well now, sabby here hasta go and do more cario work out. sighs sighs. hm. well i'll just haveta go running more with my sista. but then again, i've never really been good at running to begin with. sighs sighs. i can sprint, but i can never like run distance. sighs sighs. i hate running long distance runs....args args.....but i suppose that's what i have to practice on. my lungs hurt alot.....hm. maybe that's why i should go on a treadmill instead of an elliptical. hm. maybe maybe. well i want to drop to 120 again. so i suppose that's what i should do. args args. jacky's mommy says i care 130 pounds very well. it doesn't really show anywhere. the only place that it shows a really little is my tummy. but even my tummy is small and pretty much flat n e ways. so meh....oh wellz.
hm.....blue and red? does that match? hm. well me no noe. sighs sighs.
well i haveta like work on cardio because i can't run distance.....args args.....
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Monday, August 23, 2004
WHAT THE HELL???? this entry goes out to my friend rache
HOLY SHIT!!!! what the hell? am i not your frickin friend you fricken bum bum and a half! args args. you make yourself sound all alone and shit. args. you make yourself sound more depressing than you really are. are you really asking for pity? are you really in that much need of attention. oh i see, that's why you have to go out with someone different every day right? you can't stand being at home and being bored because YOU just can't stand it? you don't bother reading my blog. yeah i know it's long, and i know it's stupid at times......but you've never come recently to read my blog have you? do you even bother read the comments i leave you? you know, from now on, if you want answers or help....maybe you should come to me, then at least i will find out if you truly need or care for me as i thought you did. you aren't the person i thought you were girl. you have changed, or at least was different. you know, some of my thoughts are even about you or to you. but you don't bother reading them because well, you have too little time for anyone but yourself. i am not saying you are self-centered, i'm saying you are self-concerned. honestly, you should be girl. you have issues that only you yourself can solve. yeah, i'm being mean and i'm being cruel, but is that my fault now?
holy crappers, no one messages you on msn? never have once you messaged me....EVER!!!! even when you say you are away, i leave you a message to just see how you are doing, but you never ever have once left a message for me....ever! instead, all you say about my messages or at least hint at it is saying that they are annoying because your pc lags. now who in hell's fault is it that your fricken pc fricken lags? holy crap.
don't make yourself sound pathetic. don't make other people to have reason to give you pity la. you make yourself into who you are....but you really haven't molded yourself in to much.
don't go being jealous of all the things people do or at least get to do. it's not their fault that they don't ask for attention. i'm being mean and cruel again, i'm sorry. but a person has their limits too. you treated me as if i were invisible!!!! don't you go writing an entry on how special i am and how i am your friend in shit now. it's already tooo late! i don't need that shit from you now. i mean. i'll still always treat you as my friend. i'll still even watch out for your back. and i know if ne one asked you if you'd do the same, you prolly would say yes. but i don't know if you could honestly do it. seriously......you treated as if i were INVISIBLE!!! one thing i hate the most besides being hated because i like to act chinese, is to not be seen when i really try hard to help! you don't have to give me credit or anything.....but nowhere in your made up pathetic life do you once think that n e one cares. if you think no one cares....no one will. my goodness....girl....you have alot of growing up to do ar......
i'll get over it i know, but holy crap.......you don't understand how pissed i am. i mean, it's as if you think i'm invisible. i'm a friend or at least i thought you were to me. but honestly, you make me sound as if you don't know me. honestly, i don't think you even need a friend like me. you sure don't sound like you need one like me because you do such a great job at pretending i'm not there. and i know you don't need this shit from me either. going out with a certain group of friends does not equal that they care or do not. going out with a certain guy does not mean it's fun or not fun. going out with a guy in preticular can mean that he just wants to get in your pants. we warn you.....you just don't listen. you make mistakes....you feel shitty....now who's fault is that now? yours. you don't go blaming it on others....but sometimes...subconsciously....some of that blaming does come out. no one wants everything to be on themselves....even when you say it is all yours. do you say it's all your fault just to get attention? holy crap!
holy crappers, no one messages you on msn? never have once you messaged me....EVER!!!! even when you say you are away, i leave you a message to just see how you are doing, but you never ever have once left a message for me....ever! instead, all you say about my messages or at least hint at it is saying that they are annoying because your pc lags. now who in hell's fault is it that your fricken pc fricken lags? holy crap.
don't make yourself sound pathetic. don't make other people to have reason to give you pity la. you make yourself into who you are....but you really haven't molded yourself in to much.
don't go being jealous of all the things people do or at least get to do. it's not their fault that they don't ask for attention. i'm being mean and cruel again, i'm sorry. but a person has their limits too. you treated me as if i were invisible!!!! don't you go writing an entry on how special i am and how i am your friend in shit now. it's already tooo late! i don't need that shit from you now. i mean. i'll still always treat you as my friend. i'll still even watch out for your back. and i know if ne one asked you if you'd do the same, you prolly would say yes. but i don't know if you could honestly do it. seriously......you treated as if i were INVISIBLE!!! one thing i hate the most besides being hated because i like to act chinese, is to not be seen when i really try hard to help! you don't have to give me credit or anything.....but nowhere in your made up pathetic life do you once think that n e one cares. if you think no one cares....no one will. my goodness....girl....you have alot of growing up to do ar......
i'll get over it i know, but holy crap.......you don't understand how pissed i am. i mean, it's as if you think i'm invisible. i'm a friend or at least i thought you were to me. but honestly, you make me sound as if you don't know me. honestly, i don't think you even need a friend like me. you sure don't sound like you need one like me because you do such a great job at pretending i'm not there. and i know you don't need this shit from me either. going out with a certain group of friends does not equal that they care or do not. going out with a certain guy does not mean it's fun or not fun. going out with a guy in preticular can mean that he just wants to get in your pants. we warn you.....you just don't listen. you make mistakes....you feel shitty....now who's fault is that now? yours. you don't go blaming it on others....but sometimes...subconsciously....some of that blaming does come out. no one wants everything to be on themselves....even when you say it is all yours. do you say it's all your fault just to get attention? holy crap!
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