yupz......
totally bored. blah blah.......i just need like a few more lines to like finish. blah blah blah. prolly do need to buy more yarn. meh. i don't know. i may or may not make a black and white scarf......not that i think it would look tooo pretty. but meh, i dunno.
i should take a showa....but i'm really not in the mood to do n e thing.
blah blah.
oh wellz. completely bored. tired.....and upset. oh wellz. nothing that i can do
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Saturday, September 25, 2004
knitting
well now, i'm not doing n e thing. as usual.....well.....i'm bored. keke^^:D:P cats doing hmwk. don't wanna buggie her. keke^^:d:P
well almost done my final scarf i think. if not, i haveta go out and buy some more yarn. i haveta count how many i've made for this christmas.
so yeah....args....i don't even know how many i haveta give out. blah.....and then there are those that i know that wouldn't wear a scarf even if it would kill them not to. so yeah.....blah...for those people, i'll actually haveta spend everything i own. sighs sighs.
blah....i don't know....
but then again, my friends would understand if i didn't buy anything for them this year. i really can't aford n e thing this year. sighs.......plus......just look at this summer. in a normal summer i usually spend like over 400 close to 500 $ watching movies, going shopping, eating and such. and well.....i mean....it's difficult for me to spend less, but i've stopped buying many cloths. the most i spent at one time was buying mr. wei wei foxy. yeah....i love my mr. wei wei foxy. kekek^^:D:P so yeah. yeah.....i wasted money buying bbt this whole summer. sighs. but i live in oakville and i complain only because i see everyone else being sooo rich that i wish that i had some of that wealth. but i suppose all that stuff really just don't matter. i have family, i have a home, i have friends, i have parents who give me a roof over my head, i have a sister that tries to keep me happy knowing that i am completely different than her in every single way. i have parents who work their ass off so that i could food in my stomache and have a bit of cash to spend once in a while.
i'm starting to cry as if i think i have it bad or sumthing, but i know that nothing could be better for me. i'm just crying thinking about all that can happen. sighs sighs. i really can't spend muchie on eating n e more. args args. so yeah. must save money and not eat but pack lunch. so yeah. sighs sighs. why'd we haveta move?!?!? but then again, it's a bit better for me now that i think about it. we're moving into a bigger house. i'm moving out of oakville......i hated living here in oakville, but i have loved my house always. just not the city it's in
well almost done my final scarf i think. if not, i haveta go out and buy some more yarn. i haveta count how many i've made for this christmas.
so yeah....args....i don't even know how many i haveta give out. blah.....and then there are those that i know that wouldn't wear a scarf even if it would kill them not to. so yeah.....blah...for those people, i'll actually haveta spend everything i own. sighs sighs.
blah....i don't know....
but then again, my friends would understand if i didn't buy anything for them this year. i really can't aford n e thing this year. sighs.......plus......just look at this summer. in a normal summer i usually spend like over 400 close to 500 $ watching movies, going shopping, eating and such. and well.....i mean....it's difficult for me to spend less, but i've stopped buying many cloths. the most i spent at one time was buying mr. wei wei foxy. yeah....i love my mr. wei wei foxy. kekek^^:D:P so yeah. yeah.....i wasted money buying bbt this whole summer. sighs. but i live in oakville and i complain only because i see everyone else being sooo rich that i wish that i had some of that wealth. but i suppose all that stuff really just don't matter. i have family, i have a home, i have friends, i have parents who give me a roof over my head, i have a sister that tries to keep me happy knowing that i am completely different than her in every single way. i have parents who work their ass off so that i could food in my stomache and have a bit of cash to spend once in a while.
i'm starting to cry as if i think i have it bad or sumthing, but i know that nothing could be better for me. i'm just crying thinking about all that can happen. sighs sighs. i really can't spend muchie on eating n e more. args args. so yeah. must save money and not eat but pack lunch. so yeah. sighs sighs. why'd we haveta move?!?!? but then again, it's a bit better for me now that i think about it. we're moving into a bigger house. i'm moving out of oakville......i hated living here in oakville, but i have loved my house always. just not the city it's in
bored
blah blah. totally bored. sighs sighs. can't do anything because i have nothing to do. sighs sighs. but i have like nothing to do now. sighs sighs. no one to talk to because i can't talk on the phone. args args. ned something to do....but sighs...don't feel like doing n e thing.
i'm tired too. sighs sighs. but i don't want to sleep because i have already taken a nap. sighs sighs.
won't see jean at churchie tom. so yeah...meh. but then again, maybe i'd be wrong?!?!? dunno. blah. feeling sick. i ate tooo muchie. feel like puking. args args.
need to go back to knitting. sighs sighs...
i'm tired too. sighs sighs. but i don't want to sleep because i have already taken a nap. sighs sighs.
won't see jean at churchie tom. so yeah...meh. but then again, maybe i'd be wrong?!?!? dunno. blah. feeling sick. i ate tooo muchie. feel like puking. args args.
need to go back to knitting. sighs sighs...
sooo sweet....
http://www.geocities.com/secretxwishez/widfl.html
kekek^^:D:P
and so i've heard that this is written by cat's friend's friend. kekek^^:d:P
yupz yupz.
well at home now.....args...nothing to do cept to bore my bum bum off. sighs sighs. rather saddening. can't talk on the phone cause parents home...args args....
kekek^^:D:P
and so i've heard that this is written by cat's friend's friend. kekek^^:d:P
yupz yupz.
well at home now.....args...nothing to do cept to bore my bum bum off. sighs sighs. rather saddening. can't talk on the phone cause parents home...args args....
blah
got bored.....started like putting nailpolish on my nails again. blah. but after a while i'm just gonna be washing the dishes and it'll come right off.
sighs....
i eat like 2 meals a day at max. it's rather sad. i've become like a person that only eats two bites of food and say's i'm full. sighs sighs.
tired and bored
well......i slept at like 1 something last night. and then my daddy woke me up at 9ish or so. args. oh wellz. so yeah. it's a plan to go to ray's on sunday. keke^^:d:P gotsta finish the project so yeah. kekek^^:d:P
well gotsta start on other projects....but then again....there isn't muchie that i can do. i'm just not in the mood to do n e thing. i feel like a super failure. but yeah. it comes with the territory i assume.
i'm really looking forward to like going to dim sum with cat. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. it's gonna be sooo fun. keke^^:D:P basically, gotsta find a way to get money. so yeah. keke^^:D:P kekek^^:D:P
maybe it's just cause i'm feeling a bit bored....but i feel just a tad depressed. i had the chance to see friends and chill with them, but i didn't because i had tooo much pride or i am just a bit too upset. blah, i don't know. maybe it's because of just sitting around and not doing n e thing, but i feel rather lonely and crap. args. not a good feeling...i'll prolly get over it after lunch.
yeah......i haven't eaten since shane like fed me yesterday. keke^^:D:P he must have spent over like 100$ yesterday! args. and he had just gone to the bank before to fix stuff and stuff. args args.....i felt sooo bad. kekek^^:D:P it was nice seeing though....keke^^:D:P i hadn't seen him since going to pd with him. yupz yupz.
what the heck is wrong with my internet connection? i keep on getting disconnected and it's pissing me off sooo bad. args args.
crap....i forgot to update my anti-virus! crap crap crap!!!!
well gotsta start on other projects....but then again....there isn't muchie that i can do. i'm just not in the mood to do n e thing. i feel like a super failure. but yeah. it comes with the territory i assume.
i'm really looking forward to like going to dim sum with cat. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz. it's gonna be sooo fun. keke^^:D:P basically, gotsta find a way to get money. so yeah. keke^^:D:P kekek^^:D:P
maybe it's just cause i'm feeling a bit bored....but i feel just a tad depressed. i had the chance to see friends and chill with them, but i didn't because i had tooo much pride or i am just a bit too upset. blah, i don't know. maybe it's because of just sitting around and not doing n e thing, but i feel rather lonely and crap. args. not a good feeling...i'll prolly get over it after lunch.
yeah......i haven't eaten since shane like fed me yesterday. keke^^:D:P he must have spent over like 100$ yesterday! args. and he had just gone to the bank before to fix stuff and stuff. args args.....i felt sooo bad. kekek^^:D:P it was nice seeing though....keke^^:D:P i hadn't seen him since going to pd with him. yupz yupz.
what the heck is wrong with my internet connection? i keep on getting disconnected and it's pissing me off sooo bad. args args.
crap....i forgot to update my anti-virus! crap crap crap!!!!
kekek^^:D:P
well, i could have had the chance to go to ontario place, but really, i really don't wanna go with jean.....i really felt like i need to avoid her. yeah, i know it's rather mean, but i can't help it. i'm still rather angry at her. sighs sighs. i don't know why i'm angry at her, i just am. she's way toooo busy to even recieve my phonecalls. what the fuck is up with that? i'm kinda loosing touch with all my friends from church. it really seems like they put no effort into it. i know they are majority in university, and they all have a workload of their own. but i don't know....they really don't bother to just say hi. i think that's what pisses me off. i mean, they are "true" friends. and i know they will stick with me till the very end, but has the end already come with these relationships. i mean, pat has always been one of those types of people that is up tight with his marks. blah.....i'm loosing touch with all my church friends. but i suppose going to church isn't about the people...it's about GOD. so yeah.
loosing touch with many people these days.....it's upsetting me. args args. sighs sighs. oh wellz.
there's nothing i can do anymore. i can only sit and watch. it's not that like n e one bothers to try with me....or there are people, and i love em for it because i can tell. keke^^:D:P but then there are those that are just completely pissing me off. i try toooo hard because i think it's important, but my efforts don't seem to be like seen or sumthing. blah.
.......the only consistancy in the world is the fact that nothing in the world ever stays the same and it always changes.....
loosing touch with many people these days.....it's upsetting me. args args. sighs sighs. oh wellz.
there's nothing i can do anymore. i can only sit and watch. it's not that like n e one bothers to try with me....or there are people, and i love em for it because i can tell. keke^^:D:P but then there are those that are just completely pissing me off. i try toooo hard because i think it's important, but my efforts don't seem to be like seen or sumthing. blah.
.......the only consistancy in the world is the fact that nothing in the world ever stays the same and it always changes.....
sighs....
wow.....i'm even more soft-hearted than i thought i was. args.
sighs.....
i'm rather surprised that i'm not like super upset or anything. well i'm going to go to bed now. tired. good night.......or shall i say good morning? keke^^:D:P
sighs.....
i'm rather surprised that i'm not like super upset or anything. well i'm going to go to bed now. tired. good night.......or shall i say good morning? keke^^:D:P
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