knitting

well now, i'm not doing n e thing. as usual.....well.....i'm bored. keke^^:D:P cats doing hmwk. don't wanna buggie her. keke^^:d:P

well almost done my final scarf i think. if not, i haveta go out and buy some more yarn. i haveta count how many i've made for this christmas.

so yeah....args....i don't even know how many i haveta give out. blah.....and then there are those that i know that wouldn't wear a scarf even if it would kill them not to. so yeah.....blah...for those people, i'll actually haveta spend everything i own. sighs sighs.

blah....i don't know....

but then again, my friends would understand if i didn't buy anything for them this year. i really can't aford n e thing this year. sighs.......plus......just look at this summer. in a normal summer i usually spend like over 400 close to 500 $ watching movies, going shopping, eating and such. and well.....i mean....it's difficult for me to spend less, but i've stopped buying many cloths. the most i spent at one time was buying mr. wei wei foxy. yeah....i love my mr. wei wei foxy. kekek^^:D:P so yeah. yeah.....i wasted money buying bbt this whole summer. sighs. but i live in oakville and i complain only because i see everyone else being sooo rich that i wish that i had some of that wealth. but i suppose all that stuff really just don't matter. i have family, i have a home, i have friends, i have parents who give me a roof over my head, i have a sister that tries to keep me happy knowing that i am completely different than her in every single way. i have parents who work their ass off so that i could food in my stomache and have a bit of cash to spend once in a while.

i'm starting to cry as if i think i have it bad or sumthing, but i know that nothing could be better for me. i'm just crying thinking about all that can happen. sighs sighs. i really can't spend muchie on eating n e more. args args. so yeah. must save money and not eat but pack lunch. so yeah. sighs sighs. why'd we haveta move?!?!? but then again, it's a bit better for me now that i think about it. we're moving into a bigger house. i'm moving out of oakville......i hated living here in oakville, but i have loved my house always. just not the city it's in