Monday, October 04, 2004

sighs

awfully tired. very very tired. oh wellz. need to drink more water....

my apologies

well i'm going to the gym now. i'll come back and write an entry.

sighs sighs, you are probably angry at me no doubt. and i'm probably not forgiven. and you are probably trying to ignore me or whatnot. but it doesn't take a genius to figure out that i offended you and hurt you on the same level if not more than i think. i'm sorry. maybe i was being inconsiderate, i'm sorry. my words didn't mean to come as a personal attack to you. i'm sorry. i just want for you to accept my apologies or see a sign that you acknowledge my apology. but if you want to ignore it, you can do that too i suppose. but whatever you choose to do, i'm just saying sorry for everything i did wrong.

egh....

i'm not trying to disrespect your views. and maybe by me stating out mine, that's how you felt. i'm sorry. it's not what i meant to do. i'm sorry i got upset. that's how i normally react to something when it's something that hits home. meh, if that's how you feel that i am. then to you, i am. whatever. but i'm sorry for hurting you.

yeah, i take words about me, about my friend, or about my family to heart. i'm just plain sorry.