Friday, November 12, 2004

naruto character


Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net


sheridan college

keke^^:D:P let's see...... i skipped school to go to college yesterday. how very very fun. keke^^:D:P

br......then price chopper...then bri's.....then sq1....keke^^:d:P how outta the normallity.....how how fun!!!! yeah yeah!!!! keke^^:D:P

fuck you!!!

i am me. i am for myself to judge, you have no right to that. if that's what you wanna do, go straight ahead, but know this, judgement isn't supposed to be yours...and your punishment will be somewhere else, not mine to inflict. blah. ain't my problem that you see me a certain way or i'm similar to someone....that's your problem. everything and nothing is wrong with me. i'm human, i can only pray to be something else, but that ain't ever gonna happen. are you ready to accept me just the way i am?

i am me, this is the way i am. fuck you if you have a problem with me. i can only hope that you accept me just the way i am. if you don't that's your problem, not mine. i have accepted you for the way you are, but what am i to you?

i am me, i change daily. nothing stays the same. every situation calls for a different decision. how can i stay the same daily when every situation needs a different judgement call? will you believe that every choice i make is wrong?

i am me, you know everything and nothing about me. everyone has secrets. there is only so much someone can share with another. even people held by the bond of marriage have secrets from each other and others. if i tell you everything you ask, i'll still have other things i haven't told you. are you sure you ready to have a friend that is like an open book?

nothing and everything is wrong. stresses of life sucks ass, but that's what adds flavour. all i haveta say is that at this present moment, everything's bitter sweet.

moodiness

everyone is being moody. but it's in human nature to be moody. it's normal. i won't get mad at you, but will you be mad at me?

everyone is individualistic. are you ready to face that? everyone needs some time alone. are you ready for that? we are an individualistic generation. do you admit to it? if not, you are in denial. everyone wants to have fun. do you already have enough of that?

i am me, and you are you. i had once needed people every mintute around the clock, but now i have learnt differently. i had once been mad at my friend, patrick, because i never got to chill with him and whatnot, and then he showed me that i had much learning to do. and then....a great thought came to my mind. "to be in a great relationship, not just romantically, there must be alone time and time spent with the person you are trying to pursue a relationship with." when these limits become unclear and you begin to cross over them, people start rejecting, people start walking away, people start having great disagreements. people have more than one group of friends. everyone has a split personality; when you are with different people, you behave differently, it's natural.

when a person says no, they don't want to chill, it does not mean that they don't want you as a friend. it's not supposed to be offensive if they don't wanna do something with you. first off, everyone is different, you must understand that. everyone has different likes and dislikes, but of course some of these likes and dislikes will be common ground, but all in all, percentile wise, most of them are different. everyone has a different fear, you must respect that. not everyone is able to conquer fear by just facing them, sometimes, by trying to face it a certain way causes the fear to become worst. you are not me, you will never fully comprehend how i feel unless you were me, but i can only try to describe my situation in hope that someone will understand the way i am. it's human to fight for acceptance, but sometimes, the fight can't be won. when this happens, to win we must give up.

i will not apologize because i have done nothing wrong. and if you think i did something wrong, tell me. i don't like these childish games that everyone plays. i try not to take part in any of these games, but sometimes, it's really hard not to go with the flow. again, this is an issue of human acceptance. but well, i think through all this that happens day in and day out, i have found myself again. i found a place where i can stick out my foot and know that the land i tread is not mud. talk behind my back, go ahead, but walls do have ears and they do have a mouth to speak. it's better that i find out everything from the source than finding out from some other way.

it's human nature to run away, and eventually, i'll start withering....but that doesn't mean that i will give in and conform to your thoughts.

changing

sighs sighs. am i changing? am my morals going outta whack? oh wellz......am i neglecting some people? am i making people upset at me? sighs sighs.

keke^^:D:P my blog is my life....and without it......there wouldn't be such bs on the interent. keke^^:D:P soooo true......sooo true. but oh wellz.....

Everyone changes whether you'd like them to or not. you can't picture people to be the same forever. true colours are always there, it's whether you want to see them or not. no one is the perfect person. people have more than just one group of friends. it's difficult to manage all of them. sighs sighs. i think i'm gonna make it my plan that every time i myself drive to bubble republic, i will go to like brians house just to chill for a lil while. keke^^:D:P i rarely ever see briboi. so yeah. keke^^:D:P it's all good.

i can't drive. i don't drive tooo safely. args args. i'll get better i'll get betta. holy crap....can't believe i missed a stop sign in a stupid parking lot. sighs sighs. *weeps and whimpers*

i'll distance myself away if that's the way people want it.

yes, i skipped third period, but everyone's at least skipped one period. so it doesn't make me a criminal. so blah.