when school starts.....i will be depressed....or is it the week before school starts that i will be depressed? oh it doesn't matter.....as long as i enjoy myself....i'm perfectly fine! keke^^
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
wow....val.....i think i lied to you when i said i didn't talk to strangers.....i talk to strangers....but only when they are on line. i don't talk to people who randomly go up to me saying hey your hot. or hey cutie pie. or stuf like that. i have no interest talking to guys that only wanna talk to me because i have a good figure. or i'm fit or they think i'm fine. i have no intention to have friends that i would be afraid to share my secrets with. if you really think about it. i could call majority of my friends best friends. i know i don't talk to them much over the summer. but i know they still think about me because they purposely come round my house to drop off cards and such when it's my birthday.
i shall never equivelate money with love. it's not worth it. money is money and love is love. they are not equal. someone who is rich can be poor of love. but someone who is rich with love can also be rich with money.
i envy josh.....you know that rich one that lives down by lakeshore? well i don't envy his money. i envy his character. his parents taught him well or shall i say he was taught well and learnt well. he totally understands that the money he has is from his parents years and years of hard work.....wait....did they win the lottery? meh....but even if still, he does not boast for it. unlike his siblings, he does not dress like he's rich. he doesn't look down on others that don't have the same status. he's a very good friend to have. the girl that marries him should not be a gold digger because i'd hate that bitch because honestly i think josh is a sweet heart that would deserve better. yes some may say he has the odd ugliness or sumthing, but if you look deep down inside.......who really should care. wow......i'm writing about a kind of random for me. odd thought....oh wellz...
any ways......even if people odn't care. even if i have gotten people to be angry at me, i hope not, that everything will be alright in the end. i didn't mean to offend n e one. but meh...whatever come and also go....it's not that we take it or leave it....it's whatever GOD's plan is.
i shall never equivelate money with love. it's not worth it. money is money and love is love. they are not equal. someone who is rich can be poor of love. but someone who is rich with love can also be rich with money.
i envy josh.....you know that rich one that lives down by lakeshore? well i don't envy his money. i envy his character. his parents taught him well or shall i say he was taught well and learnt well. he totally understands that the money he has is from his parents years and years of hard work.....wait....did they win the lottery? meh....but even if still, he does not boast for it. unlike his siblings, he does not dress like he's rich. he doesn't look down on others that don't have the same status. he's a very good friend to have. the girl that marries him should not be a gold digger because i'd hate that bitch because honestly i think josh is a sweet heart that would deserve better. yes some may say he has the odd ugliness or sumthing, but if you look deep down inside.......who really should care. wow......i'm writing about a kind of random for me. odd thought....oh wellz...
any ways......even if people odn't care. even if i have gotten people to be angry at me, i hope not, that everything will be alright in the end. i didn't mean to offend n e one. but meh...whatever come and also go....it's not that we take it or leave it....it's whatever GOD's plan is.
really weird how i knew a person by one name.....and another person knew him by another. hm. i should have figured considering he's always wanted to change his last name to the canto version instead of mando version.
hm.....i finally figured it out....but have i? i mean.....by the time collapsed....which was around feb......he was already disappeared. he no longer needed me to do his hmwk. i see how that goes. he had already had someone to do it for him so he no longer needed me. and then when she left....he comes back and asks to chill. hm. got him pissed when he bought that watch. i really don't understand why i got sooo pissed....i just did. blah. hope to never see him again. i hadn't till recently. but if i hadn't....would i have been able to talk to cat? blah.....if GOD let us meet, i won't question it. keke^^
funny how we became quick friends. we talk like everytime each other is on line. kinda great for me!!! now i have a bbt partner!!!! now i don't haveta drag val n e more!!!! even though she'd like to come and meet her, like all my other friends. she knows i'm very emotional and she doesn't want me to get hurt all that much. she knows that girls don't really affect my mood as much as how a guy would. but that's because she knows that i take everything a guy says very seriously
to all those girls who have been called fat before! i understand your pain, but mostly, you can be fat and still be healthy. fat, big boned, heavy, shapely....it doesn't matter. the person who calls you fat right to your face has no heart, and the people that talk behind your back are even worst. i must say that i am being hypocritical here. i have called people fat on many occasions, but i try with all my might to stop calling people this because i know it hurts. i really do understand that to a gurl being called fat can be just as bad as calling a guy fat. but that's just me....my opinion. there are just as many if not more guys out there who try to be skinny. but the fact is....if you really want to loose weight....you shouldn't loose it by not eating, or not eating enough, or any diet method. i mean, you should try a new diet you never would have tried before. i'm not speaking of the atkins diet or the south beach diet. i mean.....have a diet which you can keep that eats healthy stuff all the time. i mean....have your portions of meat and poultry, have your portions of dairy, have your portions of fruits and veggies. you can cancel out the portion of others or fat, but you can still indulge once in a while. the key to maintaining an ideal goal is to eat whatever you want that is healthy and do lots of exercise. i mean.....i used to be 110......but now......i'm 125.....i'm down like 7 pounds from before. actually quite pleased with myself. and so far.....i have kept the 7 pounds off.
before i went to hong kong when i was like 12 turning 13, i was only 98 pounds....and when i came back....i was 130 sumthing closer to 140.....but luckily.....having a fast metabolism, loving sports, loved being active.......i burnt alot of the fact and became 110. yeah.....i hit puberty shortly gaining sooo much weight....that is why i still have stretch marks here and there. but it doesn't matter. the fact is.....i feel great. even though there are those people who call me fat here and there......i don't really care all that much. as long as i feel great....no one should bug me.
hm.....hope cat doesn't go home tooo late or her parents are going to yell at her again.....keke^^ always a good trick to buy your parents sumthing while you come....keke^^ your parents can't get that mad at you if you buy em sumthing cause then they know you were thinking of them. but don't out do that trick.....
hm.....i finally figured it out....but have i? i mean.....by the time collapsed....which was around feb......he was already disappeared. he no longer needed me to do his hmwk. i see how that goes. he had already had someone to do it for him so he no longer needed me. and then when she left....he comes back and asks to chill. hm. got him pissed when he bought that watch. i really don't understand why i got sooo pissed....i just did. blah. hope to never see him again. i hadn't till recently. but if i hadn't....would i have been able to talk to cat? blah.....if GOD let us meet, i won't question it. keke^^
funny how we became quick friends. we talk like everytime each other is on line. kinda great for me!!! now i have a bbt partner!!!! now i don't haveta drag val n e more!!!! even though she'd like to come and meet her, like all my other friends. she knows i'm very emotional and she doesn't want me to get hurt all that much. she knows that girls don't really affect my mood as much as how a guy would. but that's because she knows that i take everything a guy says very seriously
to all those girls who have been called fat before! i understand your pain, but mostly, you can be fat and still be healthy. fat, big boned, heavy, shapely....it doesn't matter. the person who calls you fat right to your face has no heart, and the people that talk behind your back are even worst. i must say that i am being hypocritical here. i have called people fat on many occasions, but i try with all my might to stop calling people this because i know it hurts. i really do understand that to a gurl being called fat can be just as bad as calling a guy fat. but that's just me....my opinion. there are just as many if not more guys out there who try to be skinny. but the fact is....if you really want to loose weight....you shouldn't loose it by not eating, or not eating enough, or any diet method. i mean, you should try a new diet you never would have tried before. i'm not speaking of the atkins diet or the south beach diet. i mean.....have a diet which you can keep that eats healthy stuff all the time. i mean....have your portions of meat and poultry, have your portions of dairy, have your portions of fruits and veggies. you can cancel out the portion of others or fat, but you can still indulge once in a while. the key to maintaining an ideal goal is to eat whatever you want that is healthy and do lots of exercise. i mean.....i used to be 110......but now......i'm 125.....i'm down like 7 pounds from before. actually quite pleased with myself. and so far.....i have kept the 7 pounds off.
before i went to hong kong when i was like 12 turning 13, i was only 98 pounds....and when i came back....i was 130 sumthing closer to 140.....but luckily.....having a fast metabolism, loving sports, loved being active.......i burnt alot of the fact and became 110. yeah.....i hit puberty shortly gaining sooo much weight....that is why i still have stretch marks here and there. but it doesn't matter. the fact is.....i feel great. even though there are those people who call me fat here and there......i don't really care all that much. as long as i feel great....no one should bug me.
hm.....hope cat doesn't go home tooo late or her parents are going to yell at her again.....keke^^ always a good trick to buy your parents sumthing while you come....keke^^ your parents can't get that mad at you if you buy em sumthing cause then they know you were thinking of them. but don't out do that trick.....
i have no idea....but there's a feeling inside......this dreading feeling inside. maybe it's just the weather....or maybe it's my lack of sleep. meh. slept at two....woke up at four to close my windows....coun't fall back asleep till 5......woke up at 7.....drifted in and out of sleep. man. why do i have such odd sleeping patterns. meh. well i hope i will be going to wonderland this wednesday. hm.....haven't gone since like what it's ride opened. meh. well i have a good excuse now.....a reason why i can't go into water....keke^^ not perfect timing....but at least it didn't come round my b-day. that would have been a total drag. but meh. i ain't planning n e thing this year for my b-day n eways. i'm turning 17. bitter ol' sweet 17. two more years till i am legal!!!
but either way....i get my g2 in october....at least i'm praying that i will do great enough. i really hope i pass. i don't want to wait a few more months to get my liscence. and then i can drive where i want!!! yeah yeah!!! the car man!!! the car!!!!! it's awesome and very weird how i still like have sooo much energy when i wake up with sooo little sleep. keke^^ well going to wonderland this thurs....and hoping we can. hope it doesn't rain....cause that would be sooo miserable. but meh....all in all.....seems pretty good. keke^^
but either way....i get my g2 in october....at least i'm praying that i will do great enough. i really hope i pass. i don't want to wait a few more months to get my liscence. and then i can drive where i want!!! yeah yeah!!! the car man!!! the car!!!!! it's awesome and very weird how i still like have sooo much energy when i wake up with sooo little sleep. keke^^ well going to wonderland this thurs....and hoping we can. hope it doesn't rain....cause that would be sooo miserable. but meh....all in all.....seems pretty good. keke^^
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