Sunday, October 24, 2004

embarrasing

okie.....imagine this...

well you were feeling spontaneous.......and you were at a single's party.....and you spot this totally hot/cute/sexy guy in the corner.....and you well as i said...was feeling spontaneous, so you went up to the guy and kissed him. after that, he tells you he isn't straight. *blush* isn't that just totally embarrasing?

don't ask....i have sooo many random thoughts just now...keke^^:D:P

oh my goodness!!!

ahhhh!!!!! i wanna have a wedding!!!!

ahhhhh!!!!! don't ask....i know, it's totally random i know...keke^^:D:P

if i don't get a wedding it's fine.....

all i kinda want at the present moment is that nice, white/ivory dress.....and the ring with an ingraving that say "always and forever" on it.

isn't that just sooo sweet?!?!?!

awwww.....

gradnote...

holy crap....i've finally figured out what to write for my grad note!!! yay for me.....

you wanna read it?!?!

here it goes......

2 sum out dere, wo xi wang wo men bu zai jian. love, hated and lived through OTHS because of my friends and GOD. peace<3

yupz yupz....it's simple. i think that expresses me. there's chinese to those i don't like, and there english for those that actually mean something to me. so all in all, i think it's not tooo bad. keke^^:D:P i think i'm gonna keep it at that. blah....but that defeats the purpose of reading my grade note in the yearbook. oh wellz. tooo bad for all of you. the point of not saying it in english is cause they don't know what i'm saying and it would mean nothing n e ways...so therefore, chinese means nothing to me cause they don't understand it n e ways.... but if you want to know, zai jian is like farewell equivalent to buh-bye, in chinese it means to meet again. so basically i said, i hope to not see you people again. and to my friends, they will noe who i'm hinting at. keke^^:D:P

wo= i/ me
xi wang= hope
wo men= we
bu= not/no/won't/can't...depending on the context
zai=again
jian=see/meet....depending on context

oh yeah.....i only typed it in ping ying without the intonations....but...if you must noe, to mandarin ping ying, there are four intonations. and like english, the same spelling of the word can have more than one meaning, but because there are no intonation indications, you won't be able to tell unless you are super good at understanding me or just really good at the language or start reading it over and over again to yourself you may not get it...... so yeah.....my mando skills suck.... ;P

i'm touched....

well i have no idea.....but i just am touched.

i'm sooo glad that people don't say good bye to me n e more.....but they say bye altogether. at least they say, i'll talk to you when i come back. but meh....

okay.....i definately know that someone won't hurt me.....or just that it sounds sincere when someone says to you, "u stay out of trouble". i'm just rather touched. i mean, it means alot to me that this person would say that to me i suppose. i really thought they just didn't care and they were just using me to get info. i mean, someone could say that to me and still not mean it, but at least for now it seems like it's the truth. until there's something that leads me to think otherwise.....i still think it's sincere. so yeah...keke^^:D:P

i'm soooo happy....but my mood will be sooo ruined by like tuesday after that stinking test! grrr....

happy

holy crap.......i'm like a total hour late!!!! frick!!!! i was supposed to call cat back at 6:15!!!! frick!!!! ah!!!! and she's not picking up....*bites lip*......args....stupid calc homework...totally last track of time!!! args args.....>.<>.<

happy

oh my goodness.....i am still sooo caught up in nothng....blah...

better stay this way for a while....or i'll sooo shoot myself....grrr.....

well let's see....when i get my liscence, i have three things that i must do.
1) go blindfold jo and get her a "treat" keke^^:D:P
2) find a nice lil cafe and just sit listening to poetry with bri......this one may take some time to accomplish with my small hyundai since he wants to take other friends........but hey......it'll all be alrights...
3) go bbt-ing with really gorgeous catherine...keke^^:D:P

better practice my driving skills....better practice my parking skills.....*bites lip* sooo nervous.....

well, the person that you should be saying sorry to is jo ga la, cause i really ain't upset now, but she may be really upset for quite a while. i told you i'd get over it....i'm over it....just give one big long apology to jo.....because you didn't need to tell me one. but of course it's always nice to hear someone say it of course. so yeah....thanx for taking the time to write me an apology. *smiles* now, it's your turn to give your apology to jo....so yeah....i still lub yous....but i was never planning to have your babies...so yeah...keke^^:D:P

aw....you're sooo sweet....

well n e whoo....most of the convo or the first part of it is on like jo's site......but since she wanted to edit some parts out.....i'll leave that stuff out then.........yupz....one big long convo...keke^^:D:P

[11:51:58 PM] ..wei she me: blah...
[11:52:19 PM] ..wei she me: oh yeah, did you know you hae 15 dollars in your wallet?[11:54:41 PM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: what?
[11:55:07 PM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: no i dont, i spent 10.87 on smokes
[11:55:15 PM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: so i have a 5 and some change
[11:55:23 PM] ..wei she me: oh no, i'm sure you have 15
[11:55:30 PM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: what did u do>
[11:55:32 PM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: ??
[11:55:52 PM] ..wei she me: i didn't do n e thing....
[11:56:03 PM] ..wei she me: what are you talking about?!?!
[11:56:39 PM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: i did not have a 10 in there
[11:57:09 PM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: my extra responcibility makes me aware of whats in my wallet
[11:57:15 PM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: :P
[11:57:18 PM] ..wei she me: :P to you too
[11:57:20 PM] ..wei she me: keke^^:D:P
[11:57:38 PM] ..wei she me: i'm sure you have fifteen
[11:58:33 PM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: Sabz, i'm giving u back that money on monday.. or the next time i see u
[11:58:51 PM] ..wei she me: blah...you better not.....it'll make me feel insulted!
[11:59:26 PM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: lol well then it'll be a gift, and u have to accept my gift or i'll be insulted
[11:59:49 PM] ..wei she me: fine....grrrr....blah....you always get your way....
[11:59:50 PM] ..wei she me: =.=
[11:59:52 PM] ..wei she me: grrrr....
[11:59:53 PM] ..wei she me: :P
[12:00:25 AM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: lol i know:P
[12:00:45 AM] ..wei she me: well next time, i'll no better to set limits...keke^^:D:P
[12:00:46 AM] ..wei she me: :P
[12:00:51 AM] ..wei she me: know
[12:02:10 AM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: lol, do u mind if i use a part of this convo in my blog. Its nothing where u say anything contriversial
[12:02:23 AM] ..wei she me: nah, don't worry about it
[12:02:30 AM] ..wei she me: i stick to my word on what i think
[12:02:36 AM] ..wei she me: use whatever you please
[12:03:14 AM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: i've already edited it, i just didnt want to have to type it all out..
[12:03:35 AM] ..wei she me: don't worry about it
[12:03:37 AM] ..wei she me: i don't mind
[12:04:39 AM] ..wei she me: you don't haveta edit n e thing out ga la
[12:04:42 AM] ..wei she me: i really don't mind
[12:04:42 AM] ..wei she me: serious
[12:05:18 AM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: i've already done it, i dont want any more anger between ppl, i think i'm pissed enough for all of us
[12:05:35 AM] ..wei she me: nah, don't worry......
[12:06:33 AM] ..wei she me: if they are angry at me......they'll talk to me about it
[12:06:49 AM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: lol dont worry about it, its already edited:P
[12:06:54 AM] ..wei she me: fine fine
[12:06:55 AM] ..wei she me: :P
[12:06:59 AM] ..wei she me: do whatever you want
[12:07:04 AM] ..wei she me: keke^^:D:P
[12:07:08 AM] ..wei she me: i hope i get my liscence...
[12:07:10 AM] ..wei she me: keke^^:D:P
[12:07:45 AM] ..wei she me: i know just what to get you if i do
[12:07:47 AM] ..wei she me: keke^^:D:P
[12:08:50 AM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: lol? what?:P
[12:09:45 AM] ..wei she me: keke^^:D:P you'll just haveta see won't you now?!?!
[12:10:23 AM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: common tell me
[12:10:24 AM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: :D
[12:10:58 AM] ..wei she me: my treat to drive you somewhere.....to get something...
[12:11:00 AM] ..wei she me: keke^^:D:P
[12:11:27 AM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: lol hmm ic ic
[12:11:36 AM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: i am soo hungry, holy shit
[12:12:38 AM] ..wei she me: sighs
[12:12:41 AM] ..wei she me: go eat something!!
[12:13:55 AM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: hmmmmm, fine. Ima go eat sumthing, then sleep. I'll tlk to u lata. BTW ur are an awsome friend, i appreciate u soo much.
[12:14:12 AM] ..wei she me: aw...
[12:14:13 AM] ..wei she me: :$
[12:14:25 AM] ..wei she me: stop dat....you make me blush...
[12:14:26 AM] ..wei she me: :$
[12:14:30 AM] ..wei she me: spankers
[12:14:40 AM] -.jO.I.N.T.E: lol, i'll tlk to u lata
[12:14:48 AM] ..wei she me: l8z
[12:14:50 AM] ..wei she me: nites
[12:14:58 AM] ..wei she me: good night
[12:14:59 AM] ..wei she me: sleep tight
[12:15:06 AM] ..wei she me: dont' let the bed bugs bite
[12:15:08 AM] ..wei she me: sweet dreams!