muhahahaha....
LEO
The Bottom Line
What's really at stake here? If it's a matter of pride, consider pushing it aside.
In Detail
Forget about your friends -- just for now. At the moment, you need more than platonic company. You need to hold hands, snuggle up and exchange compliments with someone who loves you as much as you love them. If you already know a person who fits that description, go find them. If not, start looking for a new future snuggling partner. Your friends will be more than happy to excuse you for the evening.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Saturday, May 28, 2005
bleh
well now......i think i need to go and eat some stuff....sighs sighs.....but i'm not hungeee....but i know i should still eat....sighs sighs....
still feeling bad...sighs sighs....still hurting.....
long discussion, and i think i can do my devotions now....feeling alot better now.....well at least calmer n e ways. feeling pretty bad still...but trying to focus on being happy.
i want to hate, i want to love, i want to stay, i want to move on.....i don't know what to do n e more...
crappers....my mommy knows something is wrong because i passed down an opportunity to go shopping....sighs......
still feeling bad...sighs sighs....still hurting.....
long discussion, and i think i can do my devotions now....feeling alot better now.....well at least calmer n e ways. feeling pretty bad still...but trying to focus on being happy.
i want to hate, i want to love, i want to stay, i want to move on.....i don't know what to do n e more...
crappers....my mommy knows something is wrong because i passed down an opportunity to go shopping....sighs......
DEPECHE MODE- tainted love
Sometimes I feel I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
From the pain that you drive into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
And I've lost my light
For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night
Chorus
Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Oh...tainted love
oh...Tainted love
oh...Tainted love
oh...Tainted love
oh...Tainted love
Tainted love
Tainted love
Now I know I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
You don't really want any more from me
To make things right
You need someone to hold you tight
And you think love is to pray
But I'm sorry I don't pray that way
Repeat chorus
Don't touch me please
I cannot stand the way you tease
I love you though you hurt me so
Now I'm going to pack my things and go
Tainted love, tainted love (x2)
Touch me baby, tainted love (x2)
Tainted love (x3)
Run away I've got to
Get away
From the pain that you drive into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
And I've lost my light
For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night
Chorus
Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Oh...tainted love
oh...Tainted love
oh...Tainted love
oh...Tainted love
oh...Tainted love
Tainted love
Tainted love
Now I know I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
You don't really want any more from me
To make things right
You need someone to hold you tight
And you think love is to pray
But I'm sorry I don't pray that way
Repeat chorus
Don't touch me please
I cannot stand the way you tease
I love you though you hurt me so
Now I'm going to pack my things and go
Tainted love, tainted love (x2)
Touch me baby, tainted love (x2)
Tainted love (x3)
cat's blog
was reading cat's blog just now....and this is what it says...
Random Thoughts
Do you know what kind of life you want to live?
Do you know what kind of person you want to spend the rest of your life with?
Do you know what you want in life?
But most of the time, when you are truly happy,
you will realize that the elements that contribute are not what you wanted initially...
sighs sighs.....*gone to corner to cry*
Random Thoughts
Do you know what kind of life you want to live?
Do you know what kind of person you want to spend the rest of your life with?
Do you know what you want in life?
But most of the time, when you are truly happy,
you will realize that the elements that contribute are not what you wanted initially...
sighs sighs.....*gone to corner to cry*
prayers
blah. now i have people praying for me. they can't help my problem, my anger, my hate. ahhhh.....i just wanna say screw all the prayers. screw them all. i know it isn't right....and i'm just saying that because i'm angry. i just want to sit in a corner and mope around all day. but i know i need to go out.....but not with him. what happened to the power of prayer? why can a message supposedly sent by GOD be sooo clear to someone and not to the other person it involves? why can't i see it? why not? going out with him alone will cause tooo many problems. i see that now. it's because we are alone all the time that it caused me to think of the what if's, and, or, maybes. sighs. i can't n e more. i can't even pretend. if he can live with himself.....fine fine fine fine fine fine!!!!!
i am still pissed, but i need to do something to get me to stop feeling sooo pissed. i just want to cry. at the same time....i want the world or just someone to give me comfort, but then on the other hand, i want no one or n e one. i want to be isolated and left to my own destructive nature. i will end up tearing myself down and maybe just maybe successfully rebuilding myself again.
i am filled with sooo much negative passion. i want to destroy everything in site. i wanted to just pull my keyboard and throw it across the room. but why inflict pain on something that obviously won't feel it? it's a waste of time. but then again, why would i want to be the one that inflicts pain on n e living creature or person.
i am pissed....i am still crying.
i haven't been doing my daily devotions....just couldn't....i picked up my bible yesterday.....i almost broke the window. why am i filled with sooo much hate? why am i acting like a little girl having a tantrum problem? why do i feel sooo shitty and soooo angry? why do i feel like curling up in a book and crying? sighs sighs.
Why is it that whenever n e thing bad happens, my first response is to hate? WHY WHY WHY?!?!?!?!
i just want to hurt you. i just want to destroy the world. i just want to feel better. *going to corner to cry*
i am still pissed, but i need to do something to get me to stop feeling sooo pissed. i just want to cry. at the same time....i want the world or just someone to give me comfort, but then on the other hand, i want no one or n e one. i want to be isolated and left to my own destructive nature. i will end up tearing myself down and maybe just maybe successfully rebuilding myself again.
i am filled with sooo much negative passion. i want to destroy everything in site. i wanted to just pull my keyboard and throw it across the room. but why inflict pain on something that obviously won't feel it? it's a waste of time. but then again, why would i want to be the one that inflicts pain on n e living creature or person.
i am pissed....i am still crying.
i haven't been doing my daily devotions....just couldn't....i picked up my bible yesterday.....i almost broke the window. why am i filled with sooo much hate? why am i acting like a little girl having a tantrum problem? why do i feel sooo shitty and soooo angry? why do i feel like curling up in a book and crying? sighs sighs.
Why is it that whenever n e thing bad happens, my first response is to hate? WHY WHY WHY?!?!?!?!
i just want to hurt you. i just want to destroy the world. i just want to feel better. *going to corner to cry*
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