you can stare at the world with wide eyes and still not understand it

yes, you can stare at the world with wide eyes and still neversee what you have missed all these years.

you can try to listen, feel, and maybe possibly smell everything and still miss every little detail in between.

the world is moving quickly, and so are the people in it. oh....when you look at people these days, pc's have higher speed interent. pc have higher capacity memory and higher speed. cars have better acceleration, better engines that allow that vrooom vroom to be super speedy. but in the end what does this cause? most people such as teenagers die in car accidents. car accidents are one of the major causes for teen deaths....i think suicide and smoking are in this.....but still....

speed on a healthy level does well, but does it always? probably not.

don't ever complain to me that my driving is bad. don't complain my driving is too slow. don't complain to me that i don't drive safe....because if so.....don't ever come near my car or ask me for a ride. there's time to improve...always....

yupz yupz.....dunno....whatever...

normal ramblings of the mind.....too much crap to spit out.....haven't talked to many people lately...meh...no big deal...it's alright i suppose....

no hate...no hate.....

天地驕陽

一個 太陽 天際 地上幫你去找尋找不到的理想
閃爍 漂亮 主角快登場 一身金光的你今天應該領獎

來自奧地利來自智利 來自香巷地同樣明媚
來自香港地同樣嬌媚 彼此都曬出一塊里程碑

讓我去熱烈地演譯 怎去曬到最出色
你要我出擊 世界要見識 凡被太陽
撫摸過的都得到原色讓我去熱烈地演譯
這個永遠老相識 一身膚色 只因我最賣力
在天與地任我演譯 火舞魅力
(退我本色 忘我出力 熱最刺激 熱到終點)

只要 向上 壯敬 自強不信 有光明竟找不到理想
天闊 路長 相信 那驕陽花火一般的你怎會用冷霜

汽車酒店

橫越亞洲　跟你逃走
今個站　巴西可以去看足球
橫越美洲　大雪很厚
先暢遊　花都點客法國蝸牛

入夜了怎算　找間經濟汽車酒店
關起燈　抱住你好暖
傾天光　都也不倦

橫豎過十年　還未到中年
我要浪漫地活　未來他朝先算
陪住你十年　流浪夠四千天
真的玩夠了　我識得收手
歸家去睡眠

橫越亞洲　跟你逃走
經過倫敦　請跟我去看鐘樓
橫越澳洲　後勁不夠
先至回家當主婦也算風流

落大雨怎算　找間經濟汽車酒店
濕恤衫　對著那風扇
吹一天　煮個杯麵

＊期限有十年　能共你痴纏
　再去盡力學做　別人普通家眷
　還未坐定前　同伴尚有得選
　今天不百厭　怕青春苦短
　一轉眼就完＊

REPEAT＊

another stupid song on my list none the less.....just got bored...felt like searching for something and posting....so yeah...XP

last cry

*though it seemed like love was our destiny, you could never love me the way i wanted you to. i shed my last tear with you. i cried my last cry with you. i'm saying good bye to you. after all we've been through.*

dunno....just listening to some songs....egh....it's not my peice of work....and i actually don't know the actual person who wrote the song, but the songs called last cry.....that's all i know.

dunno....

sad songs make a soul more sad? nah nah, listening to music like this, it makes me smile and see that i've gotten over that stage of the importance of being with someone. gotten over the stage and trauma of me being single.

things don't always work my way. most times it does because i use all my energy to MAKE it that way.

putting a face on to hide your sadness was something i taught. but yet coming from me it's a hypocritical statement. because i will always be one of those sensitive people that will always show the disappointment, sadness, anger, hate, my every every emotion on my face whether or not people want to see it or not. it's my life, "meen hai oi dui" or basically, "face is what i loose/ruin/fuck over." but you know what? if a human were to live behind a "face" then what are you then? you are JUST ANOTHER FACE in the whole world of many! dunno....i mean, good people, bad people, the innocent, the guilty, everyone hides behind a face or whatever. but i mean, yes, sometimes, to be someone that sticks out of the crowd you must be someone who conforms with the crowd, but sometimes radical ideas are original, different and unique.

meh...whateve....

i'm luvin it

oh mickeydee's? keke^^:D:P haven't eaten that stuff since like egh....last year? kinda craving a fish fillet. i finally understand why i can be super stuffed and like two hours later i'm super hungry again. it's stupid stupid suga....but hey....it tastes good while it lasts.

meh....i'm not that weight conscious. i'm more like calorie conscious. i try to maintain a 2000 calorie per day diet. that is unless i do alot of exercise and need to eat more...then i'd eat some protein to help restore my muscle. but that's bout it. meh....

dunno......

it's funnay really......

tired...

practice safe lunch, use a condiment.....kekek^^:D:P funnay funnay!!!!

and so i'm tired.....must finish my applicant background summary form though. sighs sighs. but i'll do it after i've slept and waken up.....grrr....

i pretend to be my mother writing documents.....sooo illigal....only if her english were better. sighs sighs....

meh=tire tired....