on to the question that jenny asked me....where would you go if you went on a honeymoon?

well one is, depends what we actually want to do on a honeymoon la. i know i know. after you get married, u do egh...what u are not supposed to before you get married, but well many people do it n e ways. another fact, is that well, where do you really wanna go and where do you plan to live? you wouldn't wanna go on a honeymoon spot near the place you want to live now do you? i don't understand, why am i sooo different but sooo similar to everyone else? sighs sighs. is it actually because i see the world just as it is? maybe a bit biased because i am christian, even if i'm not a good one, i hope to try to be one. sighs sighs. is there something wrong? sighs sighs. i really wanna talk to someone that's a christan, such as brian, cause he always understands me when i'm talking about such things. sighs sighs

repulsive repulsive repulsive. is it just me or are the lil kids in this world all getting more spoiled, more fat, and more greedy and self-concerned? what happened to those lil kids that were so satisfied with having just what they had? what the heck is wrong with the world?

i don't know, went to jenny's today. wow, it was watching tv all day, which i do at home, but while on the pc. not that spending time with jenny isn't fun, it is, but when u watch tv all day, it's not fun at all. sighs sighs.

hm. why do we spoil are children now days? why can't we just make them understand that lyphe isn't about all what THEY want? why are some of them sooo spoiled? why why? i don't understand. if pain and torment, racism and hate caused meh to respect, to have manners, to understand people, than i'd rather never feel to have or be in full enjoyment ever. if all the world can see is their own selfish needs, then would it not be better to be dead? wow. lyphe just isn't worth living when all we care about is ourselves, but yet people can't see the greater need. yes, before u respect others, u must respect yourself. before you have manners toward others, u must have them towards yourself. if you want to understand others, u must first understand others. but, before we all get self-involved, we must also understand one thing first. for one, you must not just think about yourself, what you learn fully depends on what is around you.

wow, if i have a child, would i spoil him or her? would i let him or her run wild? or would i fully raise him or her the way my parents raised me (minus all the physical abuse). would my child be the obedient child i was? would my child be the same as in my youth? i don't want my child to go through neglection (if that is even a word). i just don't understand. is it wrong to say that when we have all we ever want, we never learn? is it right to say that the world just is chaotic now? sighs sighs