don't make meh cry, i don't want to shed any more tears

why do youlike to ignore me?

Power Rangers Movie!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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loving you is all i need???
hating you is all i want to do???
understanding you is natural??

args.....because of this society....i have learnt to hate beyond descretion.....but at the same time, only one person has taught meh to love....and that person has now become my hated foe beyond all of time. but time will close that tare in my heart and heal it. args args...tired tired.....

i believe that something will go right eventually.

you are not anti-social. you just don't wanna think about what you are thinking. you are just that type of person that doesn't talkie muchie in person. args.

i have come to despise the people i go for....

brian...i missie you sooo muchie my buddy, my companion, my friend. and like everyone else in my life, everyone has neglected meh some time. and like you have, but that's due to the emotions that have hit you like a wave. and during times like this, i can't help but wonder. what if you didn't think the way you did? what if you did care, would you feel worst?

do all guys have that same "i could care less" attitude? yeah, i don't know, my best friends that have ever lasted in a some what forever friendship are those of the opposite sex. i'm just a friend to everyone i suppose. i'm one of those people that like to have fun. and i'm like one of those people that like to talk, args args. i'm tired. i'll sleep early i hope.....it's wednesday...args....smallville...oh screw tv.

how could you not care about someone?!?!?! args....how can you be sooo cruel? just because someone hates you....shouldn't you love that person even more? just because someone seems to need that hatred, why feed it to them????

the way i was brought up has caused meh to perceive things differently. yeah. you can say that i'm like sexist, and you can say i'm racist. yeah, it's just a train of thought, you can change it. everything can change, with perseverance, what won't change? yeah i don't know. i'm tired. i'm sick and tired. i'm scared. i'm scared of what, i do not know. i really wish that everything would be alrights. i hope that the sky wouldn't be sooo low. i wish that the sky was unreacheable. args args. there will be brigter skies. there will be better days. the path is never straight. there will always be up and downs. always and forever there will be. sighs sighs. i love you.......to who i don't even know who i'm saying it to

yeah, when i like someone, i'm serious, i normally don;t and won't like anyone else. yeah, i'm only like 16, and people don't see why that i would want a serious relationship. hahaha=>:D:P yeah, it's funnay. when you are serious about something, and then everything like fades in ur face....that feeling is beyond being sickening. i don't just noe. in this lifetime, maybe i should just devote myself to my studies or whatever i'm doing at the time. i have no clue. how i wish i wouldn't long to be with someone....but that thought is useless.....unless i fill that gap...it will always be somewhat empty.....and if i don't fill it up properly, it will just leak.......metaphorically i suppose

yo....you know the group beyond.....why is their name beyond? what are they trying to go beyond?!?!? i don't get it. are they trying to go beyond into making a legacy or sumthing?

yeah....i'm living a lie. and i know it. i'm hypocritical, yeah that's for sure. i love, but yet i hate. i dream, but i do not. i run, but have no where to run. i close my eyes wishing all things are just a figment of my imagination wishing that they weren't real. yeah, my english is deteriorating, i can't speak much english any more. my dreams, they hold no value. what you do not see in me, i don't see either. what i truly wish is that sometimes, i'd just walk to the ends of the earth, fall in a pit, and never rise. i'll eat the sands of time, and longing that i'd die. one of these days, maybe that's where i'll be. in a pit, wishing to die, but time is so cruel, life is so cruel, it likes to torture the tormented.

dreams simply just don't exists. nothing can make it any more real than it already is. no hope, no faith, no love, not anything can make it real. yeah, say i'm bitter, but yeah, i live my life in shadows of happiness, and so i long for or try to seem happy. this world doesn't like the realistic, it doesn't like the idealistic, it does not like the pessimistic, it does not like the bitter, this world does not enjoy the company of really living. args.....i am bitter, so bite me. on a better note...why don't u just kill meh since you have sooo much against me?

args...anger drives a person to hatred, and that hatred may one day may turn you into a psychopath...this i'm serious, because you take one look at meh, and you will never really see what is going on inside my head. args.

you are not shy, you simply just don't want to talk to people. you are not that type to be a talkative person. args....hahaha=>:D:P but i dream of you, wishing that you could make me happy, but i know, you will not and cannot, for happiness is a state of mind, not what is inflicted upon urself. yeah, i'm being stupid. i talk in circles. yeah, i talk with a bad attitude. you have a frickin problem? go kick my ass. yeah, dreaming these days just ain't worth it.

okayz....i don't know why i bother posting this up again.....but i'm posting it cause i want it on my site??!?!? or my thoughts...whateva


this is a story of a gurl
she's so lucky, she's a star
she's a gennie in a bottle
she's beatiful, that's for sure
she'll never ever fade.
she's lovely, but that's not for sure
she's beatiful, words can't bring her down
she took a walk around the world
To Ease her troubled mind
she left her body laying somewhere In the sands of time
Secretly sending, tender kisses casually Across this crowded room
Her dreams are so real
Her body so appealing
HEAVEN'S MISSING AN ANGEL
crazy, crazy, crazy, does she drive some guyz insane
she's all that I've ever needed
But she's gone away, maybe she'd stay
If she only knew
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look her in the eye and tell her I don't love you
She's been good to me, and she deserves better than that
I watched the world float to the dark side of the moon
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down away from the sun again
She says she's got something to say
She knows what she says will change everything
She's laid through too many sleepless nights
She's cryin, She's cryin', She's cryin'
You got me really feelin' you
The hit maker
The playas gon' play
Them haters gonna hate
Them callers gonna call
Them ballers gonna ball
oops she did it again
she played wit my heart, got lost in the game
she made me believe we're more than just friends
to loose all her sense
that is just so typically her
she's dreaming away
Wishing that heroes, they truly exist
she's stronger than yesterday
lonliness ain't killing her no more
sweet baby
she drives me crazy
i just can't sleep
Come and hold my hand
When the stars are falling
I'll keep calling
I will still love you
And when your dreams are fading
I'll be waiting
I will still love you