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i'm reading some of my thoughts....hm.......and i find em hillarious...keke^^:D:P

limits

i am....

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wow......that's even better than my great wall of smiles.....kekek^^:D:P

all in all

everything will come and go and life will just move on. so....everything is alright now.

i will forget hopefully....most likely not.....

optimism

optimism is not to ignore the present circumstance we are in. being optimistic is to look around the situation and not directly into the storm of it all. optimism isn't to be numb to everything else that is around.

optimism like love is supposed to make you see more and accept more. optimism is not to be used as an excuse.

optimism is an outlook on life that not all people achieve.

it may have been easy for one person to achieve, maybe not the same for everyone else.

args......

frustrated at everything. get the fucking hell away from me......args......i am immature. that's how i handle every problem, but pushing everyone away and taking one big step back....=.= args.

i'll learn to take care of myself better.

if i have friends like you, why would i need enemies?

changing

blah.....

in my eyes....i still don't think you care.....or you care in a preverted sense that makes no sense.

blah.....and so yes....i'm immature because i'm not like you. maybe i don't want to be like you.

to forget the things that make up me is to kill me......

i'm angry and dissappointed, but at what.....i don't know.

blah.....

emotions and knowledge of an emotion is different. you can't expect the world to be like you. because knowledge of an emtion is greater than the emtion its self does not make emotions not important.

my perspective of the world won't change. to be optimistic is not to be insensitive. and you'd say that's in your nature. blah.

angry and resentful. don't talk to me, don't message me, don't call me, don't remember that i exsist.

people get sick of complaints then don't care about them...just listen and then ignore them. i can handle with the ignoring, i can't handle the trying to change me into a "better" person part. maybe i'm not ready and by saying it like that to me isn't the way for it to work. you can't whack someone over and over until you get you way. it doesn't work that way. i know you are concerned with the better of me, but you must learn to project yourself better. by causing indignation within the person you are trying to help does not work.

i'd be lying when i say i don't care. i'd be lying if i said i really hate you. i'd be lying if i said i don't want to change.

selfishness...what the fuck is that?!?! everyone is selfish and there is no such thing as being less selfish.

you want the better of me.....it's not to whack me the way you did. sometimes a hit with reality works, sometimes...it doesn't. what worked once doesn't work all the time.

if you are sick of my complaints....just walk away from me.

football game

oh oh oh, missing another day of school. it's a legitamite skip. well i'm at home by my lonesome, and well keke^^:D:P i'm gonna be working on some stupid math assignment because i wanna get a good mark on it. sighs sighs. i fail life, and i fail calc. boooo. it's only worth 5% but at least that will average out my test mark. keke^^:D:P so yes.....i am hoping to do very very well.

yes....my mid-term...is a smack dab 80%. i will never be able to raise that stupid carroll's mark...sighs sighs sighs. everyone else seems to do so much better, but oh wellz, they are who they are and i am who i am. i know i can get a better mark in calc....i just noe i can!

hm......

for diversity....i am really really sure that i can get a higher mark too. keke^^:D:P so yeah....so i know even if i do horribly at a 75 in carroll's class, i will be able to still get that 80 average that i really really want this semester.

now, back to hmwk....