Monday, December 15, 2003

oh bum bum. you make me smile. :D oh oh......you are going to sooo haveto take a picture with me!!!! hehehe=>:D:P well alot of people have to take pictures with me. hehehe=>:D:P

args....why are people buying me thongs??? are they hinting that my underwear line shows in the pants i wear or sumthing? evil evil. args. do i look like a slut.....wait....but in a way....i am......hm.....oh wellz. why is val hooking me up? hm....i don't know da guy, i've never seen da guy before....hm. i'll just be friends...heheheh

why is val so funny? hehehe=>:D:P oh wellz. i suppose i got pretty desperate at some time during this christmas season cause i felt soooo lonely. but i'm not like dat n e more. getting baptized. getting so see old friends. hehehe=>:D:P so happy!

to my best friend. i'm sorry that i got mad at you. i don't know why, i suppose you were that vent. i'm sorry. i shouldn't use my friends to vent my annoyance and anger like that. i suppose at the time i meant the thigns that i said, and maybe in my mind, i might still sometimes. but i know you are my friend, and one that i consider my best. if you leave me during hard times, that's fine, because i understand why. if you leave because you are uncomfortable with my presence, i'm still fine, just sad. i know you wish to never part, but sometimes, it's for the better, and sometimes it's not possible to part. some people come into your life for a reason....some go, and some stay. and to you, hoping that my best friend will stay by my side forever, i shall never choose to part unless circumstances only permit one way out. taking best friends forever a whole new level, but sometimes, forever is to short. love you now and forever, your friend always.