impossible

i don't know....think tooo muchie...

wow...people doubt my mando skills. but it was uncle jack.....thought that i couldn'tunderstand him...but it dun matter...because i can. it's all good. if an adult doubts my abilities, that's alrights....but if someone my age that knows me and questions my abilities even though knowing me what i would consider very well...i'll get a tad mad...and when a person totally misinterprets me even though i though they knew me well....i'll be very mad. and after all that...i'll question was the whole thing worth it...maybe if someone that knew me well can misunderstand me so horribly...then maybe it wasn't worth it.

maybe the loss is just something i feel and not what you feel.

i can't take back my words...and what you think i meant was not what i meant.

i don't know why you are so far away, but i know that somehow, i'll get through it.

...I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand....
but that is just first instanct..and the second...face it no matter how it feels. and i am choose thing latter.

a sense of loss

does it feel like you've lossed something? or is it just me feeling it?

meh....

sighs sighs...