well don't remind meh of dat jerk of a kid. i can't handle it la. so yes.....i'll be fine eventually. hehehe=>:D actually, i'm fine now. and well if n e one has a problem with meh, dey can just go kiss my assie.

yupz yupz. da day started out bad, and add on the fact that i don't really like churchie, it really dun help meh muchie. but den again. GOD's teaching me sumthing. again and again, it's sumthing i noe, but sumthing i do not apply. yes yes, i'm bad. sollie to say, but i am not perfect. i have hmwk, but i haven't finished n e yet. arg! gotsta study for a test/ quizzie for terms dat's coming up, and i haven't even started. i just hope i pass. sighs sighs. i haven't even finished much of my nomenclature thingy either. the only thing i managed to complete wuz like reading da 18 pagies for english which i already did in like english classie.

yupz yupz....gonna try to sleep early tonite...so i'm getting off at nine....love you all....

okayz, on to happier noties. today is like alfred's b-day, and since he prolly wun read dis, it's save to say dat we have planned a nice lil get together for him. yups yups. hehehe=>:D it's sweet. no one does dis kinda stuff for meh, because i don't like to have people doing things behind my bak. yeah. a lil gift here and there is nice, but not everyone's rich. yupz yupz. angels may have wings, but not all of em can fly. or at least, not all of em have learnt to fly yet.

yeah, i have mastered hate with love. weird aye? i think i have crossed the line of both of em......and have snipped that piece of string in half. because i can love the person i hate.....and hate is not so evident n e more. hehehe=>:d each and every time you want meh to care less, don't talk bad about meh......especially in front of meh....but whateva.....it's not like you care n e.

so....happy again.....hope everything goes well....i'lll still haveta bring like work to jeans house today....since i just haveat......cause i can't possible finish like 120 nomenclature stuff.......maybe even more den dat since i have like two sheets and not one...arg!!!

well whateva....at least i still have friends that love meh....
yeah, some friends only come for a moment in time....
some friends make an everlasting imprint on ur lyphe...
and some friends even come to stay forever wit you all through ur lifetime...

oh yeah......lyphe ain't a game.....games you can always play more than once, but lyphe can only come once. it's not a game, just to tell you, ur all frikin fags if you think it's a game...well yeah...whateva...

what is it to you that i'm upset? what is it to you that i'm not happy? what is it to you that i'm upset because of you? hahaha=>:d well well....whateva. feeling alrites....enjoying lyphe, but being annoyed but fuckasses that do nothing but shit talk about other people's personal lyphes. what the fuck is that? yeah, i'm a foul mouth that knows that swearing doesn't achieve the image that i want. but really, it's not like people can help it ne. i can help myself, yet i choose not to. i coulda choosen not to be upset, but yet every part of meh is willing to fall into the pit, because of the same person that used to make meh upset. hm. he always does dat. his actions tell you everything in lyphe, he's not a friend, and is only and enemy. he's like satan, but he's human. he'll murder you within the second. he has no compassion, he has no heart. all he wants is everything for his own gain. when he's finished using you, he'll just throw you in the corner and make you forget that he was ever there. yeah, u called meh friend once, and at that time, u only caused me pain. now, i call you enemy, but GOD says to love my enemies, so i still do. hold ur friends close, and ur enemies closer, yeah.....but that's if you want revenge, i have no motive of revenge, even though u caused meh soo much anger, sadness, pain and hate.

you can change, but you had, but now ur bak to your old self. the self that i didn't like about you. the one that i had come to hate, but then you changed and was even there for meh when i needed you. but now, u have just tossed meh away, hoping that i'm upset, well i noe dis, but i can't help but to be upset. yeah....i hate bastards like you, but yet i have no choice but to love you the way i love everyone else. yeah, betrayal is a point in lyphe when you feel low or is the lowest part of you're lyphe. arg! i don't feel betrayal, i just feel neglected, you call meh fucking brainless??? just because i care doesn't mean i'm brainless.....just because i'm not cold doesn't make meh weak or brainless. you fucking tard! yeah, u spoil yourself by treating everyone else as ur slaves. yeah u loser. everyone must find favour with you? yeah, get lost! well i have nothing more because i'm just extremely angry. and well yeah, l8a