something's different

well, it' weird. very very weird. well i start my entires with saying that alot. meh. but this summer isn't my typical boring me depressed on. for some reason, i feel like soo happy and refreshed.

i don't know what's sooo great about this summer, but i'm sooo satisfied and happy for some reason! seriously, i have no idea why, but i am. keke^^:D:P

well two years from now, i think i'm going to go back to hk. hm. if i were to fly to some place, where would be the closest pit stop somewhere in the asian lands? sighs sighs. i wonder if i'd have enough. prolly not enough. meh....i'll just haveta wait till i marry like a rich husband. yeah, i'm not a gold digger mind you....seriously, i ain't. i just say that alot.

i mean, if i ever fall in love with anyone, i want it to be all the right reason, not because i'm some gold digging bitch that cares about money more than love.

well yeah, normally, summer is a time where i mope around and miss all my friends. normally summer is a time where i go out with many of these friends that i miss but still feel hollow inside. normally summer is a time where i get to see all those people i so rarely see because of school......meh.

i wonder if i'll have a date to grad/prom this year. meh. me no noe.

yeah....don't know why i'm thinking about the future already. i don't know...but for some reason....i think that this year is going to go by super fast. some of my bonds of friendship will be tested again and again. those that truly are my friends, were my friends will forever stay my friends. i suppose that after graduation is the real turning point in my life. sighs.

i'm like teary eyed, and crying just thinking about going back to school and then graduating from it. meh.....you know...i've noticed that most of my friends are asian to begin with. meh. it's funny. but seriously, i think this year i'm going to be a recluse and just sit in the corner and study my ass of. sighs sighs. meh.....

Strangeness

keke^^:d:P for some strange reason, all my stuffed animals have that distinct look on their face. i don't know. well, when my sister and i were still young, we would get stuffed animals in pairs. for some strange reason, i always liked the fiercer looking ones more than i prefered my sister's friendly ones. i mean, i have a fine exampel of this. okay. when my sister was say....egh....12.....and i was like 8, my uncle bought a pair of dogs. one was brown and the other one was yellow. the yellow one was a female, so ofcourse she just looked very friendly and bright. the brown dog was supposedly the male one, he was friendly, but had this look in his eyes of like being fierce. okie. and then comes my favourite......"su su" also known as charley the rodent, and my butterscotch. at first, "su su" was mine, but then my sister wanted it, and she said i could trade it for n e of the stuffed animals she had....i took butterscotch. okay.....butterscotch well looks rather stupid because he has no eyes. but even through it, it seems like he is thinking all the time. now to egh...mr. wei wei foxy. keke^^:D:P well, i used to hate foxes, but in the past two years or so, i have learnt to love em alot. keke^^:D:P well mr. wei wei foxy, well he just has this look of being clever. i don't know.....maybe it's what people would say cunning.....

okay, you people all think i'm weird or sumthing, i can just feel it, but seriously, compared to my sister....i have always liked the stuffed animals that look friendly, but with that tad look of determination. i have always liked stuffed animals that were actually huggable preferable to those that were just there to put on display. i always prefered stuffed animals that had a distinctive look. i don't know why.....i just do. maybe this kinda demonstrates alot of about myself. maybe in ways that i never really thought about, until now that is. coming to think about it, i really find it strange. meh....

Schedule....keke^^:D:P

well let's see, i'll go posting my schedule up here. keke^^:D:P

oh yeah....i have like mr. Wei Wei foxy sitting on my lap. yes val, he is staring at me typing on the keyboard grinning. keke^^:D:P he has this very funky like almost brand new smell to him! i don't know why, but this smell just always triggers funny memories. keke^^:D:P i don't know why, but i think the place that i bought him at like soaked in it's smell. i have no idea. i really just love mr. Wei Wei Foxy. keke^^:D:P he's just sooo darned adorable! keke^^:D:P if i had a web cam...i'd take a pic of him and i and smile and do that peice sign as usual! keke^^:D:P

well yeah...here goes my scedule......totally brutal if you ask me.....but i'm not going to do the asian six pack n e more.

First Semester

• Challenge and Change in Society
• Calculus
• Family Diversity
• Lunch
• Geometry

Second Semester

• Data
• English
• Lunch
• Biology
• Food and Nutrition

Well just to warn you people, i'm going to pass up on the chance to take physics. i'm also going to pass up data and geometry if i don't need it. keke^^:D:P so yeah....keke^^:D:P great fun ain't it? keke^^:D:P

yupz yupz. going to go to bed soon. me exhausted from a whole day of boring my ass off. hm.....bri...have fun.....and don't you worry......i'll end up calling you even if you are on minutes when i've gone over the top bored. keke^^:D:P

yeah, no more ConGEE!!!

yeah yeah. eke^^ it's sweet~~ keke^^:D:P yeah yeah. been eating congee for like the past 4, 5 meals. and if you know me, i really really don't like congee. well i do like congee, only if it's like "thousand year old egg, and lean meat" congee. keke^^:D:P it's like the only type i eat. but it's sooo disgusting after like eating it like for breakfast, lunch and din and last night din too! args args.

then my daddy goes and buys me fish and chips!!! yeah yeah!!! me love fish and chips! keke^^:D:P plus...he bought beans jst so i would eat em. keke^^:D:P green beans seasoned with black beans is my fave dish. keke^^:D:P and the way my daddy makes em just tastes sooo goodie. keke^^:D:P

yupz yupz. i mean....it kinda hurts to like eat/ chew. but i do so n e ways. keke^^:D:P tastes good enough for me! keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. i hate eating mush! that's why i hate congee, and i hate like oatmeal. keke^^:D:P plus....just looking at like mushie stuff make me wanna puke. meh. keke^^:d:P yaya!!!

de gym!

well let's see, i haven't gone all week. and i ahve come to the conclusion that whenever my mommy doesn't work....i will go to the gym....except on tuesdays because i have tutor at like 4:30. keke^^:d:P yupz yupz. so everytime after school, i would walk home from school, change into gym clothes, and then well.....go to the gym. keke^^:D:P how fun aye? at least i'll be fit. keke^^:D:P yaya!!!

yupz yupz. keke^^:D:P my mommy doesn't worke like three days a week, so on those three days, i'll go to the gym. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz.

school's starting. does n e one wanna do n e thing before school starts? keke^^:D:P

gotsta fix my like bodily clock though. so yeah. keke^^:D:P that's going to be an easy job. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. keke^^:D:P yeah yeah!!!

keke^^:D:P wowwie.....i think i laugh alot

keke^^:D:P well yeah yeah. i think i laugh alot. but i think that comes to no surprise to most of everyone out there. keke^^:D:P well for din din......i'll eat like fish and chips.....

keke^^:D:P how yum aye?!?!? even though yum cha would be sooo muchie betta!!! keke^^:D:P

everyone's busy today keke^^:D:P

val's out with t.....
cat is out at sq1 buying a chair....
bri, he's at home and i have no idea what he's doing. prolly dAing as usual. but meh...that's what he likes....
ray, she's always out......if not...she'll drive her car somewhere. all the time....oh wellz....that's what she likes...keke^^:D:P
well most of those people who go to churchie will be going to like fs. sighs sighs...

hope jean has like passed her driving test!!!

Val's Sucha Sweetie TOO!!!!

aw. well, yesterday, i was going to get my wisdom teeth pulled out. but i ended up only pulling out one! oh wellz. keke^^:D:P but it doesn't hurt n e ways. at least not as much as everyone says. i just say i have a high tolerance for pain. that's all. keke^^:D:P

well yeah, i come home at like 4:58....and she just finished leaving a message on my answering machine!!! keke^^:D:P feel sooo priviledged!!! it's the first time that she ever left a message for me! keke^^:D:P she's sucha sweetie pooh!!!

man....i have a load of sweetie pooh friends! keke^^:D:P yeah yeah!!!! keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. keke^^:D:P

yupz yupz. love em all!!! keke^^:D:P

She's Sucha Sweetie!

aw. well outta nowhere today......cat comes and calls me around like 5ish. keke^^:D:P sucha sweetie. keke^^:d:P she has a date with another guy named ken.....ken lo? keke^^:D:P sooo cute!!! keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. they followed out on their "yum cha" thing. keke^^:D:P i can see why he was surprised when she asked him to lunch or sumthing. keke^^:D:P well, that's cause most girls don't.....and those that do are very let's say.....like to fool around kinda thing. keke^^:D:P but i supose it's good that you suprise people because they don't see you as that fooling around type of gal. keke^^:D:P and that's why they are surprised about you not always going to a club. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. meh......

keke^^:D:P

let's see, my summer....

so let's start from june. that's when summer really starts.

well let's see....

in june......after exams....it was cold and wet..soooo annoying. while studying for exams, the weather was great....and then after exams....ew....wet and soggy!

well right after exams....i weighed myself....i was 118!!! something i was very very proud of staying for like 3 years.....and then....two days later...sighs sighs....i'm 132.....sighs sighs. i haven't lost much of that weight actually, but i'm loosing it very very very gradually. i'm starting to eat less, but still eat and drink more fluids. sighs sighs. i haven't gone to the docs yet....but there is something wrong...there must be!

well yeah......about like a week an a half after exams.....i had summer school....what i have abbreviated to be ss. keke^^:D:P i love abbreviations...except when it comes to strangers on the telephone calling me sabby, or sabz instead of sabina.
well at ss.....natalie was in my class. by the second week of it, she met this guy...and she like practically did stuff with him every day. and like two weeks into august, i found out that they were broken up. man. people and their relationships. blah. yeah....met a few great people that i don't think i will ever talk to again....but hey.......it was nice having them around to laugh with or laugh at. keke^^:D:P

well let's see....about into the second or third week of ss....ken lin, or ken lam....whatever you know him as......like asks me to go to pd with him. of course.....i go. keke^^:D:P but the main intention was so that he could find one of his ex's a gift. meh. it was fun. keke^^:D:P then on that saturday....i go out with him again because he actually needed to buy it. yeah...got pissed off cause of jealousy cause i've never had someone give me a gift like that. but oh wellz......love and money are not the same thing. all my friends have meant the world to me at one time or other....so money doesn't mean n e thing. if love could be converted to money, i'd be rich! keke^^:D:P

well yeah....and then like a few days later......more like when summer school almost ended.....cat, ken's ex, messages me. keke^^:DP it was like a total shocker to me, but it was kinda cool. keke^^:D:P she's a cool chick. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. it was sucha surprise that i like met her through the internet first too! keke^^:D:P we planned like to go to br or sum bbt place when she came back. and that's exactly what we did. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz.

well yeah....most of my sumer was summer school, talking to jenny, val, natalie, and cat.....and the occasional ken and bri. keke^^:D:P

oh yeah....bri's a sweetie. all the times that i've asked him to come with me to some place, he like comes just because i asked him too! he's sucha sweetie. like honestly, i would have gone alone if he hadn't come with me!!! keke^^:D:P keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. it's sooo sweet!!! keke^6:d:P yupz yupz. honestly, i like love that kid to death, even though he has his moment of such coldness and cruelnes, but hey, everyone does! so yeah. keke^^:D:P

keke^^:D:P

well you see, school is starting in about like egh.... three four days? keke^^:D:P

and i'm like complete thrilled you see. i don't have any idea why....but i just am. meh. keke^^:D:P i know, that school life will be completely different for me this year, but i'm sooo happy about all of it. i have no idea why. i mean, i'm going into grade 12. life isn't going to be easy. sighs. most chances are i'll be studying all night and only come on line just to type up a blog entry or two.

sighs sighs. when school starts, i'll be like a recluse into the corners of the school because i'm afraid of my school. i feel inferior at my school. but at least i have friends. plus, i know my friends will come running to me if they see that i look like shit and ask why i'm treating myself sooo bad. so yeah. keke^^:D:P meh happy enough! keke^^:D:P

i hope i'll be able to sleep on monday night. cause the last time i was sooo thrilled to go somewhere (registration and then meet up with cat) i couldn't sleep. i only managed like 1 to 2 hours of sleep. and you know me....unless i run on emotional high also known as adrenaline, i will be completely pooped. keke^^:D:P oh wellz.

meh.