need a hug....

ahh.....my parents are having another fight again. ahhhh....

please....i just wanna run away now....ah......

i must learn to communicate....i must avoid being how my mom is with my daddy. *weeps*

they don't understand what all this yelling is doing to me....ah.

their fights....always about moving. always about the house....sighs sighs...ah....mommy coming down....*screams and whimpers* *goes hides in a corner*

going to logos tomorrow. bleh....

please....make it all stop...make it all stop!

遠方

寬厚肩膀 手指乾淨而修長
笑聲像大海 眼神裡有陽光
我想像你 一定就是 這樣

還沒出現 就已對你愛戀
還沒遇見 就先有了思念
要給我的愛 如果你還在灌溉
要我等待 我就等待

北方南方 某個遠方 一定有座 愛情天堂
我們用愛 幸福對方 共享一對 翅膀飛翔

請找到我 到了對的時候
相遇的路口 請認出我
屬於我的愛 先種在你心中
請感動我 等它成熟

雖然偶爾會孤單 雖然等候太漫長
萬一青春太短 Woo~
但是只要看遠方 就能再堅定信仰
只有最好的你能 給最好的愛

我很確定 不遠遠方 會有我們 愛的天堂
心會溫暖 笑會燦爛 風沙星辰 永遠相伴

hmwk

well today. i haveta relax. i gotta chill out. args=.= the teacher thinks i'm cheating=.= args args. stupid english teacher....args args. bleh bleh. teachers scare me. actually, everyone with athority scares me. wow....i really do have an inferiority complex. bleh.

muhahaha. well now, my grad dress fits perfectly. but....i can't loose much more weight or the bust area just won't fit. muhahaha. i think i need to work on my opliques...but....booo....way tooo lazy. should go to the gym today...since i only technically went once today. but i've been walking around the heights every single day this week. hahaha

hope i have enough hair to put it up the way i want it up. hahaha. it looks like a pretty good day outside. hm. i think i'll sit on the swings some time in the afternoon. probably aroudn 2ish.....the best time in the afternoon to sit on the swings. hahaha. but for now. i should get back to my stupid homework. args args.

well...had an orange for breakfast. args. my heart feels like it's being compressed. yeah. when i work myself tooo hard on cardio. this is what normally happens. my heart tends to get really tight and it feels like i can't breath as well. yeah. i think that's why i'm not supposed to reach 200 beats per second. args....

ran home yesterday in jeans....not the most comfortable thing to run in....and well let's just say sabby already had a hurting hip, now it hurts even more. args=.=

hahaha. i left early, why? because my parents would actually think jenny was having a party if i left later. and plus, my parents were yelling at each other...my daddy spent half the night sleeping on the living room couch....sighs.

well now...me hurting....bleh...meh....

weight loss....here i come! muhahahaha...