horoscope

well yeah, sometimes it's just plain and interesting to read it. and then there are times that like i says everything that i think....bleh.....

Leo (Jul 23 - Aug 22)
The Bottom Line
Pay attention to what's beneath the surface. It could be a revelation.

In Detail
For some darned reason, whenever there's a problem within your family, everyone comes to you to solve it. And you don't mind. Truth be told, you kind of like it, and you know you're good at it. But at this particular moment in time, you're not thrilled about the position you've been put in -- and the responsibility you've been given shows no signs of letting up, despite the fact that you've got plans. Do what you can, then excuse yourself. Helping is one thing, and enabling is quite another.

Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)
The Bottom Line
Beauty, harmony, balance -- that's what you're all about. Spread it around today.

In Detail
Every now and then, we all need to take stock of what's going on in our lives. We need to figure out what's important to us and what's not. It's now officially your turn to do just that, and you'll put your heart and soul into it. The good news is that your sweetheart or a trusted friend is more than willing to talk with you about it, and they'll have just the perspective you need. All you have to do is call that all-important meeting.

breakdown

(Layzie Bone)
Don't break down yet it's over, over
Don't break down yet it's over, over
Don't break down yet it's over, over
Don't break down yet it's over

(Krayzie Bone)
Steady breaking me on down
break, breakdown
Steady breaking me on down
break, breakdown
Steady breaking me on down

[Mariah Carey]
You called yesterday
To basically say
That you care for me but
That you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended to be
Feeling similarly
And led you to believe
I was ok to just walk away from the
One thing that's unyielding and sacred to me

[Chorus: sung by Mariah Carey; Krayzie Bone singing 1 in background]
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm
Slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of smile
Gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
Cause I don't want to reveal
The fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I breakdown and cry

[Mariah Carey]
So what do you do when
Somebody you're so devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you
And it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride
And sing "I Will Survive"
(Krayzie Bone in background: Gotta get control and roll roll roll on)
Do you lash out and say
How dare you leave this way
Do you hold in vain
As they just slip away

[Chorus]

[Wish Bone]
Gonna break you down, down, down, only if you let it (Don't let it)
Everyday crazy situations rocking my mind trying to break me down
But I won't let it forget it
If you feel the same way that I do
Then let me hear y'all all sing too
Sing, it's al-right, it's alright, it's alright yeah
Hoping for the sun, but it looks like rain
B-O-N-E, but it's still the same
Came this far, but it's been a long road
Troubles gonna come but we gotta stay strong, hold on, on

[Krayzie Bone]
Aw, yeah, I often feel the pressures, y'all
But nevertheless Krayzie won't fall
It's over, it's ending here, here
I said it's over. It's ending here, here
So I'll be on my way
And maybe we can meet up in the future one day
But for now I'm bailing, bailing
Bailing!, baby gotta get up, can't take no more
I'm headed for the door
Come and take a look into this humble eye
Tell me if we lived a lie
Would our souls unite

[Layzie Bone]
Every new day is a test for me
So I just pray to the Lord for him to bless me, please
There's struggles I'm going through lately
Breaks me down, set me free
Let me be, let me be
Who else do we have to rely on
Whose shoulder can a thug go cry on
Came to get my vibe on
While you look into my eyes
Won't underestimate this soldier story
I'ma tell you right now I'ma stand up
Wrong if I let my lead bust
Pac said keep your head up
Don't let this world get the best of you
All my struggles, I'm through
If it's over, over, over
Don't breakdown yet it's over

[Chorus]
(with Mariah Carey singing in background)

[Chorus]
(With Mariah Carey singing and Krayzie Bone singing 1 all in background)

Cry, cry (Break break down)
Cry, cry (Steady breaking me on down)
Cry, cry (Break break down)
Cry, cry (Steady breaking me on down)

女人味

get going lady
＠From girl to lady
"　""In love"" make me crazy"
　I'm now being lady
　Know how to make you crazy＠

(Rap)
以前得得意意　好似一舊雲
今日開始　我要認認真真
行為大方　舉止溫文
唔係以前咁天真
唔係咁容易傷心　要番D輩份
唔好諗得咁深
我淨係想試下做女人　扮下女神

開始懂得了怎麼誘惑人
開始懂得了應該怎去熱吻
開始懂得了怎去著長裙
開始懂得了失戀不要自困

＊行為舉止嫵媚　讓我戒掉稚氣
　完成春光明媚　幸福開始儲起
　女人味　女人味
　女人的身份這樣美　不再兒嬉＊

＃我著的高爭高過人
　要愛得比當初勇敢
　天空海闊不似舊時懷念插班生
　我噴的香水香過人
　我著出一身好女人
　現在就讓我驗證女人怎去笑看風雲＃

(Rap)
以前重係　愛情練習生
離離合合乜都擺上心
依家心裡面　有個度量衡
得唔到人　都唔會扣自己分
唔止迷倒男生
重要好多大男人　走來獻殷勤
咁至算係真女人　希望我都有份

REPEAT＠

開始懂得了今天我是誰
開始懂得了怎麼揀我伴侶
開始懂得去一個抹眼眸}始懂得了青春不會後退

REPEAT＊＃

今天絕不一樣　做美麗楝樑
當天男生一樣　但我都不愛搶
變了大人仍是我
但我增添許多新偶像　擴闊我新思想

REPEAT＃＠

plans for next weekend?

well...this week, i will be a mad crazy chickadee trying to finish all my projects. why? because i want to go out on saturday. but i haveta choose a movie=.= well now.....i'll just go for kingdom of heaven. i'm tooo lazy to choose. hahahaha. but....if i were to go rent movies at my house.....muhahahaha....what shall we rent?^o)

well i dunno.....sighs sighs....i feel like crying. sighs sighs.

hope my family doesn't decide to do n e thing. oh, we can't....my mommy is working=.= my daddy would be tooo lazy to take us out. sighs sighs.

well it's doing hmwk all weekend unless someone asks me to do something else. muhahahaha.

hahahaha.......we aren't going out......but.....what would n e one else call it if you ask me to go to the movies with you alone and then going to demitres afterwards? you and i alone....i'd call it a date.....even if we are just really good friends....muhahahaha....but what would everyone else call it. sighs sighs.

still... what is sadness is.....i smile and i'm happy when i'm with you. and then when you haveta go.....i cry all over again. i don't know.....sighs.....

*i cannot cry because i know it's weakness in your eyes. i am forced fake a smile, a laugh every day in my life. my heart can't possibly break when it wasn't whole to start with.*

but.....muhahaha.....i'll look forward to next weekend.....still feel like crying....sighs.....