Monday, May 30, 2005

moodie

well now...grrr.....i am having such massive stinking freaking massive moodswings. me not a happy camper today....crap...i'm probably gonna be massively moody for the rest of the week. i will have massive attitude problems. grrrr.....

i make people feel guilty. i am bitter....but whatever....eventually....i'll become sweet again....and the world will no longer look sooo gloomy and grey. all good.

i think i will fold my 1000th crane now. i think it's time to move on...no matter if i am happy or pissed or sad or depressed. it is time to just look forward and not backwards. it is time to do something new in my life. muhahahaha.....

1000th crane...HERE I COME!!!! NEW LIFE WAITING!!!! HERE I COME!!!!! oh yes.....i'm gonna haveta buy a fishie tank and give em away...but it's alrights....

會笑會哭

突然自覺有些喘氣
承受不起的氣管卻沒預備
舊時夜裡每次想到你
就會遍體抽搐得要死
最後才沒有反應 多麼痛也痛得起

若麻木是我的本領
其實應多得你的訓練和耐性
令人受慣挫折轉了性
但我這雙枯乾的眼睛
要是能運作 讓我哭泣 別叫停

*再沒有感覺 像個空殼
 是你的曠世傑作
 我被你呼喝 受你杯葛
 從前亦曾是快樂*

#經已沒法子還原 像最初那天
 仍會笑會哭的那天
 要是還會覺辛酸
 我怎麼去繼續 留低討你厭#

極懷念大笑怎麼笑
連著咀邊的細胞最近全壞了
舊時罵我怨我都會笑
就當刺心錐骨的撒嬌
你在凌虐我 逗我開心亦不少

REPEAT*#*

經已沒法子還原 像最初那天
仍怕痛怕死的那天
那日行進這深淵
也許早已背叛 良心的判斷