Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Monday, May 10, 2004
i feel like crying......sighs.....
no guy likes a girl that dresses like a guy, talks like a guy, is one of the gang.....sighs. no one likes a person that talks too much and doesn't shut up. no one will like me for the way i am. no one enjoys my company. i fit in no where. i want to run away, but i will not. where's a friend when you need one? yet the irony of it all, i do not tell them what is truly on my mind even when they ask me. sighs sighs.
no guy likes a girl that dresses like a guy, talks like a guy, is one of the gang.....sighs. no one likes a person that talks too much and doesn't shut up. no one will like me for the way i am. no one enjoys my company. i fit in no where. i want to run away, but i will not. where's a friend when you need one? yet the irony of it all, i do not tell them what is truly on my mind even when they ask me. sighs sighs.
it's kind of funny. i have a very large archive, and i can't help but to read what i've written before. i see that most times i am upset when i write in my blog. either that, or when i am happy, i still think alot. hm.....oh wellz. whateve....keke^^ my msn nickie at the present moment is....."did you love me when you said it? or were you just like everyone else, and made a fool of me?" i think this is how i exactly feel at the present moment. sighs sighs. don't know why i should be feeling this way....but i do.....sighs sighs....
i feel sooo weird. i don't know why. hm......missing first period class today. but meh. sighs sighs. sighs......yes, everything is in control because GOD is always in control. but it doesn't mean you shouldn't worry. yes, GOD lets us go through problems, and he wants to see how we react. through problems we loose a bit of something and gain a bit of something we may have not had before. but does that all really matter? you loose more than just your relationship with GOD when you become only involved with yourself. there are two types of self-over-involvement. 1) when you are always alone and just don't want any one around. you do not wish to talk to anyone and you are only self-involved because you don't want to become involved with those around you. 2) you only think about yourself no matter what you do. it's always about "ME, ME, ME" attitude. you don't care about anyone except yourself because you only want yourself to do well. basically, the "i'm too good for everyone else" attitude.
sighs sighs.
sighs sighs.
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