Friday, December 24, 2004

孩子王

你只數我 你不聽我
我也許天真到像傻
我想親你 你質詢我
有兩億仍舊愛你麼
當舉世以數目字為人人平定功過
懵得叫我愛人同情我
難道我成就算少麼

有些想法 也許很錯
你怕聽都不要打我
愛多幾個 試多幾個
轉對手其實當轉科
當一晚裡吃麵飯食牛羊還食生果
一起愛上兩人為何錯
原諒我還未世故麼

*小孩子相信直覺 才值得我去學
大人忘掉知識聽細路的也無壞
無知當娛樂〔從不會說謊〕
憑小孩子審判善惡 才活得更磊落
好奇能令世間充滿著稜角
想像出警世傑作

賽跑比賽 領先一個
永遠只得獎盃一個
最尾一個 擦身走過
看到的其實會更多
青春有價卻為著列前茅嘗盡苦楚
包尾至會有權悠閒過
其實我還是細個麼

重唱 *,*

小孩子想說便說 才活得更快樂
大人其實也都嚮往兒童國
小王子不愧傑作

fob

oh oh....everyone at school says i'm the fobbiest person cause i am sooo foreign. muhahaha. okie dokie.....it's funnay. from some.....i take it as a compliment....but others....i know they are only saying it to downgrade me and make them feel better so that they fit in better. but.....that's alrights.....

okie...so here goes...

f= full
o= of
b= blessings

keke^^:D:P

fob fob all the way!!!! XP

認真

*在說到他的時候
 就像夜裡點起煙火
 而你的眉頭不再深鎖
 呼吸突然加緊節奏

 在出現他了以後
 杜鵑開的滿山紅火
 而妳像熟透了的蘋果
 感覺可以隨時為他掉落

 越來越醉越來越美
 越來越當他就是誰
 我想我到底該算什麼*

#我認真的說 認真的做 認真的活
 認真的錯 犯錯的不是你
 只是我拆不開這情感的包裹

 我認真的說 認真的做 認真的活
 認真的錯 看不清的是我
 已抓不定在什麼時候放開手#

REPEAT*#

當我們在混亂中發覺
彼此沒有多少空間後悔
怎麼愛到這樣不進不退 認真也有錯

REPEAT#

christmas eve

well....no party today....no party tomorrow. no party on new years eve either.

so let's see.....i'll be watching the stupid christmas shows from new york, hk, and toronto on tv again this year>.<

sighs. sux being sick. why do i always get sick. sighs. depressing love music isn't helping my mood. sux that chinese people don't sing n e thing but. wait...there was that toilet song....keke^^:D:P

let's see....this whole week.....i only spent one day wait wait....let's start from that friday we got off school....

friday: church christmas party with brampton church
saturday: p-mall with daddy and sister and raychee's party
sunday: church and then got whipped with a cell phone and going to price club
monday: i think i went shopping this day with jo and val. don't remember.....totally can't remember if it's this day.....been sleeping tooo muchie>.<
tuesday: tutoring.......i still can't do stupid curve sketching shit=.=
wednesday: at home, planned to make cookies, but found out we had no more butter or margarine>.<
thursday: shovelled snow because nothing else to do....but i only helped to crack the ice on the vans windows. since i didn't have boots and i have shitty circulation daddy and sister didn't want me to have more severe frostbitten toes. went to pick up mommy at work......then went to hk and shanghai bank to open up another account. then went to erin mills...>.< hate that mall....
friday: nothing, staying at home
saturday: supposed to go to jacky's party, but i'm probably not going to end up going because it's a family event>.<
sunday: church and then i'm probably gonna go over to someone's house or just stay at home and sleep some more
monday: N/A
tuesday: N/A
wednesday:N/A
thursday:N/A
friday: staying up pretty much till around 2 or 4 just for the hell of it
saturday: sleeping in till past 1 or 2 if i sleep at 2 or 4.
sunday: church....going home to do hmwk
monday: stupid day one....back at school=.=

grrr

okie.....felt horrible last night. not only physically, but like mentally and emotionally. i think it's cause i've been doing nothing lately. can't talk, so therefore, can't call and make plans. can't go on pc cause my sister needs it to make study notes for a course she isn't even taking yet>.<

i got another puzzle....well i now have three. two of emensely crappy quality bought at p-mall....better than nothing. but still...almost like nothing. oh wellz. and then there's the one that joy, jean and ann bought me. that one was like what? 25, 26.99 so yeah......i kinda feel bad. cause well i only spent like 20 sum odd on her gift.....but hey....christmas isn't about the gifts. christmas is about what the actual season means. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz.

still feel like crap. think i'm gonna need to take medicine afterall. args. didn't get n e better. grrrr. args args.

need more sleep....needa eat more fruits and veggies. need to drink more water......not juice....water......gotsta take some pills and drug myself up>.< grrrrr=.=

well don't know if i'll be updating tomorrow. so all i can say is.....every body have a super happy/merry christmas>.<