obsession.....i am not obsessed with n e thing....but am i not obsessed with thinking???
i think....day and nite...day and nite...
i am unable to concentrate.....
i am unable to actually focus on something...
think, thoughts, words, memories...
arg!!!
why do dey plague my mind so?!?!?!
no one understands meh....but den again....i have friends dat do and can...
no one needs meh....but den again....i have friends and family dat do
no one wants me....hahaha=>:d dat's a joke and u noe it..
i just feel dis way.....guess cause i have a natural negative mentality...
adaptation....
darwin's theory....
oh wellz...meh lost...
as i said...too many thoughts...to lil actually....but to some...i just htink too much...
arg!!!
i wanna live....but i constantly dun feel like it's worth it...
i wanna die....but why a long term decission for a short term problem???
oh wellz....oh wellz....meh lost very lost...happy...????
really u think so???
unhappy??? u think i am???
define what it is to be happy....cause i have no clue what it is...well l8a
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Wednesday, May 07, 2003
FROG.....Fully Rely on GOD....or FUlly Relying on GOD....
eitha way.....i am not.....i used to wear dat braclet.....it just made meh feel guilty. i dunno where i put it n e more....sighs sighs...
PUSH.....Pray until sumthing happing....or praying until sumthing happens....
Dis makes meh feel guiltier.....i dun pray much....and when i do....it's for sumthing i did...or sumthing dat i need.....darn....gotsta get outta dat mentality....arg!
every one thinks i'm soo weird. yeah.....tony, i've started to do dat bottle cap thingy on my arm now. it's like major entertainment for meh when i'm bored. man. i should stop doing dat. like da skin on my arm looks soo disgusting now. oh wellz. hahaha=>:D
pain.....is pleasure/enjoyment??? man....came out very very wrong.....but dat's not what i'm intending to say. dat bottle cap thing. it's da funniest thing....why??? everyone's like "stop doing dat sabby....stop hurting urself." but dat's da thing. dis pain....gives meh a thrill. yeah....funky thrill. it gives meh more of a thrill den actually like going on rollercoasters. well to meh...roller coasters are soo boring ba....oh wellz. it's all kool..muhahaha=>:d could be tons worst. oh wellz....meh gonna go....got nothing to talk bout.....nothing on my mind, but at da same time too much already. oh wellz....i'll go....l8a....
eitha way.....i am not.....i used to wear dat braclet.....it just made meh feel guilty. i dunno where i put it n e more....sighs sighs...
PUSH.....Pray until sumthing happing....or praying until sumthing happens....
Dis makes meh feel guiltier.....i dun pray much....and when i do....it's for sumthing i did...or sumthing dat i need.....darn....gotsta get outta dat mentality....arg!
every one thinks i'm soo weird. yeah.....tony, i've started to do dat bottle cap thingy on my arm now. it's like major entertainment for meh when i'm bored. man. i should stop doing dat. like da skin on my arm looks soo disgusting now. oh wellz. hahaha=>:D
pain.....is pleasure/enjoyment??? man....came out very very wrong.....but dat's not what i'm intending to say. dat bottle cap thing. it's da funniest thing....why??? everyone's like "stop doing dat sabby....stop hurting urself." but dat's da thing. dis pain....gives meh a thrill. yeah....funky thrill. it gives meh more of a thrill den actually like going on rollercoasters. well to meh...roller coasters are soo boring ba....oh wellz. it's all kool..muhahaha=>:d could be tons worst. oh wellz....meh gonna go....got nothing to talk bout.....nothing on my mind, but at da same time too much already. oh wellz....i'll go....l8a....
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