Sunday, October 31, 2004

don't worry

everything is just a misunderstanding. i'm fine. it's alrights. i'm over it. nothing to really get over really. more basically influenced because of others. it's the bandwagon effect i swear. but i was genuinly not that pissed. i really hope you'll get better. don't want you to be sick. i am sick. i have a body like an old lady. even taking an immunization vacine leaves me getting a fever. fucking messed up. not the point. don't worry about it. when i say don't worry, it can piss you off, but when i say it.....i mean it. seriously, people get mad. that's normal. it's alrights. it's okay on my part. rather used to things not working out. that's what life is all about. you didn't misjudge. you didn't wanna stay home, that's completely fine with me. last minute plans, perfectly fine. don't worry about it. you were hungry, you hadda eat something....cheap food....so it's all good.....so all in all, just don't worry about it.

val ditched us for a guy, she woke up...
you didn't come cause you were sick and then afterwards felt better and hungry, that's totally fine. i accept that......

next thing i know, this is all going to happen to me......

no one has left n e one ga la.....over reacting as usual because we all do all the time or at least once in a while...

all this is gonna pass, and we'll all look at this one day and start giving it one big laugh. no biggie.....

it's just rather interesting. it's alrights.

everyone has their good moments and ugly ones. it's normal. so no biggie. at least to me it's not.

maybe that just comes with being alone sooo much of the time that i'm used to it now. oh wellz. keke^^:D:P

huh?!?!

this isn't right?!?! why does my archive only say i've had blogger since 03?!?!?! i am drop dead serious. i did this because at the time i brok up with willy and i was completely devastated and i needed an out put. blogging was what my friend byron suggested to me, so i listened and got a blog. i was with willy in grade 10, messed up my live in the beginning of second semester. wait....that makes sense....total sense....grrr.....i've messed up my own counting because i've been counting school years instead of stupid actual months. fucker.....

been single for 1 year, 8 months, 1 week, 4 days, and 22 some odd hours, and 20 some odd minutes......

grrrr.......stupid school years and not starting in january.....grrrr......=.= evil evil.....

well my school life is still messed up because of that kid in a way. if i hadn't rushed into things, it could have been sooo much better for myself. maybe i could have prevented all this from happening if i avoided liking him altogether.

not something i regret, i just think about what ifs.....not cause i think it would change a bit.....but what if such and such didn't happen?!?!? life would be sooo much better for many....oh wellz....i can't change it. keke^^:D:P life goes on whether i want it to or not. so yeah. keke^^:D:P

pain!!!

utter and impossible headache. need sleep. tummy ache.....ate tooo many mr. noodles i suppose......and egh.....headache. more like migraine...but it's alrights.

args args.

totally tired.....

not dressing up as n e thing while collecting food. can't....daddy'll bitch at me if i did. oh wellz.

keke^^:D:P

well need to sleep.....=.=

feeling sick.

eventful night last night. me lub mr. wei wei foxy. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. i had him all to have and to hold. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. well n e whoo.....headache....finishing hmwk...=.=