sighs.....nothing you did is wrong. and i don't know you that well n e more. but you blame yourself for what your boifriend does. sighs sighs. don't. you should not feel like this. you should enjoy what you have. sighs.....you feel as if the world is on your shoulders. sighs sighs. don't feel sooo miserable. happiness is a state you long to be in....you long to enjoy what you had before. sighs sighs. but i can't help you....it's your relationship.....

what is this dream state that you live in? are you sure it is a dream? are not dreams sweet and leave you refreshed or leaves you more understanding of what is to come? then basically, what is life that you call a dream? whatpart of life is sweet and not pain strucken? what oh what? which heart does not have loneliness? why must you dwell on pain and suffering? do not you want to be happy? why must you dwell on the fact there is misery in the world. so yeah.l....sighs sighs......gotsta go now........