down in the dumps
great is the pit that is dark and gloomy
great and deep is the pit that we fall into
winds blow, but we cannot feel
rain falls, and we slowly drown
sun shines, and we slowly wither
suffocation, no breathing, heart pounding, eyes tearing.
vision blurred, voiceless speech.

wow...i suck.....can't write anymore....gr....

sometimes, the shortest relationships mean the most because it's not quantity, but quality....

wow....been singo for a long time now....wowwie....keke^^ oh wellz.....

hm....args...not really called wasted if i don't get totally hungover...but meh...whateve...

hm.....can't get wasted....but close to it this saturday!!!

meh....still kinda having q's. so far....no one says it's wrong to treat a boyfriend like a friend. but at the same time.....they say a boyfriend is somewhat different. meh.

aw.....that just made my day.....keke^^

someone actually reads my thoguhts!!! YIPPEEEE!!!!!

sighs. i just noticed that i treat friends better than the way i would treat my boyfriend. and the way i treat my boyfriend would be the same way i treat a friend. so in a sense, that makes me feel bad. hm. i suppose your boyfriend is the person you should trust alot. the person you date should be someone you can talk to. hm. but yet if i treat my boyfriend like just a friend, is that wrong? hm....sighs sighs. maybe i take relationships to casually, but i know i actually don't. i take them more serious than most portions of my life.

is it wrong to treat your boyfriend like another friend?