hm.....i htought i missed one entry of like blogging....but i suppose not.....hahahaha=>:D soooo amazingly funnay.....i come here and write one everyday, as if i really ahve nothing to do. but then again....the pc with internet connection is my lyphe....

sighs sighs.....sooo bored.....can't do n e thing cause ur at vbs....so i have no one to talk to n e more.......sighs sighs...and urs is three weeks....why can't i come and take care of lil kids? fine...be mean......hehehe=>:D well whateva...it's alritez....i'll be fine....just need sumthing to do dis whole summa......i'm going away for my b-day week and i wanna do sumthing before den....but afta august 1 because most of my friends have like well summa skool. but i could always do sumthing in the afta noon doe.... are u free den? hm.....like it's just a b-day......and well it's just another day.......i said i wanted to people to forget about my b-day dis year....guess what??? da only reason why i said dat wuz because i didn't want em to go through the trouble in planning sumthing for meh. so it's my b-day.....so i'll plan to do sumthing for myself. yeah....semi-independant. hahha=>:D whateva.

well yet....sum part of me really doesn't want to celebrate for my 16th year......i feel sooo much older dan dat already. sighs sighs. i don't feel like i'm 16, i don't really act like i'm 16 sumtimes, and sumtimes, the way i think ain't like a 16 year old. why? why am i like dis? it's as if i've long passed 16 years on earth. some say it's a gift, some say it's just pessimism, my sister says it's just realistic. yeah.....i suppose i'm realistic. i draw every conclusion from human behavior, the way of the world.....yeah.....realistic and pessimistic. i have a dream....a dream dat i noe i will not succeed....but really.....do i have a dream? hm.....whack...

well hope u come on soon....hehehe=>:D i no noe....so whateva.....everyone's buzy...need sum soul to talk to......hehehe=>:D l8a