Monday, February 23, 2004

i am not a loser!!! just cause i practiced my writing...it's not my fault. keke^^ it looks sooo preeeeeety ar....keke^^ well at least it's bettter than my own chinese...hm.....l8a l8a...leaving like pc now.....l8a l8a
hm......sensei coming la....hm....trying to like not do work....i'll do it l8a....and i'll do it at home. but being with friends...i have no substantial thoughts. hm.....should stop staring...args args....should should...but do not...and cannot...args args.....going to toronto this wednesday....hm.....who the heck is looking over my shoulder.....being like super conscious....trying not to be caught....i'm looking at the teacher...but typing.....so i'm not really like listening. that's not kool. hm. i should really really should pay attention la. but i actually cant. plus....i should really stop staring. args args.....
okay....now i'm bored....and i do not wanna like go to the site that i'm supposed to be going to....args args...soooo seeeeeee booooring la...args args....nothing to do. hm...some girl has nice platforms...hm....teacher's coming....maybe....this classie hoe moe lui ar!!!! soooo velly moe lui!!!!! save me la!!!!
yeah......soooo like boring....args args.....tying for something.....i'm supposed top be doing something...btu i'm not...keke^^

my immortal
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along

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Thursday, April 24, 2003.

kekek^^ successful like link la. sooo happy ar!!!! kekeke^^ happy!!!! got my link on to my site. soooo good....kekek^^ keke^^ happy happy happy. sioghs sighs bum bum. rachel my sun shine gurl...you are unhappy?!?!?! sighs sighs. i wish i could give you the world and put smiles on your face. sighs sighs. but as i know....and see....giving you happiness i cannot. sighs sighs. hm.....tired tired. so velly velly tired. hm...looking at MR. TURKEY today....keke^^ how fun it is...but then again...his mommeeee is my japanese teach....kekeke....funnay funnay....yupz yupz
sighs. it amazes me how much time i spend on the pc. hm...in japanese classie la. kekek^^ fun ma? keke^^ it sure is. keke^^ as you see....as jenny says...i have my own posse....keke^^ not pussy la....egh....let's jsut not go there. keke^^ stupid stupid joke la. typing fast enough? hm. trying not to get caught. sooo many people reading over my shoulder la. keke^^ sooo funnay la. oh wellz. no big deal la. hm. talking about like skiing in japan. keke^^. well we're talking about the map of japan. man....i soooo nead a life!!!! save me ar!!! hm.....did i make another enemy? i hope not. sighs sighs. but i think i have again. args args...sux sum ass!!! args......sooooo darnded hot in the stupid t.a.blakelock lab!!! the stupid keyboard is in french ar!!~!! good thing i'm good with my own lab. but why should i bother to like care that people are looking over my shoulder? i'm like posting this on line anyways. sooo funnay.. hm.... a site that we are using on line...keke^^ the most stupidest thing ever......but oh wellz...oakville actually looks preeeeety la...http://www.opas.gr.jp/neyagawa/sankakoku=go/e/e23/e234/e2342.htm.......nice site? hm....i don't think i did it right. but i hope i linked it right? it's actually very pretty if you ask me. keke^^ oakville looks sooo clean!!!! soooo clean ar!!!! and it's soooo polluted here and now.....soooo sai funnay la.....jkekek^^