Friday, October 03, 2003

hm.... i feel soo sick again. i have a major headache. arg!!! pain!!! da pain!!! and den here again, i also have a stomach ache.

i'm depressed again. i'm frustrated. and well, i'm very angry rite now. i've never seen dis side of meh, i've never held a grudge, but now, i just can't understand why i'm not forgiving. it's wierd. hm....

i'm feeling sick. more sick den ever, i think i'm gonna have like a tumor or some cancerous thingy. dis is not good. but den again, i've already lost all hope and everything. i just feel like giving up da loosing race. weird aye? not soo

yeah, i'm a complainer, i don't see much positive. hm. everyone dat i wanna talk to, dey ain't talking to meh. why are people still mad at meh? i'm serious, da nexty time i see you, u noe who you are, hopefully i ain't holding a knife....hahaha=>:D:P yeah, i know it's murder, i'd sit in jail....hahaha=>:D:P

wel....yupz yupz...love ya people....i really wanna forgive you....well yeah...i'm going now.....hugs and kisses.....muah.....l8z....