well u see....my opinion is quite like crappy.....i can fix it up later....i'll come bak to that thought once in a while....hehehe=>:D
so yeah...whateva
hey thanx bri....thanx for editting my work.....i'll improve it sum day....sum day when i fix it up....hehehe=>:D thanx thanx for taking the time....
oh yeah....people if you ever have n e question of my stupid thoughts....u should like well.....question me????
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Wednesday, July 23, 2003
hahaha=>:D my parents....they fight soo often now......my daddy....becoming an old man at the age of well....i ain't gonna tell ya dat....
i dunno...being a third person, i didn't help them through their problems....but it taught meh sumthing through my observation......
i choose every emotion to be an element......it's the best way to describe it......everyone has all the elements, cept that each and everyone has one that shows through the most....
fire.....i dunno....i've always seen fire as being anger....or intense longing/passion. yeah i noe...passion and lust/longing are diff....and lust and longing are totally diff.....but whatever....just an intense emotion such as passion will do for my example....i see it as this.....if there are two fire elements, the fire only gets bigger....so big to the point that the only way to stop the fire is to just like move away from each other of like burn in sum other direction.
water.....i've always thought water to be calm.....but at the same time....with great stregnth......a person who is this element i dunno....are normally angered rarely....and if they are soo peeved, there anger is sumthing to run from.....this persons anger is fear itself......i've experienced it....ain't a pretty site....sighs sighs....
wood.....subborn....not too flexible.....floats on water....but when faced with hardships....sinks really easily......i dunno...that's just the way i see it....these people are one of those who need alot of support.....they do anger....but not a very intense anger....i'm sure they have their moments....but like water.....they don't anger tooo quickly. yes, they get consumed by fire rather easily, but only with those who are like anger as their strongest emotion......but yes......if they learn to accept, fire and wood are good together....make a very great fire that is controllable.....but wood would haveta be willing to let fire be the leader most times....
air/wind.....rather a very happy type of person......a person who seems very carefree.....these people are one of those who are hardest to decifer......these people seem to be very unstable sum times....they are generally very happy people, but they have very sudden mood swings......but if they learn to control their lack of control for other emotions....they will be a very great person indeed....sumone who is very optimistic....one point....maybe sooo optimistic that they are unrealistic.....
earth......this is the hardest of all to read.....these people could be calm on the outside...falling apart on the inside....or falling apart on the outside but very sure of themselves and strong on the inside.....depending on what they feel like being or acting like.....they will do it.....there one of those people that do things first then think of consequences later.....but then this type of people....can also be those who think of all the consequences of everything before moving on to doing sumthing else.....these people are very different, but yet the same element...
metal.....what is metal??? if you really think of it....it's sum sort or mineral....metal....scientific term...it's sum sort of element...either pure element or a mixture....depending on da sort of metal u could be....if u are pure....u are easily bent...but u could be very stubborn at times....one of the most stubborn people.....u want it ur way or u'll make it ugly...if ur a mixture....ur even more stubborn.....very very tuff to bend...but when u are done bending to a certain point....u'll be perfect to sum degree....
light.....yeah....u say this in da white elements......i dun care....i count it still as an element....it's bright....it's refreshing...sumtimes blinding....these type of people are observers...they see alot of stuff...these people can be extremely happy, or extremely unhappy....just depends on how they react to what they see....these people can be very cold, even though u think they are light which give heat, but the fact is....they may be cruel because they don't want to see n e more.....the way they react to their situations also depend on the combination of elements they are...normal reaction to situations is normally to care....
darkness.....u say these people are quite cold...at some times they are....but these people really do depend on the combination of characters. these people, their natural reaction to situations is to not care....that's why they are said to be cold.....but really....they can't deny what they feel though....sumtimes there is like a warmth inside dis darkness that is undescribeable....and to them...they can't describe it either...but the feeling.....feels exstatic....it's an excitement....a thrill.....
i dunno...being a third person, i didn't help them through their problems....but it taught meh sumthing through my observation......
i choose every emotion to be an element......it's the best way to describe it......everyone has all the elements, cept that each and everyone has one that shows through the most....
fire.....i dunno....i've always seen fire as being anger....or intense longing/passion. yeah i noe...passion and lust/longing are diff....and lust and longing are totally diff.....but whatever....just an intense emotion such as passion will do for my example....i see it as this.....if there are two fire elements, the fire only gets bigger....so big to the point that the only way to stop the fire is to just like move away from each other of like burn in sum other direction.
water.....i've always thought water to be calm.....but at the same time....with great stregnth......a person who is this element i dunno....are normally angered rarely....and if they are soo peeved, there anger is sumthing to run from.....this persons anger is fear itself......i've experienced it....ain't a pretty site....sighs sighs....
wood.....subborn....not too flexible.....floats on water....but when faced with hardships....sinks really easily......i dunno...that's just the way i see it....these people are one of those who need alot of support.....they do anger....but not a very intense anger....i'm sure they have their moments....but like water.....they don't anger tooo quickly. yes, they get consumed by fire rather easily, but only with those who are like anger as their strongest emotion......but yes......if they learn to accept, fire and wood are good together....make a very great fire that is controllable.....but wood would haveta be willing to let fire be the leader most times....
air/wind.....rather a very happy type of person......a person who seems very carefree.....these people are one of those who are hardest to decifer......these people seem to be very unstable sum times....they are generally very happy people, but they have very sudden mood swings......but if they learn to control their lack of control for other emotions....they will be a very great person indeed....sumone who is very optimistic....one point....maybe sooo optimistic that they are unrealistic.....
earth......this is the hardest of all to read.....these people could be calm on the outside...falling apart on the inside....or falling apart on the outside but very sure of themselves and strong on the inside.....depending on what they feel like being or acting like.....they will do it.....there one of those people that do things first then think of consequences later.....but then this type of people....can also be those who think of all the consequences of everything before moving on to doing sumthing else.....these people are very different, but yet the same element...
metal.....what is metal??? if you really think of it....it's sum sort or mineral....metal....scientific term...it's sum sort of element...either pure element or a mixture....depending on da sort of metal u could be....if u are pure....u are easily bent...but u could be very stubborn at times....one of the most stubborn people.....u want it ur way or u'll make it ugly...if ur a mixture....ur even more stubborn.....very very tuff to bend...but when u are done bending to a certain point....u'll be perfect to sum degree....
light.....yeah....u say this in da white elements......i dun care....i count it still as an element....it's bright....it's refreshing...sumtimes blinding....these type of people are observers...they see alot of stuff...these people can be extremely happy, or extremely unhappy....just depends on how they react to what they see....these people can be very cold, even though u think they are light which give heat, but the fact is....they may be cruel because they don't want to see n e more.....the way they react to their situations also depend on the combination of elements they are...normal reaction to situations is normally to care....
darkness.....u say these people are quite cold...at some times they are....but these people really do depend on the combination of characters. these people, their natural reaction to situations is to not care....that's why they are said to be cold.....but really....they can't deny what they feel though....sumtimes there is like a warmth inside dis darkness that is undescribeable....and to them...they can't describe it either...but the feeling.....feels exstatic....it's an excitement....a thrill.....
hahaha=>:D u noe i talked to jacky for an hour last nite. it wuz kinda funnay.....considering dat i dun talk to her much during the year, but during the summer, or at least this summer, we're like chill buddies, we're almost always togetha....hehehe=>:D sooo funnay, but i like dat....at least i have a companion, a friend, someone i trust to be with during this lonely, boring time of the year.
as i said, we talked.....i said sumthing like this.....most people that are extremely shy don't talk much because they are well....let's say....self conscious, lacking of self-image....so on and so forth. but the thing is here, u aren't lacking in image, bout being self-conscious.....at least around meh ur not....but dere is fear in all of us if we like to admit dat or not.
yeah....there are a few things that only cross a border line thinner than the size or ur nail u noe....for instance, insanity and genius.....happiness and total dispair (this being a totally whacky thing if u dun get what i'm trying to get at)......dere are a few more.....just rite now in the early morn.....i can't figure out how to put it....ask meh later....hahah=>:d
not all things are as easily accepted as one plus one. some things just seem different to others, and that's why it's hard to accept things....yeah......i noe...my entries always respond to urs for sum reason....blah....i have no original thoughts! haha=>:D j/ks j/ks.....well one thing that i noe.....what could be wrapped in a totally hideous manor could be the best gift of ur life.....being friendly is when u want to open up, not because someone is trying to open up to you. yeah.....in n e relationship as i've always said....it hasta be a two way thing where trust, love and all those other things are give, then received and then given bak with an unending cycle...and when the cycle ends....the relationship is kinda cut into tiny peices where it hasta be picked up and built bak.
yeah....in a gurl....at the age of sixteen......very suicidal.....suicide is constantly on my mind....but i will take no action into committing suicide.....i'd rather be in the statistics for death in car accident then for the column for killing themself. i wrote a will a few nites bak....constantly i revise and revise over.....it just seems to be sooo imperfect. fear.....it's sumthing to be conquered.....fear.....is sumthing that we must very much live with.....fear is the beginning of evil, but of all good too. people who are afraid of death either believe they have sumthing too good to let go, or/and they do not noe where they are going to go after death. i suppose that's the diff with meh.....i will never be afraid of death....maybe freaked out because of dreams that almost happened in real life....but death itself isn't soo freak a thought....just freaky when the time and moment actually happens. trust meh.....i could have died in like soo many car accidents this summer......the other car only missed my car by like a centimeter, or else are car would have be completely demolished.
heaven and hell worry alot of people.....but is there much to worry about....maybe it's the way i think.....live in the moment.....so yeah....u either go to heaven or hell.....it's as simple as that.....hell is just everything bad, but heaven is paradise....hey.....extreme spectrums aye? hahaha=>:D it'll be a new lyphe if you think about it....it's gonna be a new us.....all u live for here is in preparation of up there or down there......so whatever it may be......why suffer when you can enjoy yo?
as i said, we talked.....i said sumthing like this.....most people that are extremely shy don't talk much because they are well....let's say....self conscious, lacking of self-image....so on and so forth. but the thing is here, u aren't lacking in image, bout being self-conscious.....at least around meh ur not....but dere is fear in all of us if we like to admit dat or not.
yeah....there are a few things that only cross a border line thinner than the size or ur nail u noe....for instance, insanity and genius.....happiness and total dispair (this being a totally whacky thing if u dun get what i'm trying to get at)......dere are a few more.....just rite now in the early morn.....i can't figure out how to put it....ask meh later....hahah=>:d
not all things are as easily accepted as one plus one. some things just seem different to others, and that's why it's hard to accept things....yeah......i noe...my entries always respond to urs for sum reason....blah....i have no original thoughts! haha=>:D j/ks j/ks.....well one thing that i noe.....what could be wrapped in a totally hideous manor could be the best gift of ur life.....being friendly is when u want to open up, not because someone is trying to open up to you. yeah.....in n e relationship as i've always said....it hasta be a two way thing where trust, love and all those other things are give, then received and then given bak with an unending cycle...and when the cycle ends....the relationship is kinda cut into tiny peices where it hasta be picked up and built bak.
yeah....in a gurl....at the age of sixteen......very suicidal.....suicide is constantly on my mind....but i will take no action into committing suicide.....i'd rather be in the statistics for death in car accident then for the column for killing themself. i wrote a will a few nites bak....constantly i revise and revise over.....it just seems to be sooo imperfect. fear.....it's sumthing to be conquered.....fear.....is sumthing that we must very much live with.....fear is the beginning of evil, but of all good too. people who are afraid of death either believe they have sumthing too good to let go, or/and they do not noe where they are going to go after death. i suppose that's the diff with meh.....i will never be afraid of death....maybe freaked out because of dreams that almost happened in real life....but death itself isn't soo freak a thought....just freaky when the time and moment actually happens. trust meh.....i could have died in like soo many car accidents this summer......the other car only missed my car by like a centimeter, or else are car would have be completely demolished.
heaven and hell worry alot of people.....but is there much to worry about....maybe it's the way i think.....live in the moment.....so yeah....u either go to heaven or hell.....it's as simple as that.....hell is just everything bad, but heaven is paradise....hey.....extreme spectrums aye? hahaha=>:D it'll be a new lyphe if you think about it....it's gonna be a new us.....all u live for here is in preparation of up there or down there......so whatever it may be......why suffer when you can enjoy yo?
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