Friday, May 13, 2005

prom is in 50 days!!!

no no, i haven't been a nerdy poo counting the number of days till prom. it's just that my watch has that day counter, so yeah....there is 50 more days. muhahaha.

and well it's in that luina station down in hamilton or sumthing. it is absolutely gorgeous. it can fit about like a ton of people. soooooo gorgeous...if you people are wondering how it looks.....go search it...it is absolutely gorgeous!!! no other words except gorgeous!!!

ahhhh....sooo excited...keke^^:D:P yeah...keke^^:D:P black suit, black shirt, silver tie....muhahahaha......can't believe that's what he's trying to get because that's what i think it absolutely hot....muhahahaha....soo cute....*blushes*

muhahahaha....

thanx for making my day. keke^^:D:P....*blushes*....thanx everyone for making my days filled with joy. sometimes unhappiness occurs, but it is because of my good friends, friends, and aquaintences that make my day all the worth while. muhahaha. getting together with val at seven tomorrow!!! WOOOO WHOOOOO!!!!! she postponed it for me!!!!*blushes* muhahaha.....lub hers!!!! keke^^:D:P CHill day with the chicks and a few guys!!!! muhahahah

*blushes*

oh....keke^^:D:P you know there are only a few reasons that i start to blush. and well....one of them is always when i'm thinking about something that makes me feel all giddy and filled with joy. ahhhhh..... bessie just made me blush soooo bad....keke^^:D:P

i'm soooo sorry jean....i'm sorry. i really do care, and it's because i think i worry and care too much that gets me really easily hurt when things like this happen. i'm sorry. i was being a total meany. i am truly sorry. hope you will forgive me....but i know you don't read my thoughts. but if it just so happens that you did....i am sorry.

it's not my fault that i am feeling all giddy inside. *blushes and looks away* keke^^:D:P for all you reading this.....i'm sure you all know why i'm blushing now.....*looks away and try to turn back to normal colour*. keke^^:D:P all good

dunno....memories of yesterday was just cute ones....ahhhhh....booo....but now i'm really seriously asking what are "we". but....it's all good. don't burst a bubble before it reaches maximum height in the sky. yupz yupz. ahhhh......sooo happy....*blushes*

Looking towards tomorrow

The worst way to miss someone is to be seated by thier side and know that you'll never have them.

Don't spend time with someone who doesn't care spending it with you.

There will always be people who'll hurt you, so you need to continue trusting. just learn to be cautious.

Maybe GOD wants you to meet many wrong people before you meet the right one. By doing this, when the right person comes along you'll be more thankfull.

No person deserves your tears, and the person that does deserve them won't make you cry.

Never stop smiling, not even when you're sad, someone might fall in love with your smile.

You may only be a person in this world, but for someone,you are the world.

Just Because someone doesn't love you as you wish, it doesn't mean you're not loved with all their being.

Don't cry because it came to an end. Smile because it happend.

It's a long long journey till any of us know where we're supposed to be. for now, we just shouldn't give up hope and look up and forward hoping for a better day. if today wasn't a good one, tommorow might be. if tomorrow isn't a good day, there is the day after. you go through the things you do for certain reasons.

thinking

well.....hm....i posted some of my thoughts on my xanga....muhahahaha....just try and find it....cause i'm not giving my xanga site out. muhahahaha.

well now. n e whoo....muhahahaha.

i had a nice sleep last night. muhahaha. this morning, i slept all the way till 9. muhahahaha. yupz yupz. that's a first in a short while....but.....i always wake up at 4:13 these days=.= what the heck is wrong with me? even today, i woke up at 4:13.....it seems like my body has a snooze button that is totally whack=.=

i dunno if i should skip food and nutrition today=.= boooo. but what will i do if i do skip? bleh=.= i suppose i'll wait and drive people home i suppose=.=

how fun=.=

sighs sighs. for some reason, i can never bring myself up to just hug people=.= what the hey?=.= oh wellz. nothing i can do about it i suppose. hahaha. i'm not afraid to voice my opinion, but when i need to show my emotion in actions....i freak...that's never goodXSXSXS.....well now....reading a book called jane eyre....muhahaha...some people did it for their isu, but i'm reading it for fun. so far, the first chapter is really good. so yeah....i'm reading on. muhahaha. plus, if soooo many people could say it was well-written....then it's a book worth reading. muhahahaha. my mission....to start folding roses....so i'll have 1000 of em by the end of uni....muhahahaha. that's my goal, unless there is something even more important than finishing uni in the next 4 years.....muhahaha. i haven't folded the last 1000th crane yet.....just can't....nothing to signify something new in my life....

people never make plans with me. am i not important to make plans with? sighs sighs. it's frustrating when it seems like only you care about a relationship that is quickly going sour. sighs sighs. but no one sees it as this. my church friends and i used to be very close....we'd get together and see each other even outside of church.....but since my church fell apart, there is no seeing of each other except on sundays for a very brief like 20 minute period....what the hell? sighs sighs. some friends come and go. som friends come and stay with us for a while and then go. then there are some friends that come and stay with you for the rest of your life. sighs sighs.