Saturday, January 08, 2005

困獸之鬥

我在陰暗中降落
wo zai yin an zhong jiang luo
世界在雨中淹沒
shi jie zai yu zhong yan mo
畫面與現實交錯
hua mian yu xian shi jiao cuo
無法抽離卡在胸口
wu fa chou li ka zai xiong kou
軀殼如行屍走肉
qu ke ru xing shi zou rou
陷阱漩渦我已受夠
xian jing xuan wo wo yi shou gou
掙脫逃離這個空洞
zheng tuo tao li zhe ge kong dong
如果
ru guo
我衝出黑幕籠罩的天空
wo chong chu he mu long zhao de tian kong
就別(想)再綑綁我的自由
jiu bie (xiang) zai kun bang wo de zi you

在狂風之中
zai kuang feng zhi zhong
嘶吼
si hou
作困獸之鬥
zuo kun shou zhi dou
我奮力衝破
wo fen li chong po
封閉的思緒震開裂縫
feng bi de si xu zhen kai lie feng
燃燒的花朵
ran shao de hua duo
升空
sheng kong
消失在空中
xiao shi zai kong zhong
記憶在剝落
ji yi zai bo luo
殘留的影像輪廓
can liu de ying xiang lun kuo
潰散在薄霧中
kui san zai bo wu zhong

擱淺

久未放晴的天空
jiu wei fang qing de tian kong
依舊留著妳的笑容
yi jiu liu zhe ni de xiao rong
哭過
ku guo
卻無法掩埋歉疚
que wu fa yan mai qian jiu
風箏在陰天擱淺
feng zheng zai yin tian ge qian
想念還在等待救援
xiang nian hai zai deng dai jiu yuan
我拉著線
wo la zhe xian
複習妳給的溫柔
fu xi ni gei de wen rou
曝曬在一旁的寂寞
pu shai zai yi pang de ji mo
笑我給不起承諾
xiao wo gei bu qi cheng nuo
怎麼會怎麼會
zen me hui zen me hui
妳竟原諒了我
ni jing yuan liang le wo

我只能永遠讀著對白
wo zhi neng yong yuan du zhe dui bai
讀著我給妳的傷害
du zhe wo gei ni de shang hai
我原諒不了我
wo yuan liang bu liao wo
就請妳當作我已不在
jiu qing ni dang zuo wo yi bu zai
我睜開雙眼
wo zheng kai shuang yan
看著空白
kan zhe kong bai
忘記妳對我的期待
wang ji ni dui wo de qi dai
讀完了依賴
du wan le yi lai
我很快就離開
wo hen kuai jiu li kai

藉口

翻著我們的照片
fan zhe wo men de zhao pian
想念若隱若現
xiang nian ruo yin ruo xian
去年的冬天
qu nian de dong tian
我們笑得很甜
wo men xiao de hen tian
看著妳哭泣的臉
kan zhe ni ku qi de lian
對著我說再見
dui zhe wo shuo zai jian
來不及聽見
lai bu ji ting jian
妳已走得很遠
ni yi zou de hen yuan
也許妳已經放棄我
ye xu ni yi jing fang qi wo
也許已經很難回頭
ye xu yi jing hen nan hui tou
我知道是自己錯過
wo zhi dao shi zi ji cuo guo
請再給我一個理由說妳不愛我
qing zai gei wo yi ge li you shuo ni bu ai wo
就算是我不懂
jiu suan shi wo bu dong
能不能原諒我
neng bu neng yuan liang wo
請不要把分手當作妳的請求
qing bu yao ba fen shou dang zuo ni de qing qiu
我知道堅持要走是妳受傷的藉口
wo zhi dao jian chi yao zou shi ni shou shang de jie kou
請妳回頭
qing ni hui tou
我會陪妳一直走到最後
wo hui pei ni yi zhi zou dao zui hou
就算沒有結果
jiu suan mei you jie guo
我也能夠承受
wo ye neng gou cheng shou
我知道妳的痛
wo zhi dao ni de tong
是我給的承諾
shi wo gei de cheng nuo
妳說給過我縱容
ni shuo gei guo wo zong rong
沉默是因為包容
chen mo shi yin wei bao rong
如果要走
ru guo yao zou
請妳記得我
qing ni ji de wo
如果難過
ru guo nan guo
請妳忘了我
qing ni wang liao wo

"Good Lives"

Theres a plastic dwarf warlord in the cereal box and
Hes licking off the sugar off the breakfast if chumps
Promise that forever we will never get better at growing up and learning to lie
There is no floor 13 theres not even a second story
You got one to tell and its sad as hell
Promise that forever we will never get better at growing up and learning to lie
Prep school kid with wall street glib
Got a suit and a tie and a record with winners
Promise that forever we will never get better at growing up and learning to lie

Im on my way back home now
Good lives are gold, like the oldest story
Will mine be told while im still young and horney
I know my role is to be a confusion
Set the clock back when Im growing old

This kid came over and I let him crash
But he went into my wallet and he grabbed my cash
Promise that forever we will never get better at growing up and learning to lie
And a good girlfriend she turned me in
I was lying with my eyes about adultery sin
Promise that forever we will never get better at growing up and learning to lie
Im on my way back home now
Good lives are gold, like the oldest story
Will mine be told while im still young and horney
I know my role is to be all confusion
Set the clock back we're not growing old

Never wanted to be like you or all the rest
Ive always been the first one to settle for second best
I never wanted to be I never wanted to be I never wanted to be
Like you

Good lives are gold, like the oldest story
Will mine be told while im still young and horney
I know my role is to be a confusion
Set the clock back when Im growing old
Promise that forever we will never get better at growing up and learning to lie x4

typing away

i haven't typed here for sooo long.....man....and through these days....i haven't even talked about my day at school...how i feel.....what is happening in my life. but then again.....if i did, i probably would write that down something else or sumthing. dunno......when i talk about my life....and all my complaints...people get sick of hearing it and reading it and whatnot. so blah...what they don't know can't hurt them, can't offend them. and if i felt like telling someone....i would. so it's alrights.

i saw all those people i offended by telling sooo much stuff to in my life....

asian singers...

okie....most singers at least on the hk charts can't sing in concerts....you wonder why?!?!? it's because they can't sing period....most asians just can't sing well....not that they can't....it just doesn't come naturally and you must practice very very hard. i mean....yes, there will always be expections and what not...but yeah...

but n e whoo....dunno why i felt like i wanted to say that....i just did....

hm.....

almost finished my mickey puzzle.....after that...

oh so very very tired

hm.....let's see......i don't like sympatico....but i think i'll just haveta live with it some more since i'm leaving for uni in like a few months...so it's pointless to go and switch since no one else in my family uses the internet besides myself cause most of the times my sister is at home....blah....msn....grrr

well n e whoo....not doing tooo badly these days

totally failing calculas. i don't know why i'm sooo stupid in math...sighs.....dunno...

sighs sighs.....

but either way....i suppose i'll still pass the course blah.....oh wellz....

think of taking night class next year....i don't know....just interested....need something going on in my life...maybe i'll get a job...hm...yes.....job.....