obsession.....i am not obsessed with n e thing....but am i not obsessed with thinking???
i think....day and nite...day and nite...
i am unable to concentrate.....
i am unable to actually focus on something...
think, thoughts, words, memories...
arg!!!
why do dey plague my mind so?!?!?!
no one understands meh....but den again....i have friends dat do and can...
no one needs meh....but den again....i have friends and family dat do
no one wants me....hahaha=>:d dat's a joke and u noe it..
i just feel dis way.....guess cause i have a natural negative mentality...

adaptation....
darwin's theory....
oh wellz...meh lost...
as i said...too many thoughts...to lil actually....but to some...i just htink too much...
arg!!!
i wanna live....but i constantly dun feel like it's worth it...
i wanna die....but why a long term decission for a short term problem???
oh wellz....oh wellz....meh lost very lost...happy...????
really u think so???
unhappy??? u think i am???
define what it is to be happy....cause i have no clue what it is...well l8a