Monday, May 23, 2005

In Love Again (我這樣愛你)

When you smile
my life becomes a ray of light
sing me a lullaby to sleep at midnight
I'll be hypnotized
when looked into your eyes
turn off the room light
let's spend the night

*Take me to far away
 Away to your secret place
 Take my tears my fears
 Take all my pain for which
 I'll repay Someday with a kiss and say
 Can't believe that I'm in love
 in love again*

When the stars don't shine
And when the birds don't fly
And when the flowers cry
And when the rain runs dry
When the violet's red
and when the rose turn blue
Baby I'll still be in love with you

REPEAT**

muhahah

no, i haven't done my devotional yet for the day.....XSXSXS i woke up and looked at my bible today...and i was like....sighs.....i'll do it later=.= and by saying that....i have put GOD aside once again=.= sighs sighs. going to get right on it after this entry....feeling tooo bad.....wanting to spend time with my lovely b-i-b-l-e and ultimately, GOD of course. muhahahaha.

well yeah, was reading my old journal entries before this blog...wow.....i think i can finally understand. i can finally put all my feelings aside and focus on the reason.....and the reason is me....i am not "sing sook" enough.....what's that word....ah....here we go...mature. i still have much to learn. well. waiting for matt to come back to share the news. muhahahah. well...it's enlightenment for me....but i wonder if he'll be as happy as i was to find out news about myself.

cried last night....i couldn't help it. but i did. i cried like there was no tomorrow. i cried sooo long...i cried sooo hard. blah....but....i'm super happy now.

i just want someone to put their arms around me and say that everything will be alright. but in a way.

felt like writing part HIS sermon on the mount....so yeah.....

Blessed are the poor in spirit,
.....for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn,
.....for they will be comforted.
Blessed are the meek,
.....for they will inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
.....for they will be filled.
Blessed are the merciful,
.....for they will be show mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart,
.....for they will see GOD.
Blessed are peacemakers,
.....for they will be called the sons of GOD.
Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness,
.....for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you, and faulsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

well yeah....on to my devotion now....see you all in a little while....*hugs*