Friday, August 20, 2004

A Doppelganger

A doppelganger is a ghostly double of a living person, especially one that haunts its fleshly counterpart. well that's what dictionary.com says. so yeah. kieke^^

some people say that everyone has a doppelganger. but do you believe it's true? is it true that someone has a doppelganger? i don't know......if so......if i'm the good side....does that mean my would be evil? if i were evil...does that mean that the other would be good? i do not believe that there is such a person that would be my doppelganger. do you believe that there is someone like you somewhere else in the world?

let's see....good and evil.....what defines someone as being good and being evil. i mean....the bible is the only thing that has the right to say what is good and what is bad. but then again....what if you were not christian. what would keep you from not murdering or sumthing like it? hm. well i don't know.

well i have been running dry on thoughts l8ly....so yeah.....meh tired....gonna sleep now. l8a world. love ya alls......you don't know how much i miss you people. i'm constantly confined in my home. at least i am confined because i never set out without a plan.....and without a plan i do not set out....so therefore....i am confined between the walls of my house. sighs sighs. does n e one wanna save me from this confinement? notice....i do not call my home hell.....i love my house....i love this place i call home even though it's temporary......

well sleepy....l8a l8a... message me okay????? email me??? please.......

Feeling Sick

eww....ewwwww....ewwww!!!!! i feel like sooo sick. this is sooo bad. args args. well i think it's just because i ate too muchie today. args. man....i haveta control the amount that i can eat and do eat. args args. gotsta be loosing weight....not gaining it back by eating. hm. going to the gym tom for sure.

plus....lately i've been getting these most annoyingheadaches. every so often, iget these headaches that last for like days on end now. args. maybe i should go to the doctor and check it out......but cat scans cost money....so unless i become sure what the hell is bugging me, i shouldn't worry. args args.

it's only 9 sumthing, but i can't stay up. my head hurts soooo very bad!!! args.

my sista's boyfriend is over tonight. args. don't like dat fellow....but if my sista can find something good about him, why not give him a chance. blah. i have never really been good at judging people anyways. i've always been a horrible judge in character. it's because i just give too many chances for many people.

there are just one type of people that i do not give chances for. and those are people that i have broken up with. i mean, i'll remain their friends....but nothing more. i just find it hard to give someone who broke your heart a second chance. if they broke your heart the first time, they can just as easily break it again the next. OLD HABITS DIE HARD!!!! no matter how much they claim to have changed, most times, it's not enough. if they claim they have changed, have they only changed when you are looking? i don't know....i'm just like that. a suspicious lil person that has many a problems.

Coming Home Frome Jacky's

let's see.

after eating a bbq at jacky's house.....we didn't do muchie afta dat. keke^^ we made some sort of a cookie thingy. it's more like a cake if you ask me. but i like it. tastes good. keke^^ man....loads of butter. jacky and i have come to the conclusion that we will be unable to ever make butter cookies because we'd get sooo sick of measuring the butter that we'd just throw all of it into the batter. keke^^ funnay ain't it?

well it's made of carrots, coco nut stuff....nut meg, cinamin.......raisons and egh.....flour and suga. keke^^

well i don't know....jacky's daddy is coming home like on saturday....so i won't really have muchie time to chill with her this summa. so yeah. keke^^

this sunday i think jeremy is going to be at churchie. so that should be fun. hm. i don't think jeremy's daddy really likes me. but meh. keke^^ he's a joker and he's sooo funny.....jeremy's daddy. kekek^^ man, if you were at the picnic, and you saw him and mrs. yuckley together.....they are such a perfect couple even in their age!!!! i think it's sooo cute. keke^^ how i'd love to find someone like that and stay with me even in my old agie. keke^^ well i got jeremy a gift.....as usual......i bought it for myself....then thinking about it, he would appreciate it more than i would for myself. keke^^ so yeah.