why the hey does it take blogger sooo long to update my blog? is it because i have tooo many posts or sumthing?
sighs sighs. sooo sad....
can someone translate that song for me into actual english and the ping ying in that language? bleh.....i tried...but since i can't read it...and the translator is evil....rather difficult to make sense of gramattically foreign laguages....X'(
sighs sighs....
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Thursday, March 17, 2005
hahah
and so....i'm traditional. and so i have traditional morals. and so i try to be as traditional as i want.
and so....i'm one of the most traditional chinese people most of my friends know. wanna know why? because all my life i have hated myself just the way i was....and now, i wouldn't want to be n e other way. the further people in school pushed me away, the more i clung to traditional roles and values.
the further my own race pushed me away, the further in i went into being a person of my culture. the only unsuccessful business is that i can't read and write chinese. rather sad. sighs sighs. not that i'm totally illiterate....i'm like 85% illiterate...sighs sighs. sad...yeah...i know.
black is my favourite colour for clothes. why? don't know...but psychologist and sociologist say that most times, people wear black because they want to be unnoticed. they just want to be who they are... where they are....they want to be seen by certain people and avoid as many looks as much as possible. those that wear black on a regular occasion are normally the people who are "isolated" or isolating themeselves.
^ in a sense...that is all true...for me n e ways. but then again...i just look best in black....but people say i look cute in orange...muhahah. if you see....most of my clothes are black and orange...doesn't that remind you of an occasion in october ma?!?! muhahah.
well yeah.....the further you push me away...the closer i want to be. but to be close, it is not always physically, emotionally or mentally being close. being close is just a state that one can achieve.
and so....i'm one of the most traditional chinese people most of my friends know. wanna know why? because all my life i have hated myself just the way i was....and now, i wouldn't want to be n e other way. the further people in school pushed me away, the more i clung to traditional roles and values.
the further my own race pushed me away, the further in i went into being a person of my culture. the only unsuccessful business is that i can't read and write chinese. rather sad. sighs sighs. not that i'm totally illiterate....i'm like 85% illiterate...sighs sighs. sad...yeah...i know.
black is my favourite colour for clothes. why? don't know...but psychologist and sociologist say that most times, people wear black because they want to be unnoticed. they just want to be who they are... where they are....they want to be seen by certain people and avoid as many looks as much as possible. those that wear black on a regular occasion are normally the people who are "isolated" or isolating themeselves.
^ in a sense...that is all true...for me n e ways. but then again...i just look best in black....but people say i look cute in orange...muhahah. if you see....most of my clothes are black and orange...doesn't that remind you of an occasion in october ma?!?! muhahah.
well yeah.....the further you push me away...the closer i want to be. but to be close, it is not always physically, emotionally or mentally being close. being close is just a state that one can achieve.
hmwk
ewww...hmwk la. ewwww....yuck
aww....cat pulling all these allnighters. don't want her to get sick with all her work to do. hm....
got conditional offers to mac and waterloo. i want to go to waterloo...but we'll see how everything works out. hoping that i will get guelph and laurier rejections or acceptances really soon after mid-term. this would make my life all sooo easy.
hope everything goes well for everyone else....
val and raychee are in europe, hope they are having fun and doing well.
wonder what jo's up to now. hm....
haven't seen her for a while now. hm....did she drop out of food and nutrition?X(
but it's march break...hope everyone is having a great, fun and fantastic week ar!!!! or at least the people in highschool.
aww....cat pulling all these allnighters. don't want her to get sick with all her work to do. hm....
got conditional offers to mac and waterloo. i want to go to waterloo...but we'll see how everything works out. hoping that i will get guelph and laurier rejections or acceptances really soon after mid-term. this would make my life all sooo easy.
hope everything goes well for everyone else....
val and raychee are in europe, hope they are having fun and doing well.
wonder what jo's up to now. hm....
haven't seen her for a while now. hm....did she drop out of food and nutrition?X(
but it's march break...hope everyone is having a great, fun and fantastic week ar!!!! or at least the people in highschool.
second offer
yeah yeah!!!! AH!!!!!
second conditional offer!!!!! guess which one it's for now?!?!?
muhahaha....you've guessed it....waterloo!!!!! muhahaha.
so the only thing in my way now is my parents. if they don't want me to go to waterloo, i won't be...sighs sighs. but...my mommy knows i really wanna go there...so yeah...xDXD
second conditional offer!!!!! guess which one it's for now?!?!?
muhahaha....you've guessed it....waterloo!!!!! muhahaha.
so the only thing in my way now is my parents. if they don't want me to go to waterloo, i won't be...sighs sighs. but...my mommy knows i really wanna go there...so yeah...xDXD
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