh.....

stupid bum bum and a half. i have only not seen him for like a few days... bleh...but it's cause i wanted to do something this weekend...not school stuff....muhahahaha....

life

in the world, there are fakers and liars. everyone has their own bias in life.

all i know is that life is not centered on anything upon this earth. living isn't about being fair. living isn't about being happy. living isn't about getting what we deserve. living is about following GOD's plan for us.

~☆~愛的顏色~☆~...[no regrets]...{999 cranes}...guelph bound=.=...all the truth will be uncovered like the dawn of a new day...
.....that has come true. the truth has become uncovered like the dawn of a new day....

i feel sorry...because some people live lies like they are the reality of life. all your lies become your truth.

smiles and tears

i spent a good day today. now, i just want to go and cry. but i won't. i must stay strong for my friend. my friend needs me to comfort and be strong. i shall be strong.

after all the lies. after all the truths. people all tell me not to trust anyone. i won't stop trusting. i might get hurt. those around me may still hurt. i will not let the breakage of trust stop me from trusting others. sighs sighs.

i didn't want to believe. and in the end...i did. sighs sighs.....

i feel like an idiot. i just want all this to go away. sighs sighs....i am soooo sorry for all the pain and sorrow....