you might think it's gross or sumthing...but you know what?!?!? i grew up drinking it...so i think it tastes great. keke^^:D:P maybe it's cause i like fish, shrimp, lobster, crap......and basically n e sort of thingy like that. but meh......good source of nutrience......you all probably think it'll taste disgusting...blah....don't put down something you've never tried.....that's what i learnt.....keke^^:D:P it offends people when straight of the bat you say you don't like something just because of the way it looks....at least give it a shot. keke^^:D:P
headache...soup will make me feel alll better. keke^^:D:P
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
satisfied
keke^^:D:P see see.....for myself i think all my physical needs are like satisfied.
i have enough clothes, if not tooo many
i always have something to eat, just depends whether i want to eat it or not
i have things to do when i'm bored or just sum sort of leisure thing
i am attending school and doing fairly well
my future prospect doesn't look tooo bad
but when you look at my emotional needs...holy crap....i think i neglect myself=.= erg....
but then again...maybe i constantly just abuse myself.....
oh yay....okie dokie.....i'm thinking that i'm gonna save up and buy my mother a sewing machine. a better one. then at least when i grow old i get to use it and it will quite advance enough for me! keke^^:D:P but at the present moment, i already have two sewing machines. ....blah.....yeah....i'm a traditional girl with traditional hobbies and traditional outlook on life. if it were ever possible for me to stay home and be a housewife, oh how much i would love to be one. but most chances are......i won't because economically....it's just not possible.
hm......was asking my mother about who'd she want me to marry.....and she's like.....i could really care less as long as you love the person......and i think i know what her definition of love really is. keke^^:D:P and she goes on...of course i wouldn't want to see you loose all your chinese traditions and habits just because you got married....but....if that's who you choose, then that's who you choose. it's rather sad that most people these days take marriage as just a peice of paper....sighs sighs......
blah.....i'm weird......i'm like egh...what? 17? and i'm already thinking about my wedding, my marriage, whether or not i'll have kids, my funeral arrangements...the type of insurance i'll be buying, the mortgage on a house that i do not have now....all these things running through my head at this age?!?! wtf?!?!?! well n e whoo.....i still have other things running through my head such as like egh.....university applications/acceptance.....what should i be applying for....which university......what will i do after uni.....maybe i'm just thinking way tooo far for someone my age....=.= and then again...there are thoughts of the present that always suck sum major time ass because nothing goes my way
i have enough clothes, if not tooo many
i always have something to eat, just depends whether i want to eat it or not
i have things to do when i'm bored or just sum sort of leisure thing
i am attending school and doing fairly well
my future prospect doesn't look tooo bad
but when you look at my emotional needs...holy crap....i think i neglect myself=.= erg....
but then again...maybe i constantly just abuse myself.....
oh yay....okie dokie.....i'm thinking that i'm gonna save up and buy my mother a sewing machine. a better one. then at least when i grow old i get to use it and it will quite advance enough for me! keke^^:D:P but at the present moment, i already have two sewing machines. ....blah.....yeah....i'm a traditional girl with traditional hobbies and traditional outlook on life. if it were ever possible for me to stay home and be a housewife, oh how much i would love to be one. but most chances are......i won't because economically....it's just not possible.
hm......was asking my mother about who'd she want me to marry.....and she's like.....i could really care less as long as you love the person......and i think i know what her definition of love really is. keke^^:D:P and she goes on...of course i wouldn't want to see you loose all your chinese traditions and habits just because you got married....but....if that's who you choose, then that's who you choose. it's rather sad that most people these days take marriage as just a peice of paper....sighs sighs......
blah.....i'm weird......i'm like egh...what? 17? and i'm already thinking about my wedding, my marriage, whether or not i'll have kids, my funeral arrangements...the type of insurance i'll be buying, the mortgage on a house that i do not have now....all these things running through my head at this age?!?! wtf?!?!?! well n e whoo.....i still have other things running through my head such as like egh.....university applications/acceptance.....what should i be applying for....which university......what will i do after uni.....maybe i'm just thinking way tooo far for someone my age....=.= and then again...there are thoughts of the present that always suck sum major time ass because nothing goes my way
falling ill
think i'm becoming sick again. i'm having the biggest headaches again. sighs sighs. it's really rather sad. i have these like headaches where i can't do n e thing because everything just agrivates this pain. args args!!!!!
well n e whoo.....wearing a guy jacket these days. keke^^:D:P well tooo bad, you know what?!?!? it was cheap and it's super super warm!!!! keke^^:D:P 20$ people!!!! that's how you save the big$ keke^^:D:P you just shop at like the outlet's, when mall's are having big sales.....and just in general....by the last season's clothes. i could care less, i have alot of clothes that i know i don't wear often. it really doesn't matter. keke^^:D:P there are sooo much stuff that i just wouldn't wear. so yeah. keke^^:D:P me a tired bum bum.
wanted everything to work out between everything and everyone.....but it just won't work....it didn't work. blah. but it's a good thing......oh yeah....i'm applying to five uni's ga la! keke^^:D:P blah.....so far...gonna get that darned like mcleans stupid university ranking book thingy. well guess what ontario university is rated number one overall!!!! ray would be thrilled..... UNIVERSITY OF WATERLOO!!!!!! woooo whooooo!!!!! just cause of that....my parents are letting me like apply there. yeah yeah! keke^^:D:P but i know waterloo is known for maths and engineering. it really doesn't matter the marks i get as long as i graduate....so yeah. keke^^:D:P i'm not my sister.....i can never get marks like she does. sighs sighs. but you know what?!?!? my mommy has never asked me to be like my sister...and she totally understands that i can never be like her. but my dad on the other hand...=.= let's just not go there....my marks are never good enough for him....he sees sooo much of him in me that he just yells at me all the time because he knows how i am deep down inside. it's not a bad thing....
i need a stupid 5th choice.....
guelph
mac
waterloo
laurier (i know i know, the campus on university street is small and crappy....but i could really care less.....they have another campus...so meh.....)
fifth choice......still debating.....think i might just apply to ottawa because i'm afraid i won't get in n e where else besides ottawa. :'(
yeah, i have no confidence in myself. i seem to be this big and strong person, but really, deep down inside, i'm just this terrified little girl. i don't talk to strangers because the unknown scares me. people can put on masks, and the masks of people scare me. some people seem soo nice and then all of a sudden......their real character shows through....and it's horrible. sighs sighs. but i know it isn't for me to judge. see....if you look at all my friends....you will see the type of person i am. keke^^:D:P if you really look at it...each and everyone of my friends has a quality that i posses...maybe not as well as they have mastered that character....but if you get to know my friends more....you'll see it....that's if you wanna even think about it....
well n e whoo.....wearing a guy jacket these days. keke^^:D:P well tooo bad, you know what?!?!? it was cheap and it's super super warm!!!! keke^^:D:P 20$ people!!!! that's how you save the big$ keke^^:D:P you just shop at like the outlet's, when mall's are having big sales.....and just in general....by the last season's clothes. i could care less, i have alot of clothes that i know i don't wear often. it really doesn't matter. keke^^:D:P there are sooo much stuff that i just wouldn't wear. so yeah. keke^^:D:P me a tired bum bum.
wanted everything to work out between everything and everyone.....but it just won't work....it didn't work. blah. but it's a good thing......oh yeah....i'm applying to five uni's ga la! keke^^:D:P blah.....so far...gonna get that darned like mcleans stupid university ranking book thingy. well guess what ontario university is rated number one overall!!!! ray would be thrilled..... UNIVERSITY OF WATERLOO!!!!!! woooo whooooo!!!!! just cause of that....my parents are letting me like apply there. yeah yeah! keke^^:D:P but i know waterloo is known for maths and engineering. it really doesn't matter the marks i get as long as i graduate....so yeah. keke^^:D:P i'm not my sister.....i can never get marks like she does. sighs sighs. but you know what?!?!? my mommy has never asked me to be like my sister...and she totally understands that i can never be like her. but my dad on the other hand...=.= let's just not go there....my marks are never good enough for him....he sees sooo much of him in me that he just yells at me all the time because he knows how i am deep down inside. it's not a bad thing....
i need a stupid 5th choice.....
guelph
mac
waterloo
laurier (i know i know, the campus on university street is small and crappy....but i could really care less.....they have another campus...so meh.....)
fifth choice......still debating.....think i might just apply to ottawa because i'm afraid i won't get in n e where else besides ottawa. :'(
yeah, i have no confidence in myself. i seem to be this big and strong person, but really, deep down inside, i'm just this terrified little girl. i don't talk to strangers because the unknown scares me. people can put on masks, and the masks of people scare me. some people seem soo nice and then all of a sudden......their real character shows through....and it's horrible. sighs sighs. but i know it isn't for me to judge. see....if you look at all my friends....you will see the type of person i am. keke^^:D:P if you really look at it...each and everyone of my friends has a quality that i posses...maybe not as well as they have mastered that character....but if you get to know my friends more....you'll see it....that's if you wanna even think about it....
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