this is for val who won't listen to the song that was posted. you didn't even give it a shot and try to listen to the words! args! and val, don't you dare fricken skim through this either! yes val, that was a threat! after reading all of it, you'd understand why i said this is much like rache!

boy: ah ching, will you please listen to me?
girl: oh wait, looks like there is a new movie in the theatres.
boy: ha? but i....
girl: oh comeon, let's go. i'll meet you at the theatre. if i don't see you, i won't leave.

after a while, they meet up at the theatre

girl: oh looks like you were in more of a rush to see me. you arrived sooo early
boy: i have something to say
girl: oh look, it's still very early, we still have time to go grab a bite. let's go get something!
boy: just listen to me
girl: i don't want to listen ar!
boy: i don't like you anymore. let's just be friends.
girl: i can't. can you just pretend you didn't say those words? can i just pretend that i was hearing things? i know you love me alot. if you didn't, you wouldn't have came sooo early right?
boy: no, that's not it. why don't you just wake up? i have something to do. i have to go now. buh-bye.
girl: don't!

girl calls a friend

friend: why did you call me so urgently? please say something. if you don't say anything to me, i don't know how to help you. cry, if you have tears, just cry. it will let you feel better.
girl: why did he have to leave me? what did i do wrong? doesn't he know that i love him alot?
friend: oh, you and ah long broke up ar?
girl: hm
friend: he doesn't want you, that's his loss.

i'm assuming it's a few hours/days later

girl: no. stop lying to me. stop saying sweet words to me.
friend: don't be like this. even if you are this way now, he isn't going to come back to be at your side. why should you bother yourself like this?
girl: what can i do now? i have nothing left!
friend: who said you had nothing left? even if the world didn't want you or didn't care about you, you would still have this good friend!

some guy/ narrator

at times, we really don't want to face reality. but never try to run away and avoid it. if you try to run away, what you lost will only become more. break ups are not armageddon, this is because there will be many more wonderful things that are waiting to happen in your life. when you look at love, don't be too uptight about it; in the end, it would only result into more hurt. if you want to cry, cry every single tear out. after crying so much, you will eventually see things even more clearly than you did before.

see val, just because you think chinese songs are stupid don't mean that they are. args. you can't make songs like this in english because they just don't work.

sighs, it's sooo pathetic to try to live a lie. why do people try so hard to not face reality? why is so hard to just see the truth? why is it so hard to live? just because life is hard it is no reason to kill yourself.

what did you do wrong? now it doesn't really matter what you did wrong. the point is, are you able to move past your fault

this is Val....Sabz is being kicked off my computer now...bye bye!

just because you got ditched for a guy does not mean that you have nothing. when you were born, you weren't only to love one. you are meant to find love all over. no matter how much you loved someone, if it wasn't meant to be, it won't be.

cheating on a person is not ever justified ever. never.

onto a happier note, i think i may go shopping today with val? keke^^ it's all good. that means i can get bbt. yeah yeah!! keke^^

I LOVE YOU!!

my friend is suicidal. but which person is not? sighs sighs. you can't live with you actions, you don't want to fight for your life, so you want to die? sighs sighs. is diying over a mistake you made worth dying for? sighs sighs. thinking about it....it's just making me cry. but it's not like you can see my tears. it's not like you can feel my heart's sorrow. sighs, i pray that you will see that living is so much more difficult than dying. even though living is so difficult, it doesn't mean that you shouldn't live.

i love you, i care what happens.

you can't love the one your with till their dead. you cannot pretend that you didn't hear the words that you didn't want to hear. you must move on. just because someone doesn't love you anymore doesn't mean your loosing anything. have you ever asked why when you get dumped your friends always say that they are the ones that are missing out? the truth is, if it was meant to be, you wouldn't feel this pain. you can love till the end of time, but what's the use if they don't love you back? making yourself feel pain is no way for a person to come back to you. so many break ups, but yet time and time again i've been able to cope. i am not that weak. just look forward, not till the past. bfs/gfs come and go, but friends remain. don't worry about it. if it was your time, it will happen. keke^^